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Posted: Sat May 12, 2012 11:49 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 12:09 am
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 12:44 am
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Myka sighed as she stared out the door. Her Damian, her beloved husband, was gone. She didn't move, and she didn't breathe, because it felt like every breath drove him further and further away. She couldn't focus or even cry anymore, she was too shocked and in too much pain. It wasn't just a hole where her heart was, it was half of who she was. It felt like literally half of her had been ripped away. It stung, it itched, it burned, it was so physical, yet not. And she couldn't help but wish her heart would stop beating because he would never whisper her name as he held her or tell her he loved her as they lay together in bed, simply loving each other, and because she no longer had his arms around her, keeping her safe and feeling loved, Myka's heart had disappeared with Damian, and it would never belong to anyone else again. She could already feel her mind breaking down, but she didn't care. Without him, life had no color, no real joy, no real happiness. Without him, life was an endless scenery of grey, white, and black. Without him, she was simply a shell of the woman she used to be, and the woman she couldn't be any longer. Without him, Myka Foster was...empty.
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 2:05 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 2:51 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 9:49 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 10:04 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 10:25 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 10:41 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 10:46 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 11:01 pm
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She shook her head, tears falling steadily. "I can't...I see Kira when I look at Arwen, and Damian when I see Ben. My two loves, echoed in my two children. Tell me, would you still be same if this was you? Because I won't be for long." Sitting up, she ignored the pains from her recent delivery and closed her eyes. "No...from now on, I am simply a mother. No longer a wife, and no longer a lover. Only a mother." Taking her baby from his arms, she quickly quieted the child, smiling softly at his sweet, joy-filled face. "If I can't have my husband...then I will have my children and my work."
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 11:08 pm
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2012 11:21 pm
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Posted: Mon May 14, 2012 7:55 pm
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