Want to tell how you became emo?

[Candy Fornication]

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.  

[Eri Luvs You]

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.  

[Candy Fornication]

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD  

[The Dadalorian]

Candy Fornication

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane  

[Candy Fornication]

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]  

[Eri Luvs You]

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

I NEED TYLENOL.
D:
I got two molars pulled today, and one of the spaces HURTS LIKE CRAZY. AND IT WON'T STOP. AND I CAN'T EAT.
D:  

[Candy Fornication]

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

Yeah I know.
I used to take Dicodid.
Same thing.
I used to be addicted to that.
And my friend is addicted to hydrocodone.  

[The Dadalorian]

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.

Gah...You are SO not emo...
Haha.
Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month  

[Eri Luvs You]

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month

Dont remember.
Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser.
I cant remember alot of things just main events and things.
Haha.  

[Candy Fornication]

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month

Nope it wasn't that then.  

[The Dadalorian]

Eri Luvs You

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

Soviet Mudkipz

Candy Fornication

Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.

But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD

i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month

Dont remember.
Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser.
I cant remember alot of things just main events and things.
Haha.

if you take more than 3 it's an OD  

[Eri Luvs You]

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month

Dont remember.
Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser.
I cant remember alot of things just main events and things.
Haha.

if you take more than 3 it's an OD

How do YOU know?
When I'd take it I know I used to usually take 2 time released ones.
If I freaked out n s**t I must have taken more.  

[The Dadalorian]

Eri Luvs You

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Soviet Mudkipz

Eri Luvs You

Candy Fornication

I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]

Hydrocodone is vicodin.
I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz.
I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.

well for people without add it's speed
even though you know that
but how many pills did you take?

@candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month

Dont remember.
Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser.
I cant remember alot of things just main events and things.
Haha.

if you take more than 3 it's an OD

How do YOU know?
When I'd take it I know I used to usually take 2 time released ones.
If I freaked out n s**t I must have taken more.

i jsut said i took the pill, the doctor told me about the stuff, and my friend had it and his doctor said the same thing  

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Soviet Mudkipz

Cortney_Marie

I dont know really how long Ive been emo.
Or when i became it for that matter.
Maybe 3 or 4 yrs but Ive always kinda been like that.
I think its my moms fault at first but i really cant blame anyone.

When i was 5 my mom and dad got a divorce.
I am in her custody.
During the divorce, i was going to school [kindergarten] and i was always quiet.
I stayed by myself and my mom noticed.
Instead of just leaving it alone like she should have, she got me a therapist.
I had a therapist from Kinder to 5th grade.

Well by the time that was over i got a step mom.
But when i went into the 6th grade, during chirstmas break i went to go visit my family in San Antonio.
When i came back i went to my dads house and found my step mom dead on the floor of my room.
It scarred me.
Our next door neighbor had killed her when we were on Vacation while she was working.
She was stabbed 27 times from behind.
He came to rob our house and i guess she was at the wrong place at the wrong time.

I have been emotonally and metally depressed [if possible] ever since.
thats about 4 yrs.
I write alot of poems about death and suicide..
my dad "accidently" found them. and is thinking that i need another therapist.
My mom has been saying for 3 yrs now that "this is just a phase"
but i dont think it is.
I go to a school for "misunderstood" children.

my life sucks right now but hopefully it'll get better.
Im not really shy as u can tell

**i dont want or need sympathy for what i just told u. its my life, ive just had a rough trip.**

I dont want anyone to feel sorry for wat has happend to me.

most people won't believe the murder part

yea i know most ppl wont believe that my step mom was murderd, but i dont care what other ppl think cause i know its true.