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 Posted: Fri Mar 17, 2023 10:48 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 17, 2023 11:10 am
Cats answering to cussing at them names is oddly fun in it's own way, but it's sad some cats are so bad they'll only respond to that name for a person like my older brother Chris's cat shithead that will only come over to him when he says that over it's real name Raghu; It only comes to Chris with being called that for after a whole month of the cat not coming to it's real name for Chris one day he just got upset & said "Do you not understand your own name shithead?!" while glaring over at the cat and Raghu finally went over to him, and after a whole year of only responding to Chris with calling him Shithead Raghu got a name change in his home. Ironically anyone else who visits can say the name Raghu and the cat runs over to them so it's just with my older brother Chris that it's picky on name. Which leads all of us to be all "Wth Raghu, do you have something against your cat dad using your real name, or are you some freak that didn't want a cat dad you wanted a cat "daddy" if you know what we mean kitty?" My favorite thing about the world is some will question the pet hair being on you if it's a lot but once you say "I got two cali-" they cut you off and saying "oh understandable, the light colored ones will leave behind a lot of fur it has to be a nightmare trying to clean off before heading out with two of them." and the ones whom own their own more than one light colored kitties (let alone dogs or whatever pet with light fur.) are just a case of they'll glance over at you & do the human nod of 'same' with only a few weirdly moving to show you the large number of pet hair on them before they go about their day or evening. As for over religious people in general mean as it comes sounding off the literal thing I find most stupid with a load of them of the few that ironically come from my family's picked religion of Christianity. The dang over religious Christians that worship God so hard they can't ******** enjoy life period as their rules go; "No going to enjoy *thing here* for God will think you worship *that thing* and you will suffer eternity in Hell for it!!!" & I wont lie when those ******** follow me around town I'm 90% ready to turn around and go screaming in faces "******** off! God thinks you're all morons that can't enjoy life at all! Hell do you even get to have sex or does your God HOPEFULLY ban you all from reproducing?!" I will admit seeing one at first I give 0 cares about it really, but after those always holding an annoying sign reading those messages specifically pick and stalk you for hours when you're just traveling around town maybe naturally doing your own thing anyway possibly not even at the event they're giving s**t towards for their idea of God has God being a heavy hater, the blood goes from relaxed to feeling like a boiling pit of lava for not only do you feel targeted you now feel horrible for everyone else that hates those guys has to deal with them too as they go stalking you everywhere. And honest one day (which was the day I got my dog Petey's ashes from the vet) I got so mad at one of those "God hates *the event happening here* as you worship it more than him." sign carriers I nearly getting back home after they stalked me all around town back home from me walking back from the vet with the dog's ashes in hand went inside my home and grabbed the gun to point at the person for I was done with them. In my defense of myself you got to mark these side notes down. of 1.) I just recently lost my dog, 2.) I left my home to pick up his ashes & get back home right after no stops intended at all for anything else I was that down I didn't even want to eat lunch which it was close to, 3.) I was now all alone in my home for it was back when it was just me and my dog Petey whom was now gone from my world, 4.) the veterinarian office from my home was a half hour walk to and from them which went slower cause I was in a bad mood (of sadness.) which made me move slowly, 5.) This hard religious beliefs sign holder followed me from the second I turned the corner that takes me down the next 25 minutes walk to the vet down to the vet & then back all the way to my home to just stand on my sidewalk across from my house holding their sign. (So a whole 55 minutes with that jerk stalking me, and then they camped on the sidewalk in front of my home holding that sign.) The literal only reasons I didn't was due to my sadness & because legally they weren't on my land just being on the sidewalk for all people that happened to be close to my home most. (though if they stood staring in my general direction holding that sign that'd been another tale possibly as I would have either done with them done what I thought to do walking out gun pointed and saying "Leave stalker!" or cause I was raised to be much than that I'd gone out & less then politely said "could you just kindly ******** off with this today?! I just lost my dog, you stalked me for no reason for whatever event you're hating on cause God to you & all like you, hates it in your opinions and finally we're here back at my home and you happen to be here still targeting a person whom literally wasn't even enjoying that said event you're hating on." Course right after that July in 2019 literally any "God hates *event*" sign holder pisses me off much faster when they start to follow me for I recall that day, and I'm thankful I got a lot of self control compared to how I make it all sound talking. (For in reality how I would actually be is 100% not engage with them even if made so highly mad for who cares what they do really specially when we all got our own problems.)
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Posted: Sat Mar 18, 2023 10:54 am
My cats DO respond to their real names, too. (And half a dozen other nicknames they've picked up in their lives.) Like when they're messing with things like stuff on my dresser or shelves, they know exactly which of them I'm talking to when I say their names (and they know exactly what certain gestures mean, too, because all I have to do is say their name and point down for them to know they're supposed to get down and knock their bs off). But they seem to have a preference for some of the weirdest nicknames... It's hilarious to think of a cat wanting a cat "daddy," though, I'm laughing. cat_rofl
My ma had a cat legitimately named Shithead! He started out with another name as a kitten, Edison I think? But he couldn't hit the litter box to save his life, so his name was changed. He was before my time, so I only know him through stories, but my ma has PLENTY of those.
Hah, yeah, I get those reactions a lot at the laundromat. "Do you have a big dog or something?" "Nope, two cats, one long-hair." "Ohh, yeah, must be rough trying to get all that hair off." (Everyone around here always seems to think "dog" first for some reason, guess they're mostly dog people here.)
Yeahh, I really don't get the people like that. It's just like, He made this world and put us in it according to your scriptures, why wouldn't He want us to enjoy His gifts here while we're alive? It just... makes no sense. And He's also supposed to be an ineffable being according to pretty much all sects of Christianity, which means we LITERALLY cannot fathom or understand Him or His purpose or reason, so how can anyone even begin to think they know what He wants? (I'm no Christian anymore, haven't been in YEARS, but I've done my fair share of reading just trying to understand (which is honestly more than most self-professed Christians can say), because neither do I think the people that follow the religion are necessarily wrong. Just the act of believing gives a thing power, and that's my entire simple stance, so I like to learn about ALL belief systems.)
I've been lucky to always live out in the boonies or in places where people aren't so... vocal, I guess, about stuff like that and have never had to deal with the idiotic sign carriers. Did have half my high school convinced I was a witch, though, since I was happy to profess my beliefs as pagan. Sucks you've had to deal with jerks like that, and during such a hard time, too. I'd have definitely been tempted to haul off and slug the person bold enough to stalk me, some days the only thing that keeps from doing so with some people is that I can't really afford to deal with an assault charge. >>;
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Posted: Sat Mar 18, 2023 8:55 pm
I'm going to be 100% honest to my core here & starting off I'm going to add it's a thing I hate about myself because of how (mostly feel forced I was now tbh.) I was raised in my Christianity family, but... after a long time of those few whom always got to saying the "God thinks...", "God believes...", "God doesn't want...", "if you like *thing* or hang out with someone whom does like *thing* God will send you to Hell.", "If you support the LGBTQ+ community, god will send you to Hell." really I got a list such a long list I'm just all mad about mostly cause & here is where I stand on my "I hate this about me." part all of that stuff honestly lead me into stopping believing in a God some, not completely honestly.
Like I feel there must be an almighty power that made us and loves us all and wants us to live as we do, just idk how to put it fully in kinder words tbh so I wont... All the assholes whom force their views of what God wants ruined the image I had & ruined my care to attend church, specially when it started to attack my church in the worse of moments in my life.
1.) I liked HP books, my church said God hated them which got all of my family even my own father to be anti-HP, & honestly I'm glad my father was more tried to see eye to eye kind of a parent or else I'd lost all my HP books I had back then in the worst of times for me to lose them. (not that my current kind was much better, but I was in a somewhat better life time for when I did lose them, which honestly just means I wasn't a depressed struggling in school life kid trying to find my place, trying to understand the world, and etc. I was just depressed my father I got to know quite well and loved dearly for all he did passed away when I lost them.)
2.) this was when i was a baby bat of how baby bat one can be I started to wear all black then, & moments before I dyed my hair the church got anti-goth, so fearing to go goth I went and gave my hair dye I saved to get to a friend whoms family didn't care, where I explained why I gave it to them and just kept the "hidden goth" for ages much as hidden as I been. (idk how our family church is now with it as I avoided my church for years now that last I been to it for church I was 15.)
3.) The dumbest one I hated most and made me stop going to church at 15, Do you know the hand gesture of "I love you"? for apparently my church didn't know it at all for they went and shown us teens hand gestures to never sling in life for it angered God. (wont lie I was in a mindset of "oh boy here we ******** go again." so I was already ready to hate them for what all they may have shown & give them crap for it.) They had decent ones that was all "Okay it's bad but God wont hate you forever for "slinging it around" as the church was say we teenagers were doing. (honest I felt like they watched one Hollywood movie with teens and just judged we all behaved like so.) Then they got to ones I was all "WTFH?!! HOW IS IT WRONG?!!!" which was thumbs up (they said it was a "bomb threat" hand gesture, I insulting them went "okay we wont do it hear you load and clear, got cha!" while showing them a thumbs up in the style of we understand. I got a Sunday school detention from them notice which I skipped attending for it was for a really stupid reason I got it & my father even agreed as these anti hand gestures I told him about made him also quit our church back then.), but moving on forward we went down a list of some not that bad some that were bad and was all "God wont hate you forever tossing that gesture but he will get upset probably if he cares about it." & then they got to the 'I love you." hand gesture and said it was bad, I along with a bunch of other teenagers got heated up & disturbed the lesson by asking "How can you not know the hand gesture of I love you?!!"
The church had a dumb way looking at it with the I & part of the L being devil horns, and the remaining L being the devil tail. I simply went explaining how if they will et us speak that the pinky is an I the first finger and thumb is the L for Love and if you want to you can look at the whole hand as a U for you or make a U between the pinky and first fingers. I then got more course with my words by adding in if they wanted to stop all bad hand gestures we should chop off our hands for I know the worse thing about them & I proceeded to tell the dirty joke of my girlfriend Jill. (If you don't know it ask your husband he might shock you by knowing it, but if he doesn't I will share it to you but it is dirty & involves the hand so it may not be that rough to solve specially since you got a strong mind you'll figure it out in no time I bet.) Which tbh the whole JIll hand joke would have been the only reason I would have accepted their detention if they got worked up over it most of all, but they were most mad I got after them for correcting them on "I heart U" & the thumbs up gesture I tossed up. xp
For others we got, bringing back the past with D&D issues and church, because my church knew of it as they overheard me talking to some friends they got same way with Vampire the Masquerade, anti-video games, Anti-talking animal cartoons (which tbh was mostly only my Aunt Stella's church only, but it destroyed our ties to seeing her anymore as she slapped the crap out of me *We're not talking a hard single slap idea like I prefer to tell it normally (as I'm horrible and lie to feel better about this moment of my past so i can try to forgive her as it's been ages now.) we're actually talking like she went fighting a child with many rough slaps for each time I said the sentence or even "But,-", "How is Lion King bad?", & or suggested another cartoon with any talking animals in it.* for saying "I liked The Lion King movie" when I was only two years old in front of her older then me children which got them questioning her what Lion King was.) I will say even with the cruelty of her slapping me a lot I still enjoyed her kids specially since they got all anti-mom on her for hitting me so much for having an opinion on a thing I enjoyed.
So even though I just shared the real one here's the fake, I also dislike my aunt Stella's church for one day her church said animals that talk in shows was bad which idk was her church's view and when I went over to visit and see my cousins we played truth and dare as her kids knew that game going to school & just in general being older which lead down a dark road as I was asked to truthy share my favorite movie which atm for me was still The Lion King for we were years before the first Harry Potter movie came around so i could see my favorite book characters come to life on a TV in a movie, and doing so it got her kids to run and ask her about the movie & that led to her running over and slapping me hard as she could for saying I liked The Lion King & that was all the slaps she did even as I started to name off other movies with more talking animals or ask her how it was bad.
As for sign holders I'm shocked they are in my town for I live in Emmett Idaho, we're the forgotten place in Idaho by all people whom live in Idaho, we're so close to Boise Idaho by a road that goes for 22 miles only named Emmett Road & we're still quite unknown by a load of people in Boise maybe finding at most 5/1,000 people you ask in Boise if they heard of Emmett Idaho.
So honestly I to this question the world on how we're such a small lost place to people yet magically ended up getting the most vocal religious belief havers in our town when other small towns sometimes even larger than us with a population above 7,000 people doesn't have some loud and proud religious sorts in them.
(But then I look at it as we're near Boise and the few people in Boise whom do know of us here in Emmett ID let alone what Emmett ID is and is located, may have told some of those kind of religious screamers about us and they all decided to come here sadly.)
Moving along now, I know what you mean by how cat's respond to many nicknames. My Katt Bartlet with just me alone has a good sum of them as her actual name is Katt Bartlet, but with me I'll go and easily just call her Katt, Kitten, Baby, Beebee, Sweet Baby, Baby Bartlet, Katt Baby, Little Devil, Gremlin, Gremlin Baby, Special Girl, Dad's not-so smurt gurl (gotten when she failed to poop in her own liter box, I'll tell later for even short it's long-ish.), Dummy Dum, K.B. & lastly Kit-Katt (all by me.), My year older nephew has taken to calling her as well Kit-Katt (by over hearing me say it to her and he liked it for it plays on her name and we both know the reference is cause she got into our Kit-Katts once not to eat, but hang out in them like a bed so she was one of the Kit-Katts.) & always called her Kitten, and our friend Nathan always calls her Kitten saying she'll be Katt Bartlet once she is as big as Cappi & looks less like a baby kitten.
Now for the tale of how she got the "Dad's not-so smurt gurl" nickname goes as this, I was in the bathroom when she was much younger and being herself she stalked me inside as some cats love being by their people that much & we both got ready for our day & I just so happened to get out from the shower I took to see her prepare her liter box like a little professional would as she dug out the middle perfectly to go in it and bury her poop after, but not-so smart girl style she stood right above her hole and squatted out of the liter box to poop right on the towel we had beside the box for her learning & then she buried her poop (as she thought.) in the hole just to leave & see her poop which made herr freak out seeing it as she thought it wasn't there that she jumped high in the air thinking it was a snake or something (idk her mindset back then atm as I just watched all of that.) so I laughed at her and was all "aw there's Dad's not-so smurt gurl?" & then I would just once in while when I saw her in the liter box again always ask her if Dad's not-so smurt gurl was going to attempt again then that led to I just woke up some days and greeted her as Dad's not-so smurt gurl.
Nathan's Cappi now has the worse nicknames from my friends online as they misheard me call out to her once, so she's now Cat pee (My friend's untraditional wife {we decided to call her that as they been living together for a good four years together now in the same apartment room they are both at, she was the one whom said I should refer to her as so if I ever tell a story so here I am doing so.) & Crappy (My friend) as an inside joke with them mishearing me.
The best part is the two girls respond to those nicknames and their own names happily as cats can be.
(Side note I been debating looking at both cats here & picking what kindred clan they fit into most and go calling them a long nickname of that clan for their own nickname. So for example say Cappi fit a Nosferatu I'd call her "Cappi the Nossie" or even longer "Cappi of the clan of the hidden" but being honest watching Cappi I'm leaning toward in reality for kindred she'd fall around clan Tzimisce most so she's more "Cappi of the old clan" mostly due to how evil she can turn out to be towards my kitten, the dog Sasha, and us humans when she wants to be evil even if at first glance you think "oh she's so sweet to everyone." And then like a real Tzimisce she then shows her true self by seeing the dog walk by and slapping it with claws out hissing & growling madly only to slap with claws again til the dog either leaves or we go and stop her.)
Highly a side note share I got to randomly add in; I just tired of making my ramen the normal way today that I added the old Irish stew (corned beef, potatoes, carrots, and cabbage in a beef broth that stews most of the day.) broth that we still had left over into my beef ramen & cooked it right up which honestly imo made it so much better possibly cause the corned beef flavor is in there and it's strong. So if you never done it yourself before then I have to say try it at least once for I found it much more delicious to enjoy my ramen as so.
(but I know we all got different taste buds so it's a suggestion at most to try sometime if you think to try it for maybe you or whomever reads this some hates beef even if it's corned beef.)
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2023 11:57 am
Yeah, I've honestly found that, for the most part, the only Christians that ever REALLY seem like true Christians ("love thy neighbor" and "turn the other cheek" and all that) are non-denominational and people that still follow what they see as the spirit of the Bible's teachings and not the letter of the scriptures, but have given up on organized religion and going to churches for the most part.
I think I got lucky with the church I can remember us really being part of was fairly open, at least with our first pastor. They had four kids (one girl a few years older than me and triplets that were a couple years younger) and the whole family was into Harry Potter and fantasy books and stuff and were of the opinion that God was a very accepting being (a la the crucifixion of Jesus where anyone that sincerely repents of their sin and accepts God will be forgiven). The church went downhill when that pastor was reassigned to a different church, though. (Our second pastor wasn't nearly as personable, and allegedly hated kids even though he had a child of his own.) I started having doubts about Christianity around that time and gave up on church entirely about the age of twelve, when the stuck up old ladies of the congregation pushed my friend out because she "had to be a Satanist dressing like that." (She was my first goth friend.)
Some congregations rally against the DUMBEST things, though. We had the same problem with the ASL sign for "I love you" at my church; again the stuck up old farts were convinced it was something to do with the devil, and I didn't earn myself any points with them when I decided to demonstrate the difference between the ASL sign and the REAL devil horns sign for them. >>;
I KNOW they were against D&D, too. It was at least half the reason I didn't get any experience with tabletop RPGs until I was in uni. And the reasoning behind their hatred for tabletop games is always so convoluted and backwards it makes me want to scream. Like the stint of C.S. Lewis hatred that some of the old fogies went through, like, ugh, you guys know this author's non-fiction stuff is stocked in the local Christian bookstore, right? He was a bigger believer than most of you, but you'd take serious offense at that statement because none of you think anyone could "love" Jesus more than you. (What you're doing isn't loving! It's hateful, and you should be ashamed!)
So, uh, yeah, by the time I decided to just... stop attending, most of the set-in members of the congregation were glad to not have to see me again.
I can DEFINITELY see people in Boise being like "You know who really needs Jesus? This town, you should go march on them" and then your town ending up with the stupid sign carriers.
Or maybe they think people are more likely to take their side since smaller towns tend to be a lot more... single-minded, I suppose you might say, about their beliefs.
Heh, your baby kitty has as many nicknames as my boys! Let's see how many I can list... Loki and Thor (these are their actual, official middle names), the Twin Terrors, Tweedle Dumb and Tweedle Dumber, Chungus, Chonk, Lorgeness, Chairman, Derp Twins, Herpins and Derpins, King Asscat, ********, Shithead (pronounced incorrectly as shi-theed), Fat Cat, Hefty Hefty Hefty, Fatty One and Fatty Two, Sourpuss, Lemoncat, Puff the Magic Kitty, Puff Daddy, Hairball. I know I'm missing some from this list, but this is what I can remember off the top of my head. (And despite all the nicknames about being large, my cats aren't actually overweight, they're just big cats and densely muscled.) One of our friends also knew them as "Hiroshima" because he misheard their names (Kiiro and Shima) when he first met them and I'm the sort of person that would make a grim joke like that with my pets' names.
Cappi sounds like one of my beau's 'rents cats! Mazikeen, more commonly known as Missy Maz or simply Maz (pronounced like "maze" ), has some sort of vendetta against their youngest dog. She's all lovey dovey with the older dogs (well, dog, singular now, their most senior pups passed last year) and with humans, but she will go out of her way to grumble and swat at the youngest. He actively tries to avoid her, but she will literally seek him out just to give the gift of violence.
Oh, yep, bone broth especially is a good ramen booster! Tinned cream of chicken mixed with some of the seasoning packet is also good, it's a favorite with my fam. It's not something I, personally, do, being veggie and all, so I don't even use the packets that come with ramen, but my beau and family like to experiment. My favorites are mustard on plain ramen (it sounds weird, but I love it), and using ramen in curry (the curry they sell in boxes that comes in bricks kind of like bouillon). "Yum yum" sauce (idk if you've ever heard of it, it's a mayonnaise mixture that a lot of American Japanese and Chinese restaurants use, and it's sold in bottles in some stores, it looks kind of like really smooth thousand island dressing) and a touch of soy sauce is also pretty good.
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2023 9:46 am
I have an extreme case of tired today...
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2023 1:22 pm
Pet nicknames always grow the longer you have them around & sometimes that time doesn't take long for we only had Sasha since her old owner abandoned her to ditch out of town to avoid things he needed to face. And so Sasha alone has many from us all with my favorites being her two from me Fluffy butt (she's a long haired chihuahua.) & Little Bear (she's a dark brown one she can hide amongst a brown bear decorated item.), my year older nephew & I both did this next one basically as we just talked until we made one for her and then we both started to call her it Fuzzie Bear (Fozzie Bear reference as we made it watching the Muppets and he overheard me call her over with Little Bear & it was then we both looked at each other and went all "Fuzzie bear!" & course he called Sasha first with it as she was already then with me when we made it up together. Religion was always tough in my past life, course my past life itself was just rougher than needed. Mother died in front of my eyes when i was about five, my older siblings were all moved out living their own lives if not out in college when I was almost five, my dad was overly caring and kind to all his children he helped the few whom honestly didn't deserve his help take care of their lives that it basically destroyed both of ours as we struggled to get by, I had to watch my own family members visit mostly to "borrow" more money with broken kept promises to pay dad back, since for most the time it was just me & my father and his health got bad I stepped in to care for my dad's health alone as all my older siblings were busy in their own lives, school was no escape from roughness, home was just rough, friends were friends thankfully but I never could shake the feeling with a few of them that question of "were we true friends?" & you can guess how worse that feeling is now after in early 2020 one of the first ever friends I ever made basically insulted me, told me to go ******** myself, insulted my past life, told me I never would amount to be anything in life and was better off miserable for all of it if not dead & then when I only just retorted "I may be all of that to you but I at least own my own house." he had the balls to then say I was being the toxic one you know after he said all his BS words to me & even said I deserved to be robbed by the ex-tenant I just kicked out for that tenant never paid money towards rent. (And the saddest of it all was, I didn't know the joyful feelings of joy & before I told this ex-friend about how to be careful I just had to kick my ex-tenant out that ex-friend fired off all of those insulting things he did towards me & said I deserved to be robbed by that ex-tenant. So you know about a whole idk 30 minutes of joy to feel in my life were I was honestly "what the ******** is this feeling of I'm free, I can fly, and honestly I feel I could do anything right now?!" so yeah I had a "fun" past life.) I could go on about many things with my past but tbh I don't think anyone will care & that's mostly cause for most my life trying to get my own older siblings to failed all the time I see humans as mostly uncaring assholes though ironically I will share a lot when I eventually hit the mood to do so. (today is just a bad moment for it that I just don't feel going on about the whole "oh woe is me!" feeling drama I think it as cause of past cases & it doesn't help I know I'm online where you can vent anything and run into some troll that goes "oh boo hoo, did you try growing the ******** up?" or even "welcome to 'I don't have real problems'." & so on that I honestly with each share even if it's in and only to this guild fear someone, just any one random person will comment like that to me sometime & it honestly makes my first instinct towards the commenter become "find a way to destroy them, as they dared to try to destroy you." (It's a real issue I got with myself I hate for anything against me puts me more in a 'fight me bish' then a 'okay whatever.' though I can reach the 'kay whatever' as quickly as I enter the 'fight me bish' attitude.
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2023 1:32 pm
I'm having one of my "just woke up angry as can be starting out the day" days and I hate it.
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2023 10:44 am
Very true about pet nicknames. It doesn't help that with real people, nicknames are how I FUNCTION (my brain won't retain names unless I build up a "relationship web" connection for them, which usually involves nicknames), so it just kind of bleeds over to pets. They don't even have to be mine, I have tons of nicknames for my ma's and uncle's animals, and the pets of my beau's 'rents. I think I also come by it naturally since my ma gives nicknames to animals, too. (Not all of them have been nice, my boys' "uncle" Neko was nicknamed "pisshead" when he lived with me because he would pee on EVERYTHING, and he was neutered before he even came to live with us. I actually had to send him back to my beau's 'rents because he was so bad. Of course, once he was back with them he was a perfect angel (except for a vendetta against toilet paper being on the roll that lasted for a year or so). Our best guess was he wanted to be back with his mom and siblings.)
D'awww, Sasha sounds so CUTE. I've had a few mixed breed chihuahuas in my life, and they're always such heart stealers, even when they're tiny psychos. Fuzzie Bear might be one of the best nicknames ever, I love Fozzie, haha~
Honestly, the world is garbage. You're allowed to feel your feelings, whatever they may be, and anyone that wants to judge a person for that can sod off, in my opinion. If "friends" had to be like that, we'd never have any use for enemies. Like, the world is s**t enough, why do people insist on making it shittier for other people? It's just mind boggling to me...
If it helps at all, I care! I know I'm just one weirdo on the 'net, but internet friends can still be real friends. Also, I wouldn't tolerate negative, dismissive replies like that here in the guild. Trolling, flaming, and harassment have no place here. If something bothers you, it's a real problem, no matter how small it may seem to other people, and nothing anyone can say will change my mind on that. People should be allowed to talk about things that bug them without some jerk coming by and trying to belittle them for it. Because there is seriously already enough misery in the world without pouring gasoline on the flames.
(This reply is probably super disjointed... My brain is all over the place today and refuses to focus, I'm sorry. ;w; )
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2023 6:14 pm
Queen Spazzy Very true about pet nicknames. It doesn't help that with real people, nicknames are how I FUNCTION (my brain won't retain names unless I build up a "relationship web" connection for them, which usually involves nicknames), so it just kind of bleeds over to pets. They don't even have to be mine, I have tons of nicknames for my ma's and uncle's animals, and the pets of my beau's 'rents. I think I also come by it naturally since my ma gives nicknames to animals, too. (Not all of them have been nice, my boys' "uncle" Neko was nicknamed "pisshead" when he lived with me because he would pee on EVERYTHING, and he was neutered before he even came to live with us. I actually had to send him back to my beau's 'rents because he was so bad. Of course, once he was back with them he was a perfect angel (except for a vendetta against toilet paper being on the roll that lasted for a year or so). Our best guess was he wanted to be back with his mom and siblings.)
D'awww, Sasha sounds so CUTE. I've had a few mixed breed chihuahuas in my life, and they're always such heart stealers, even when they're tiny psychos. Fuzzie Bear might be one of the best nicknames ever, I love Fozzie, haha~
Honestly, the world is garbage. You're allowed to feel your feelings, whatever they may be, and anyone that wants to judge a person for that can sod off, in my opinion. If "friends" had to be like that, we'd never have any use for enemies. Like, the world is s**t enough, why do people insist on making it shittier for other people? It's just mind boggling to me...
If it helps at all, I care! I know I'm just one weirdo on the 'net, but internet friends can still be real friends. Also, I wouldn't tolerate negative, dismissive replies like that here in the guild. Trolling, flaming, and harassment have no place here. If something bothers you, it's a real problem, no matter how small it may seem to other people, and nothing anyone can say will change my mind on that. People should be allowed to talk about things that bug them without some jerk coming by and trying to belittle them for it. Because there is seriously already enough misery in the world without pouring gasoline on the flames.
(This reply is probably super disjointed... My brain is all over the place today and refuses to focus, I'm sorry. ;w; ) (My mind is always wondering about normally as I see many lives I had and then my own now, get distracted by things I want to do, distracted by stuff I got to do, and then there is my mind all about the TMNT where it's all "we started watching the 2003 one we grew up watching go back and finish it no care how far behind we are finish it one night GO!" so needless to say it I'm a scatterbrain just like one of my favorite TMNT Michelangelo is seen canonically by fans. Then there is my video games which also distract me a lot as right now I been on gaia for awhile now and I've only just made this line here. I logged on around early evening of 12:45 or 1pm. So losing yourself is normal for me I don't mind cause I suffer from scatter minded-ness.) Our world is garbage it's sad, and what's worse is it's so bad you start to feel you're becoming garbage yourself sometimes. *(Edited in this rest as I got distracted by other things irl and sent this early at this point.) least that is my biggest feaful feelings some days living my own life, and playing video games a lot of times as the villain destroying virtual lives unless I decide to play the hero then I don't feel that way, but a lot of times my hero ends up in long run the villain leading me to the whole "I lived long enough as the hero to become the villain." quote we all heard of before. (I know that it has a better wording but this is my little kind talking.) All the same I weird up and feel fearful I'm becoming the garbage some days living long, yet ironically I wish I could be immortal to some extent to make the grandest heroes for the futures of the Earth with the more troubles the world seems to grow. Yet I'm also wise enough to know I could easily turn into the creator of villains sort if too angered by humanity if I was immortal too so sometimes I don't want to be immortal for even with my good bits those evil bits would always feel they outweigh the good & rl isn't like our dumb video games where you can reload an old file and pick the good options or play both hero and villain depending your mood or even like in Fable II my grandest evil thing of play donate a lot of gold to some random citizen as 100,000 gives you about 100 good points make yourself seen as a hero again maxing out your good score then as the villain I'm playing I'd gather up a lot of followers I can and lead them to the temple of shadows for sacrifices. (Honest my cunning from being myself like that in videogames alone is why I'm all "I'm a garbage person for I can and easily could go hard villain in a heartbeat just like that in the Fable games for I found in most where you could gift or exploit the good points for morality to be good hero the grandest things to trick my enemies into following me for evil deeds. Fable:TLC/Fable wear bright armors, +# in morales boosting tattoos, and less scary facial and hair styles you can hide your truly evil self under a mask of heroic hero among all the people, Fable 2 I mentioned what I do donate gold to some random citizen not too fearful and running away from you as they will always accept gold as a gift and suddenly no one is afraid for you donate enough to hit you max good they all come running towards cheering your heroic hero that isn't evil suddenly *though they do still comment on your evils for they know but still they flock over like they forgive easily*, Fable 3 gave us our worse of the worst morality system for you can straight up play evil get cool weapon designs on your hero weapons *though I do like some of the good sides looks too ngl hence why I also love playing it a lot more to see what I get with actions mixed morals, pure hero, pure villain & they all surprise me for there is so many ways so much stuff that changes the hero weapons upon leveling. {my biggest goal in Fable 3 now is getting the extremely rare crystalized weapons for using your hero weapons only throughout the game like my friend Edrick really really lucked out on unlocking back when we played the first time Fable 3 came out & I was all "I need to get that it looks so cool!"} but all the same you exploit the transfer of gold anything to your treasury equals good hero points, taking from it you get evil again, so you can exploit in the fun of you do loads and loads of evil, have your income from all the property you own keep some gold to repair them donate all you got to the treasury and earn good points all the time to be a hero in the eyes of Albion whenever you want to be a heroic king. *And my biggest thing of all fables is you can tell I like my dark colors and possibly play a lot of villains throughout the games for my favorite colors are blacks, dark red, darkened purple (2&3 cause of dyes), Orange my toss them off color *again 2&3 for we all know Fable/Fable:TLC had just bright, normal and dark clothes*, and gold as my second color that can be seen as good. *and I count in all fables I got and played for bright in Fable:TLC/Fable is golden and whites*, I will occasionally do all white if my friend does all black as we do our weird disaster twins in game thing we do playing our villains.) I love all the nicknames we give our pets out of love & weird human love of them still but got to call them out on their being brats, or goofy babies. (Honest we too loved Fuzzie Bear for Sasha cause of the exact reasons. Fozzie is our favorite character followed by Kermit & *I'm awful knowing all of them myself so you can catch which I do wrong and let me know I wont mind as I tried my best* we also have Beeker *unsure if correct spelling* the muppet boy whom only meeps, Our blue dodo? boy *unsure if that is suppose to be "the animal" he is of the muppets* Gonzo, Swedish chef *I only know him as that, but I do know he has a real name that is there, but I sadly only know him as the Swedish chef I don't remember it at all honestly*, the old men Statler & Waldorf *not confident I got them right*, & the rest are only me cases I'll name on for this is me, and I got a lot which idk if Travis shares any of them; Scooter, Yolanda the rat *unsure I named correctly*, Animal *which I do know Travis also likes ironically as it made him want to learn drums when we were little kids, and that is the only one I know for sure he likes of mine here*, Rowlf the dog, Dr. Bunson Honeydew *I liked him a lot I made myself atm online known as "Doctor B. Honey D" for a player in one of my many MMOs I played long ago, I even made my character an alchemist to match to the scientist he is so others caught onto what I was referencing, made a lot of older friends cause I knew older things some & loved chatting with my elders most *mainly cause my peers most times I seen as aholes not to offend any in the millennials group we are since I'm 1993* but you know we all are somewhat aholes I'm not even forgiving myself with my antisocial mostly butt towards many people normally I play as the magical quiet one in MMO parties people like to make me the intimidating guy of their parties for when I magically speak you got two sides of me. 1.) you got me upset so I chew you out like my father would chew me out for acting up *he was Irish father raised so he raised me like an Irish father so you know how that goes if you know* or 2.) I do a magically smart as Donatello saying, then I go all "honest though I don't see myself as smart so don't fully do my suggestions here I could never really lead people or be the wiseman advisor." sadly I been quite good being the magical advisor I get made into one against all my wants not to be one.. gonk * & last Muppet I love a lot is Pepé the king prawn.) I don't feel I got all of them correct some tbh but idk. Ngl when it comes to dogs a lot of times I love the mix breeds for they're just so cute as puppies and even older as dogs for they mature up and you can see what in them is what of their mixture and I love all the puppies we gave to my older brother Chris and his wife Penny for Daschchis as we called them for my old chihuahua Dongwa *my lisp in youth saying Dogwa a lot* and Dachshund Teata named for se had the light & dark color tones of tea loved to make puppies together until we could get one in and stop that once money wasn't an issue as I grew up. But seeing those puppies as now dogs and their grand babies you can see the mixture of breeds in them her oldest my sister-in-law Penny named Bean (sadly passed now.) had the chihuahua ears as a puppy but when an adult he got more Dachshund ears only they were still like a chihuahua so they did more a pointed fold ear thing and his body looked like long chihuahua all his life getting his mother's long Dachshund body but dad's manly chihuahua appearance body. rofl (I can not laugh with that line for saying manly chihuahua body is just hilarious to me for we all know they look small and agile cause they are that it's just in their minds of all chihuahuas they are warrior breeds made for murder and death.) but now she has Bean's old grandbaby many gens later here she loves to bring along on all family gatherings her and my eldest older brother Chris can make it to Junior Bean aka Jelly Beans (cause he looks like his old grandpa mostly minus he is more Dachshund body appearance but chihuahua short length.)
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Posted: Wed Mar 22, 2023 4:55 am
I'm having those moments I share my open past to randoms in CB and I get all Hagrid about it. xp 
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Posted: Wed Mar 22, 2023 11:34 am
At least I'm in good company for being distracted and unfocused! I think part of it was that I had to take half my normal dose of one of my meds to make it last while I waited for my doc to put a script through to my pharmacy. Made me super tired and lethargic and my brain was all fuzzy trying to get used to the reduction. The new script went through yesterday, though, so back to normal dose. Not to say I don't get all scattered even when I'm taking everything like normal, 'cause I totally do. My brain is just weird like that. I can have intense hyperfocus on something, then a random thought will flit through my brain (like "why are robins' eggs blue?" ) and suddenly that will be the only thing I can think about. I spend a lot of time on Wikipedia because of it. =w=;
(Robins' eggs are blue due to pigment deposits on the shell (basically, during shell development minerals are deposited along with the usual calcium and those minerals act as pigmentation, the same way as certain minerals provide coloring for paints), in the event you had a burning desire to have the answer to that question.)
Ehhh, hero, villain, those classifications tend to be a matter of viewpoint. Like in history, the side that wins a war is depicted as "good," but the other side certainly wouldn't agree with that. (And if the results were reversed, the other side would have been depicted as good and righteous, but in the end people from all sides hurt those opposed to them, and no one is really good OR right in that regard.) Besides, what a person can do in a game doesn't really have much correlation to how they act in real life. A person may play a lot of bloody, violent games, but that doesn't mean they're going to go off the deep end and start assaulting people in real life. (Science and studies back this up; my beau wrote his big senior year English paper on the subject. The people that DO do that usually have more wrong in their lives than just playing games.) I mean, case in point, my beau loves to play violent games to let off steam (Dark Souls and other souls-likes, Call of Duty, Resident Evil, among others), but except where fighting back is deemed a necessity, he's a pacifist. (Passive aggression is his weapon of choice, aggressive aggression is only in response to the same directed at him.)
I haven't watched anything with the Muppets in AGES, so I don't know most of their names anymore, but I know exactly which ones you mean from all those mentioned! We also love Swedish chef; my beau has his Chrome and Google search set to the "Swedish chef" language. c': (It's almost obligatory that we love Swedish chef, since my beau IS a chef and all, hah~ ) (Also, since I went off down the wiki rabbit hole to see what the Chef's name is, he apparently really is simply known as Swedish Chef.)
As far as MMOs go, the only one I play seriously is FFXIV, and I'm the stereotypical "silent healer" in that. At least until my party members flub content, because then I live up to my Burger King crown (I'm what's known as a "mentor character," and it lets me have crown before my character name to signify it, the playerbase refers to it as a Burger King crown because most mentors don't bother being at all helpful, and have actually gotten quite a bad reputation as being absolute jerks on the NA servers) and provide them with detailed instructions on How Not to Die Again. Among my few actual friends in the game, though, I'm known as the Living Encyclopedia for my near encyclopedic knowledge of all things XIV, and even when I don't know something I know how to find an answer very quickly.
We're mixed breed lovers in this household. One, they tend to be smarter (less inbreeding does that); two, we can't afford purebreeds anyway. The two big chihuahua mixes in my life were both min pinschis; miniature pinscher and chihuahua (and maybe more than that, hard to know with rescues, but I'm certain of the stated breeds being part of their ancestry). Diva LOVED her people, but had serious separation anxiety problems. She clawed almost all the way through our back door the one time we made the mistake of leaving her inside the house alone. Bruiser originally belonged to my beau's paternal grandmother and was inherited by his mother. He was a neurotic little psycho when he first went to live with them and hated pretty much everyone but my beau's mum. He chilled out a good deal as he got older, but me and the beau's mum were really the only ones that could be considered "his people," and even when he got up there in age he would still tear strangers a new one if they tried to pet him on any terms but his own.
They had another dog, this one inherited from his maternal grandmother, that we THINK was a chihuahua corgi mix (corgihuahua, to use my own term). She had the corgi hips and general skeletal build, but scaled down to chihuahua size, with little chihuahua feet and a little chihuahua yap. She was originally named Rosie (I liked to call her Rosie Pose), but she was consistently called "Pudge" when she went to the beau's 'rents (she was a little butterball because she didn't get to go out a lot and spent most of her time lazing around when she lived with the grandparents, she lost a good deal of it after switching households, but she still retained a bit of belly all the way up to the end). She followed the chihuahua mix pattern of having her specific people, but she would happily accept pets from anyone offering them, and was generally far less neurotic than the other two I mentioned.
Imagining dachshund chihuahuas, and they must have been so friggin' adorable. emotion_kirakira Chihuahuas really do have that "I'm big and fierce" mentality. I wonder if it's something in the ancestry that gives all of them that mindset, like Xolos (xoloitzcuintle, the hairless variety is commonly called Mexican hairless) deriving from the fierce Mayan culture of Mexico?
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Posted: Thu Mar 23, 2023 10:47 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 24, 2023 9:58 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 24, 2023 12:11 pm
I know this shot out out me randomly but I honestly always wondered why with Americans being ourselves the place I seen all my life that seems to love money the most that literally everything feels so gfd expensive cause most times it is tbh, we got high cost on pets with the worse on avian pets like Parrots & that is followed by any pure dog breeds, rodents, fish, some reptiles though are cheap but magically depending your area cats our feline pals always magically are free mostly cause of the people around town have cats and are giving away kittens for free only. Heck we got cats all around town idk if pet stores have cats even anymore, for I haven't seen any around in them when I do get to enter a pet store again, but I'm also not on the hunt for actual pets when I'm in a pet store either so my last actually looked at pet prices was way back in the past before my Katt Bartlet that gifted by a friend to me from a batch of kittens their parents household army of cats had, where I was maybe 10 looking at getting a cockatiel which was pretty pricey down here back then for I only recall it being $50 for a cage home, $20 on it's seed, $20 for bird accessories/some toys for it's entertainment, and this is just personal how bird behaved after sentence of mine next it cost a good $75 for the a** of a cockatiel I got for that thing hated anyone not an adult & cruel as it is to say as any pet owner and being a animal lover ngl I was glad it was already old being ten I lost it when I hit fifteen years old for their lifespan goes at max to fifteen years (mostly in the wilds.) and that jerk of a bird was old as me, I was also sad I lost it for I did love the bird just there was that "At least anytime I go to clean the cage or get them food I wont be attacked anymore, mostly cause the elder of Satan died now." sad for me the elder of Satan taught the more baby cockatiel we got later on that lived until I hit to be 19 how to be an arse too, so even with Dos (Daugther of Satan) being passed away I still had a mean cockatiel for she passed her jerk-ness down to the other female we learnt we had that was named Angel that later deemed as Fa for fallen angel cause Dos made her a little jerk and unlike Dos my little Fa was an even bigger arsehole for NOBODY was safe from her attacks. All same two $75 birds turned evil for me that I no longer wanted birds as a person until years later where I was all "you know not all birds like them are jerks maybe I should try another bird." but then there was two cases that happened it was 2020, and during 2020 our pet store quit existing right after our pizza hut went out of business both which I hated highly for now that means any pet supply we need badly has to be out of town for cheaper cost cause the vets and Albertsons in town don't sell anything for pets cheap. And the ordeal of Pizza Hut for me was upsetting more mostly cause I had the fun of I had the points from their rewards system to get two free large pizzas which I was going to get to celebrate the two living here with me now back in 2020 when they got here, but as you can guess no PH no care I got PH points for rewards and since it was virus times we couldn't easily go out to Boise to pick up a pizza without needing a mask IF THEY ALLOWED US TO DO SO, I caps all that for we were willing just the stores sucked and didn't allow anyone to come pick up even when it was the times of you could anywhere else go and pick up orders long as had a mask on. So my points just died out with Pizza Hut & instead we had to deal with the only other will deliver pizza place in town of Emmett we had Dominos & although Dominos got better in age I hate their point system they got for multiple reasons. 1.) Dominos wont give you points unless you spend $10 or more. 2.) Dominos only rewards you ten points once a day 3.) The "prizes" (quoted for I only seen one prize for the last three years using Dominos) is a free medium two toppings only pizza after 60 points, though one time magically they offered for like a week to spend your less than 60 points on free breadsticks, a pasta, a small Oz soda, or an 8 piece chicken but it was just that week and when we found out it was the end of the week so it only for us lasted one order not that it mattered for honest at most we order pizza maybe once a half a year it feels (cause I'm not going to order like my normal self with Dominos points system, & I can't order like that cause of the 2020 BS for the virus made everyone whom was well off go to being if they were ever struggling back in the past return to their childhood struggles past.) but still. 4.) I've had Dominos mess up a lot of my already what most would called messed up pizza orders. I ask for chicken, bacon, onion, garlic & pineapple on a pizza with ranch sauce they come deliver a chicken, ham, green peppers, pineapple, & olive on alfredo sauce pizza which I wont lie I enjoyed it and being introverted/that kind of one person that honestly would order that combo someday if not then I just took it anyways for it was 2020 & things was just all awful and in reality I just wanted a pizza. (Add to story of this one it was a before my new tenants/roommates I got here aftermaths after kicking out a bad tenant I wanted to celebrate but also the aftermath of my ex-friend also backstabbed me so i wanted a feel better food too. So literally my first ever order for Pizza Hut was found out to be gone then was Dominos and a messed up order. Other messed up orders been thankfully one topping only so no big deal though we're upset it happened, or there was a lot of mistakes but our Dominos caught them and fixed the mistakes by saying that was on them then handing us a free pizza card for whatever size & toppings amount they got wrong signed by their boss as makeshift cards if they didn't just hand us a bunch of make up in free one topping medium pizza for free cards.) Overall I'm fine with Dominos just upset Pizza Hut is gone for they'd be the more go to pizza orders simply for more reward options with point score and the way their rewards points felt 100% better to me specially as with struggling times of 2020 I can't make the $10+ orders so easily due to the virus hence why or ordering looks like order "you will lose points soon message pops up after the nearing end of six months to keep points" order again if can now. But reality is I'm a true TMNT like person as I don't care what place we get pizza from I just want a good pizza to eat. sweatdrop And I'd be a million or more times happier if it does a point system & that system had multiple rewards mostly (I don't care cost amount needed to get points long as points could be earned, do have a little upset-ness if I was to ever throw a great in wealth again I can safely do this order and order $40+ of pizzas for a Sunday D&D session I would with Dominos only earn 10 points ordeal so if they got a $10 minimum for points I'd be fine long as they would for love of all add more points to just a $1 after like Pizza Hut use to do only pizza hut was cool and just did it whatever your order in dollars was that many points so even if you just got small personal pizza at maybe $5 with them you got 5 points.) {{Reality is clear I just want Pizza Hut back or a place that sells pizza to copy their point earning system that also gives more than one reward.}} As for Muppets I'm glad but also surprised he's just known as Swedish Chef tbh for it feels like he had a name not just Swedish Chef. With all I know he could have one made up by other fans of Muppets more crazy then us other fans combined that go making anything up for anything they love, as we seen those crazy fans for everything to have a fandom. (Like MLP, Sonic, & Homestuck/Hiveswap to name a few, but really you just name name one thing it has a fandom and most times there is the bad side of that fandom, like bad side of Homestuck/Hiveswap fans is just insanely awful and you hope most of them are behind bars now if not been executed for their horrid actions they done as I'd never want to meet them all at all since I'm of the Cancer zodiac. 'Anyone whom doesn't know the Homestuck/Hiveswap crazy fans are best known to be anyone whom has in those series a high blood status zodiac *So you have your Sagittarius knights of the land dwellers, Aquarius sea dweller knight?, Pieces royal Sea dweller, Libra Attorneys of law, & lastly the Capricorn land dweller royalty* that goes around finding the lowest of the low bloods and treating them like s**t & Cancers like I got the worse gun of it all as Cancer in this fandom is the mutant blood the mistakes the most feared the unwanted in society of trolls that in the actual series they been mostly culled off. I'll give you one guess what happens to any fan around those crazy HS fans found out to be a Cancer zodiac haver. Now you know why I say I hope they're in prison or worse off "for them" dead for actions.) Moving along mostly to make me forget the "fun" of the crazy HS fans I talked about some cause I don't want to think about how some still do exist I got to watch myself if I ever travel out to a convention that has any HS fans there for you can't tell which kind is what until you're walking somewhere all alone with little to none at all guards sitting around locations for those fools will take any chance they got & less people whom would stop them around means maybe they lose just one or two people like them. (Hence why if I went to conventions it's with friends I'll always be around and if I got bathroom needs I'm going to the one with the most guards lurking outside it.) But back to moving on now mixed breed dogs have always been my favorite kind of dogs. Course I also love full breeds if magically get one either from better off members of my family gifted one as their full breeds had puppies and they offered us one to have if we got no dogs or pets in general, or a friend had a full breed dog give birth to more full breed & they gifted it. {Really that is only ways we ever got our own full breed dogs in my childhood.) So honest my past life was lucky and unlucky mixed which is probably why my mind is a mixed breed itself of life is okay we should always move forward & life sucks and it still does I want death now. (And it's needless to say which side of those two pops up most when times are quite rough for ages & it's been a bad time for you on a day or a bad week/month.) I can say thankfully most times for me I got unlocked the it was okay just move on mindset that snaps quick into the depressed one of life sucked we want to die just to go back just as quickly to it's fine we'll live move along. Wont say I'd be 100% if I could afford to see a professional on the issues of my childhood past and talk out the old struggles, thoughts and etc. but odds would be my mind be better off if I could as well seeing as my so far free versions do help when I share them off even if I go later pulling the Hagrid "I shouldn't have said that." for even with the issues I got that weird I feel I bad mouth my family even if honest a lot of times it is stuff that is quite well earned... (I even feel ick saying it is well earned. x.x) But we all got to admit my case of a family that's mostly older siblings whom all ignored dad unless they needed money & then they're around to borrow some money high as $6,000 at times to just leave right after and then never pay back the amount they "borrowed" and promised to pay back, gathered all together as a family only when there was a funeral or hospitalized family member(s) case, has some to most of our family some members whom are married second cousins twice removed or even cousins marrying one another due to either they been dating for ages or knocked up making it a shotgun wedding, you deal with the creepy kids of the second cousins that are your own whatever removed cousins that are wanting the same relationship as their parents they get rowdy about it on you even if you're way younger than them all, has teen pregnancy cases, has had thieves that needed not to thief and some whom did it to survive, and my father was in the Vietnam war so you know he was an elderly man & if you know what happened with a certain poison you can guess how that effects us. *I been in to get my bowed legs to unbow & even with that you could use my leg bones to make an archer's weapon easily* but that's just a few things I'm sharing here now mostly cause just this feels all off to do for again my mind thinks I'm being quite rude openly sharing all negatives like that.) So yeah... needless to say I got baggage of plenty like most my family, my year older nephew for instance is worse off as his parents were the messy when getting divorced duo lots of our family uses as a reference to what not to do when getting divorced. (It's bad as he agrees with it being a what not to do but it also angers him it happened for he dealt with it most seeing it happen. To quick some it up quickly both parents cheated on one another, fought one another for their children's affections more, shipped them over to my father's home any moment they got anti-parents for they just got sick of the BS, and etc. of more for I wont go on for it is a more targeted you know whom I speak of now feeling I got here.) But yeah... my own rl family has it flaws of major it is not shocking to any of them that do know of it, that I have a gaia online family group which is why it's common even if you may not know why I'll toss a rl in front of family talking about my rl family when most online can understand it with just the talk I may mean my rl family simply saying family then talking. As for video games I find it funny the older we get the more drawn to violent ones we play & I can only blame the fact is we age and seen how crap our world is, more I know that is why for in my own youth with it's issues of past I played Sega Mortal Kombat with my friend Derek which had his whole family full of people that was all heavy alcoholics they tried pushing alcohol on us in kindergarten. (he played with issues of that, I played with issues of dead mother young, seeing my older siblings only visit for money then leave again, stuff I wanted to forget of certain types of cousins once puberty hit both of us as kids for my life got only weirder & grosser. And then I went and got the game Bully in 2006 & that became my favorite game I owned for I didn't own Fable:TLC as my year older nephew owned Fable:TLC which was our honest favorite video game of all, you know the game where we could not only lop off a bandit's head we could kill innocent citizens of Albion and be evil all in 2005 when he was 13 and me 12, ages of two people whom should not have been playing a game like that much alone with no adults about maybe. So I was a killer/bully at 12 via Fable: the lost chapters, and then just a bully again at 13 with the game named literally what we played. And both Bully and all of the Fable series of games are my favorite video games with Bully being my more relaxed game of the violent few. Course now I got more star wars games which allow me the choice of be a jedi or go all sith and we know how that goes.) For my ironically less violent video games I had growing up we had Super Mario bros. 3, TMNT, Battletoads, Donald Duck in Quack Shot, Tony Hawks underground 1 & 2, & any FF game. (I say ironically for they had cartoony violence no one cared compared to seeing the other games like Fable & Bully later on when family started to care some what we played cause church said to watch our video games.) What I find honestly most hilarious in life though with church parents and church itself is this when it comes to video games anything with magic, violence, murdering, vandalism, sex and or just sex appeal was all bad things, and they forced you to attend church more and read the bible for playing those kinds of video games after they would take them away from you. Meanwhile inside the bible was all: emotion_dowant (wont lie I make that emote on Gaia here all the more hilarious as I got my own aggressively loud vocals for it in my head.)
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