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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 4:00 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:23 pm
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UkyoKuonji2004 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:36 pm
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classes aren't the problems, I've got mostly all As and my teaches think I can get 4 or 5 on my AP tests, but they forget how bad my test or performance (like orchestra tryouts) anxiety gets.
I will shake so bad, holding a pencil or instrument is impossible. I can't write straight, can't even bubble in letters I'll shake so bad, my mind goes blank, sometimes i can't breath. I once sat at an essay testing for some state thing for 45 minutes unable to make my hand move to write a single word, though i ended up cramming in the last 15 minutes to finish.
Its so odd. If I'm not under a bunch of pressure I do awesomely, but if I don't have any I get lazy because there's no challenge xd
I'm fine with dislocating my elbow, hurts a LOT but I laugh and joke. Breaks nothing, blood tests, surgery nah. Nothing freaks me except big tests and playing an instrument in front of anyone XD then I look like I could keel over and die of panic
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:40 pm
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Durithill the Black Blade
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:41 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:09 pm
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Durithill the Black Blade
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 10:35 pm
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Durithill the Black Blade
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:33 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:56 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 6:20 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 6:31 pm
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Durithill the Black Blade
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 6:38 pm
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