When it comes to hanging out with the family, depending the crowd of your family members and location it can be fun or even chaotic feeling when with them. (like going to a Chinese restaurant with all of my family felt amazing to do back in 2018 even with the chaos that's family members with loads of kids.) {Meanwhile for my own home I feel overwhelmed by just two of my older niece Regina's children out of her many army of six. Mainly for Regina & her new man now Mike got some pretty stupid rules for cartoons, that ruins any cartoon watching with those kids as we don't hear them until right when dealing with the kids that I nearly once told the eldest two telling me they were banned "Well I didn't know and if they really really care they can gfd tell us beforehand, so you kids just stfu and watch this banned by your dumbarse dad and lost her mind mom cartoon here for I give zero ********!" mainly cause it's fun to be half into anything and then the elder kids then are all "Oh *Mike (their new dad) or even their Mom* said we can't watch this." 15 minutes in an episode or 30 to 45 minutes into a movie that you look over like "OMFG really you couldn't have said this all before I selected it and we got so long into the thing!?"
[I honestly want to look at those kids all and say "Okay, so now we're playing older generation's era the game, in this fun new game we just all sit and watch this anyway against your parent(s) wishes and enjoy the show/movie and deal with any consequences later on just like the adults before you all had done back when they were kids."]
All I can say for Neverwinter now as a newer player, I wish RLC for Zen was lower prices than it is for $5 for 500 zen is wasting a whole cheap meal for zen that doesn't buy you much anything really, and gaining Astral Diamonds to trade for Zen is also annoying for it takes ages to save enough AD for the Zen you want unless you can get your friends to play many many queue up adventures when you prayed to your D&D god/goddess all the needed times for day to earn max Astral Diamonds reward.
(And doing random queues can go from fun to annoying fast for people given some players love to do what we call the murder hobo's rush as they just dash miles ahead killing all they can to reach the main objective of the queue quest it makes any healer's job a living hell trying to keep up for healing them, and with some but thankfully not all players of MMOs some seem to love to like being jerks you remember their name & go out of bounds trolling them just cause they are jerks.)
The dog loves walkies and so do I when she behaves herself on the walkies. However she seems to have forgotten that cars equal danger so for most walkies I been just going down and up our backyard alleyway most the time with a few on our sidewalk out front.
(due to fact you get at most during the whole day maybe one or two cars coming down it fully with another four or five that only go so far down or up the alleyway to reach some places or even go home, since we are in the main town entrance regions.)
I love this old place some not a lot but some, but I still have more love for the one I grew up in even if it's most likely 100% gone now.
(I still been too worried to walk down and see for myself what is up with it.)
But I'm hoping we can fix this old place up some more to a point where I start to love it more, especially seeing as I'm most unlucky to be stuck here until the day I finally and thankfully die.
(Least that's how it feels to me, with my sour mood of I never wanted trapped here in this town that now seems my curse.)
{And with all those years of helping my father with caretaking since I was actually a young pre-teenager of eleven in reality then having it get more extreme when I hit teens at thirteen my joyful side died ages ago, and honest it may have died earlier from dealing with other earlier life events of mine sadly.}
Honest it amazing to me I'm able to get as joyful in life as I am some days given stuff that happened in my family's life let alone my own personal life roller coaster.
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