Gaian Class of 2oo7 Hangout

[Izzy Derp]

What was I was talking about the new iteam....  

[Lunar-Tyrant]

its nice  

[SOM3BODii TOLD M3]

i don't like the new "my gaia" page. and i don't like all these "new notices" its annoying.

 

[SOM3BODii TOLD M3]

I dont care lets rock

I saw the new KICK-a** movie today IT'S SOO GOOD!!!!!!
the writer first made a deal with this other company and they wanted to take out the eleven year old girl so the writer got up and said F You and went with another company that let him do what ever! that movie kicked some a**!

i saw it last night. it'd be good if i liked violence but any form makes me sick. it was funny at some moments. the little girl scared me

 

[Luvshyne]

*sneaks in*

*looks about*


hello?

 

[Izzy Derp]

Ello Emma!!  

[SOM3BODii TOLD M3]

my boyfiend wants to break up with me this summer sad

 

[Ergo Kortina]

Why heather?  

[rocky the paladin]

zzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzz  

[Izzy Derp]

OMG WFT why? I mean isn't it going on like 2 years or something??? *hugs*  

[Luvshyne]

*waves*

Oh no... Why? *hugs* I am so sorry...
Do I have to bring out meh chainsaw?!

 

[rocky the paladin]

dun dun duuuuuuun  

[Izzy Derp]

Lmao! WOw Emma... Though I agree!  

[SOM3BODii TOLD M3]

@ kourtni & liz & emma - because my pms is screwing me over! I've been "getting mad" at him for "stupid reasons" and he can't stand people mad at him apparently. i can never voice my opinions around him (he doesn't know that). also I'm "self-loathing, untrusting, insecure, and an extremist". ok, i have my moments where i don't like myself.... SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD! and i do admit, I'm insecure, but i hide it well. now i am sooooo trusting. idk why he thinks i don't trust him. and yes I'm kinda an extremist but that's just part of me.

But mainly it's because he doesn't want to commit to me anymore. He doesn't like being tied down. He still kinda wants to be friends with benefits. at least until he "has to try to stop himself from not liking me at all" urg.
i really sound like the bad guy from his view but i'm the one trapped. i can't be sad around him, i have to swallow all my problems. can't talk to him about them or he'll get mad. i can't get mad or he gets mad at me. i have to be happy and loving all the time. if not then he gets real upset with me. urg.

Now it sounds like I'm ready to get rid of him but I'm not. those are the ONLY problems i have with him. the good soooo outweigh the bad. I'm soooo use to him. his hugs and cuddles and kisses. I'm use to his body and his lips. his voice. his techniques. Its like he's a part of me now and he's trying to decapitate my arm or something.

I'm trying to decide though to fight to keep him or just let him go this summer. i wanted to let him go next year cos he'll be moving to a university and it'll be way easier. and i don't want to see him at school next year, that'll make it way harder to deal with it.

me and my drama

@ liz - our 1 year 2 month is tomorrow.

@ emma - yes. a chainsaw would be nice. chop off his head and screw it back on right.


I NEEDED TO RANT. I'M SORRY ITS SO LONG

 

[Lunar-Tyrant]

Well if he expects you to be all flowers and ranibows all the time i dont think he truly like knows you i mean if you really like somebody you wouldnt just like them becuase of how they are felling i mena you could like them whenever and make them feel better when they are upset thats what your suppose to do for people you like your suppose to support them no matter waht