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Honest same here for form battle events cause otherwise they take a whole lot longer & we're already pushing it with what we do alone. xp

Aye, glad to be able to chat around here things tbh. As for adult function tbh idk if I met anyone whom fully knows it, but as you seen my shares some adults in my life even if I am an adult now too sadly... aren't all well adulty. sweatdrop (no care that adulty isn't a word, we get my meaning.)

Ikr, it's magical and not the fun HP books or TTRPGs kind of magic.
As for them showing up July 21st it never happened an ngl I'm a mixture of glad and upset & I'm only upset as with how you mentioned I could have possibly got some answers all on the dog case or made it clear they got to do something soon with her as Valkyrie is sweet do not get me wrong but she has her moments where I want to magically kick that pitbull to the moon. (When she excitement pees all over our home is one those moments, I know it isn't easy to control but when she has diarrhea I wish she'd always go on the pads we put down over dumping all over the floors, and we're all getting tired of how much she jumps on all of us as she's a hyper youthful dog especially thanks to the fact the owners feed her mostly sugar as it's cheap af pedigree dog food; I mean time and time it'd be fine but for her only meals that are that brand of dog food is a nightmare for others, others like us not her owners & possibly even her owners hence the whole "WHEN THE @@@@ ARE YOU GUYS GETTING VAL!?" case as she seems to be living here now imo, which is unwanted as the big dog wont leave smaller pets be to be smaller pets & if I can't ever cuddle our smaller pets ever again I will become evil. cat_evil )

((I know I can go into rooms to cuddle them & I have but the point is more they need to take their own pet with them already as their dog is getting to be more of an arse. emotion_facepalm Also thanks for the birthday wishes it went okay; It started out a decent day but that wasn't too long as Valkyrie got bad diarrhea so it became a nightmare near the end as the smells and cleaning up. emotion_skull ))

Aye scoring myself kindly I'd give me a 4/10 cause experiencing the harsh realities if life later in my life than most adults had. (most adults I know had their own lives around 18 years old even if living in a dorm room with fellow college students, I went more I cared for my dementia having father route dropping out in my senior year and becoming a town subject of my school peers and juniors along with any of their siblings and parents.
Rumors depended the person and what they knew/thought of me.

Being rude to me I'd give me a low 2.5/10 for adulthood knowledge.
Others being kinder to me than even myself may score me at a solid 5/10 but idk. sweatdrop

Overall we all got our knowns and have no clues, which is possibly what draws all of us to our partners we find ourselves as most I met for partners the things one doesn't know well or doesn't want to do for adulthood things the other helps them to do it more. 3nodding {This being the partners I met in life that worked out not my family's bad batches of partners which has me in fear honestly finding my own partner in life. sweatdrop I wish I didn't have the finding a partner in life fears, but with growing up seeing 98% failed relationships with 70% of those being messy break ups, "oh shits" or outright the partner was just an awful person apparently as they left while stealing all the money/pets/belongings of theirs and the person they left so abruptly... yeah I fear what will my luck that feels bad honestly bring to me. gonk Then ypu add the whole ordeal of my great nieces and one nephew killing my moods of wanting any kids with their bad behaviors, but to save me from that I remind myself as a parent I'd be able to handle my kids hopefully ten times better then Regina's bunch seem to be.)




Sadly honestly I'm use to not much family showing for my birthday, in my youth it was even rare to have most the family showing up, at maximum in my past I'd see my older siblings minus maybe Chris my eldest brother as he worked security even back then so night hours had him missing out plenty not on his days off, and possible one set of grandparents until I got older along with them so being in worse traveling shape It would be more we left to see them until my 11th birthday case as well the BS of evil step-mom occurred then, and my life drastically fell apart from there as I got a worse attitude about life in general seeing as things didn't want to be so sunny happy any more & went to rear the blob fish face of our real world to kid me that early. (and dealing with seeing my mother die in front of me from an acute asthma attack when I was only five I was already walking that problems child mindset tbh, so her accused crime those past Emmett officers enforced into my mind that I had to have done as bribes are a damn thing in real life sometimes & the more damn green papers with presidential faces that you own the more you can toss around minds like making a salad!!!

moving from my anger burst there now some as I make no promise more will not show up here; Our world is cruel basically and kid me now seen that occur twice in his life; Once with fact people can die young as his mother left the Earth fairly young (late 30s, I am in my early 30s & would really hate to die so soon suddenly tbh even if on real bad days I ask to die cause thanks anxiety and depression.), and then again when I hit eleven years old I learnt in my own views that people with wealth can ruin those with less wealth/young adult men really love pretty looking young adult women with big tits & thin waistlines. And so I started a hatred for all authority figures not my dad at eleven years old for the police promised to protect the truth were not letting me be honest, the judge we dealt with even seemed uncaring as at most that elder did was offer me a shitty way out of a death penalty the evil b***h wanted to happen but with the twist of if I failed anything of that BS I was forced to do until I was 18 years old they'd do the actions wanted by the evil step mother, so I only had that do or die case in my life now!!! which honestly would possibly have destroyed any other child more than it seemed to have destroyed me, but again watching your mom die before you does the same so I may have been broken.)

{{I lost myself in ranting there about my past ngl I had to reread some to grasp a bit what I was even on about before the rant there...}}

Overall life is rough & I do not want kids seeing it is rough so soon which makes this whole Mr. Shouts guy my least fave adult or more man-child tbh cause sure I get mad and at times have my own burst of rage, but seems so far unlike him I try hard not to do it near people especially children. xp
(Hence my many times I'll go walk when mad feelings occur.)






Now for some video game things I'm doing news!

My mostly introverted butt is at times playing Sea of Thieves with random people idk at all lately, & I just learnt of how to do the press to text chat for better talking to others. xp (hopefully now I can chat better to people and make more pals with randoms I meet.)

I'm highly debating if I'll try to even do a brig group 2-3 players group in game, or scarier the Galleon ship crew me with three other random players of who knows how they'll play.

And even though I'm white irl I play as a black pirate for I liked the pirate's look (it's a rare one blind eye and starts with some scars.) so I got some fears I'll run into racist people in game.

So far I never met any racist yet but I do fear it as I seen racist players pop up in live streams of players whom used pirates like me, both black irl themselves and not as gamers are just going to game, we give no shits about races if we like the character we made that's our in game persona, you know as it should be!!! As honestly whom cares!? Seriously we're all human no matter the skin tone!!!

Any ways yeah... I played with random people in sloop games (A just me and one other only game) and so far with two of those I met no racist and made one friend after game.

It's was a female pirate whom seems fine with the Reaper's flag for emissary so I may ask if we can do Reaper's bones emissary, let alone ask if she knows how to get skeleton curse let alone wants it and try to get her to join in that as I honestly want any curse but most of all skeleton curse.
(I may even ask if she knows others whom want it, need it or are willing to help me get it to join us in a group as the more treasure grabbers we got the better to level up and also the better defended we be having each three others to watch our back.)

But overall SoT random player crews been good for sloop games thus far, I hope if I do larger crews it keeps solid good people.

Back to irl talk things.

Valkyrie is getting worse in attitude the pup isn't trying to announce her bathroom needs anymore since the pads were put down for her runs. gonk

I hope soon the group of hers takes her to their new home if and when they got it, as I'm losing my mind and self to this chaos of dog sitting this pit pup.

I can't say 100% pedigree is bad for the pup, but I can say it gives her more sugars thus pup is more hyper, and her messes stink to high heck idk if sugar does that to dogs or if Val is just one stink machine of a dog but gfdi if I have her drop poop inside the house again with no runs happening I may find ways to mail her up to dog heaven early. (not really, but dang her messes stink and I wish she'd announced needing outside again over just going on our floors!!!)

Aye well as stated I was being cruel to myself on scoring adulting.
(If I were to be even kinder I'd say possibly a 8/10, and a bit of me feels we both know why some what )

The no kids club really calls out to me some after the clan of my niece's bunch of brats I'd gladly kick and punch around like it was Street Fighter or some other fun fighting games out there (with some days it feels Mortal Kombat more mood wise.), but moving along things... I also kind of want my own family some too kind of but also the fears of kids being awful as the clan ruins that mood much as it shouldn't do so.
{Curse my older niece's clan of brats. emotion_donotwant }

Nice xiv seems fun I really need to join/play someday just idk when or if I will ever do so.
(And being me I got a lot of other games with few always eating my time like SoT atm is doing.)

I'm also glad for the good luck so far but I fear when I try to do Glitterbeard event in SoT I'll run into a lot of butts in SoT community ngl. (Glitterbeard requires 8+ players going to plunder valley and playing a shanty at a special location at a certain hour all facing one another in the circle, the issue is you for a crew all player crews max at 4 meaning it's make an alliance time and 50/50 happens there a lot more and most the time many want no alliances and just seek to kill others out right.) {on a good note though sometimes saying Glitterbeard gets people to chill on murder too so here's hoping we land the good kinds.}

But if worse happens I can always do the cheap solo method of breaking in via row bot with a harpoon & a stool. (which is much harder than getting people ironically. emotion_skull )


Honest we may never know why Val's poo stinks to devil's death... but dealing with her til hopefully the 13th according to the family of ours she belongs to, I may just try seeing about some things to hopefully make her stink less, or I;ll go evil and make her stink more so when she does go back she's their stinky issue then. twisted