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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 4:19 pm
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 4:21 pm
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Akira bit his lip again, this time in shame. "I don't blame you," he said. "I just don't understand. You don't seem to express yourself the same way other people do, so I have a hard time understanding. I'm not even good at understanding people who express themselves normally or even myself so I'm always second-guessing and doubting. I'm stupid, so you have to tell me things directly."
"It's not that I want you to pretend to love him. I just - I don't get what makes him any different from me. Other than that he's known you longer and he's more sincere and more like Vincent and everything, so basically nothing that I could beat. I'm paranoid, okay? I'm sorry. I'm constantly worrying and since I don't have a clue why you might like me in the first place, I don't know what I could do or be to make sure it stays that way."
"You always seem so...unphased, so unbothered by anything that I don't know what affects you, what makes you angry or upset. I haven't seen you show many other emotions and even then, they're only flashes and bits and hints. It makes me worry constantly that I don't know what you're thinking. Probably because that's how people in the society I came from were taught to act. It scares me. Maybe that makes me a coward, but it does."
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Andre tugged Akira up the rest of the way up the stairs and pushed him up against the nearest wall. "Louis is nothing like Vincent." He said lowly. "*No one* is like Vincent and I prefer it that way. Louis is Louis, Zacharie is Zacharie, and Akira is Akira. Don't compare yourself to them, I enjoy your company for different reasons."
The purple-haired man heaved a deep sigh, "You want to know what I'm feeling? What I think?" He asked softly, caging the shorter male between his arms and leaning in close. "I'm annoyed that you're over thinking this, that you might walk out of this house and not come back." He stared down at the other with pale, unreadable eyes. "Because I want to monopolize you, your time, your everything. I want that cute, little head of yours filled with nothing but thoughts of me and when I have that I want to touch you in ways no one else has. I want to take you apart and see what makes you tick, I want to see it *all*."
He took a step back, schooled his anxious expression into a blank slate. "That's what I'm thinking, Akira. Does it make you feel better to hear it out loud?" His hands clenched at his sides before he released a deep breath and let his head loll back so he could stare up at the ceiling. "It doesn't feel good to say it out loud but that's how I am." He shrugged a bit and tilted his head a bit to glance at Akira. "You're still welcome to tea and lunch, but if you don't mind I'll be taking my leave for the day." He started down the hallway towards his room.
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