Aye life can get crazy even on more relax days at times.
xd But tbh I would probably feel some more concern if life kept too normal as well for too long with my life which I can't decide if that's sad or normal atm tbh...
sweatdrop {Sadly use to my life getting semi over chaotic at moments like with my family earlier or years ago having my older niece's ex-husband trying to hide out here. I wouldn't change that time most as we got Sasha dog after he vanished away & I love that old dog much as she loves all of us especially her chosen human Travis.)
{Think I'll put my use to chaos happening in life in a score of insert a everything is fine meme here. Which is ironically a good thing.}
Aye I think any pet being stressed stresses the owner out they are family of ours after all and not feeling stressed with them is a concern.
cat_3nodding 3nodding cat_3nodding (did emotes like that as I said this out loud when typing it all up and the two kitties here seemed to agree with me as they both meowed agreements so I made them part of my emote.)
But moving on with words as stated it'd be concerning for me seeing any owner not have stress with their pets ngl cause in my mind that says something bad is going on with the owner and that pet. {me mainly fearing animal abuse in that case.} So all feeling some stress with/for their pets is a good thing.
Aye that's how family be entirely with whatever you make it.
As for scummy humankind I had the many works in my past which saddens me thinking about cause it's like GFD I had horrid people around kid me it's amazing I have my kindness (even if I think it's small imo.) and no overly over major issues. (even if I do know somewhere in me there has to be some issue or more ngl.).
emotion_skull I mean christ I had two past churches do messed up things to me, one for being left handed & the other for liking a Disney cartoon after my own mother's sister told them, and christ speaking of my aunt I have worries trying to contact her today as an adult to even see if she is the same honestly.. b***h I knew from being a small toddler or she changed a lot after years... cause being about only two maybe even just almost becoming two years old idk when it happened I just recall the vivid memory of it all as I was slapped as hard as my adult woman aunt Stella could have slapped me and all for liking a cartoon simply cause it had talking animals in it and was against the views of her religious mind & well later learnt by the church as the church basically nearly drowned my butt trying to rid the demon whom loved a Disney cartoon. (like frick kids will love cartoons specially ones with talking animals it doesn't make them demons gfdi. ngl it's probably what driven me to kind of avoid most church stuff today let alone doubt religion cause being real having two different crazy times with a church like that.)
The second church was old school dumbness with left handed hatred it was thankfully cause of how they got a much shorter lived time and their thing wasn't thankfully as traumatic for me mainly due to I didn't see the worries as they played it off well but thankful for me my parents saw the huge nope unlike myself being fair though It was times with my mother alive so I was four and or younger being that widely innocent age before life's chaos damages.
Any way their messed up thing I see now after stories was they played it off to me as a play where I was being a crucified person which to a young me seemed fine as it was a play all pretend right? reality was sadly though the church was way into it and I was the only kid that was the cructification case and the sign just said left handed it's a story my eldest brother once shared to me to either remind me to not 100% trust some people, or just remind me of dangers in life idk which tbh but I'm glad he told me it as well it's nice to have some stories told about your past good or bad for you specially when those stories are locked by being way to young to recall them.
Other than that thankfully most my life after that chaos was filled with little less chaotic types until I turned eleven and the step mother and her family case happened.
Age 7 an older kid tried to use me as an escape goat to his theft crimes but my freaking out episode made the kid change his mind thankfully didn't change the fact we never truly became friends given what the kid did to me but hey it was a one good thing he did changing his action last moments admitting his actions over tossing me down.
When I just became 11 though was a nightmare for me, I mean I had a great time with my birthday party but soon as it was all over having two officers and a detective come barge into your home and say you're accused of a crime by your now for a year gone ex-step-mother & no matter how many times you try saying you didn't do such things they wont listen or even believe you just 100% it had to have happened then later when shits hitting the fan her family is demanding your father pay them way too much gfd money and to make it all worse you get put on death row I honestly hit the overly emotional stages young dealing with the fear that nobody will ever believe me, and soon I wil be gone like my mother was and that means I no longer could be with my small group of friends, I couldn't be with my father I'd just in my world and mind be forever gone maybe even sadly burning in Hell as in my mind then I was doomed to Hell as all my church times I was just doomed to be so I was left handed, I liked Dinsey shows, I liked Harry Potter, I liked LoTR & other fantasy things, I played no religious video games like my cousins had unless I was visiting with them by force of fmaily gatherings & to top it all off my favorite colors were a lot of dark colors, purple and black which I thought had to be because perhaps I was a demon as everyone was calling me.
But the worst thing of all was the fact that back then at eleven years old only I was accepting the idea I'd die & I lost all my will to fight back I went with the assholes accusations saying I 100% did it all just do what you all will it never mattered. Thank the lord or whatever force(s) though the judge we got finally in the case later on caught onto the chaos & how I was but offered a sick twisted escape that made my life just more hell tbh but at least I kept my life as she called out everyone myself included and I am honestly glad for that, though ngl on my worse days of life I kind of wish that happened and I was gone.
gonk (on better days obviously I'm glad it did happen cause I rather have had a life even if at times it got real crappy.)
All same I was told to avoid the step-mother's family, do years of my childhood community service (ruining my childhood.), never leave our town during all that time (ruining any vacations we could have had & my childhood.), and my money made from jobs when the age to work and be paid all went to that fat ******** b***h and scum asses greedy gold digging fingers.
Needless to say when friends of mine and other family members heard my old step mother passed away and they told me, all were in shock on how cold of a response I gave when I simply said "Good." and continued my work I had to do as I recalled from the judge's orders if I refused to do so the bastards still alive in her family would be granted their wishes of me being put to death and the crime would go in my records even though you know I'd be dead soon as their wishes would be granted.
Today in 2024 most my closest family and friends now all know the story somewhat to fully as to why I had that hate of that step-mother.
Gacha games be bad needless to say we all know it's true 1/1,000 chance to win is more 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001/100,000,000,000,000,000,000 chance in reality. (least how it feels to me cause 99.999% of the time I am in a gacha like game it's here is the bad gacha pulls only.
xp Honestly with Rare let alone SoT idk how their ToS fully works for them as they say respect others and never cheat, yet I run into whenever online with people that play full consoles and PC world mixed some hacking PC player that is racist as racist gets, or a person whom when upset you beat them plays hentai sound boards loudly if not their sick twisted hentai video idk which nor do I care I mainly try leaving by then cause you know why living with a bunch of others in home even if we are all adults and gamers and may have ran into those types in a lot of games.
emotion_skull Aye the closest I get to good heroes is Chaotic good making my own rules of good and those normally end up my morally gray people as they really push those boundaries of what is evil atm. Like my thief whom stole the wizard king's skeleton key simply cause to my thief it's not a tool any should have and lock picking or spells to lock pick should be used over magical tools like this, plus it gave me nice perks handing it over to the thief goddess we had in our world as she didn't like how the wizard king had such a tool.
Sadly later we had to go defeat her as she became evil stealing all she wanted as years passed, but overall I think my hero taking that key away from all and trying to keep it away was the best good move one could do for a good hero.
Another fun time was my half elf wizard whom threatened all the dwarven slaves to revolt from their slave drivers and fight or I'd kill them instead. Going as far to actually kill one whom tried to attack me by melting his face off. Later on in life that mage went on to be an NPC scented candle salesmen in our game with unique candle scents ranging from normal day to day ones to stuff nobody wanted unless they were freaks.
One favorite moment I had with a lawful good hero in game though was when my assassian broke our paladin & the NPC army of Paladins by simply exposing his last assassination of their beloved ruler's dark secrets he hid from all of them with the wizard's first ever magically made camera.
(Jeez me, I feel bad if the edits as I edit this after relooking at all and trying to fully respond went in there building up the notices, also idk where it's at now as long text but to clarify myself some I am some what hopeful we got a God or something too just I'm in the stage of idk as well thanks to the broken insanity of life given me stuff... so I guess hopeful? rocky belief? unsure? idk where to put me there...
emo any way moving on...)
Murder hobo teams are crazy to have in games and if you got a lawful good hero in that mix I can only picture the chaos of that world and party. ( I feel bad you have to deal with all that.)
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