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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:31 pm
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"Yeah," Abel agreed with a soft sigh, his colorful eyes slowly tracing the familiar lines of Zev's face, the curve of his jaw -- and the jarring, foreign tube that disappeared down his throat. "He's done a lot for both of us. He's done more for me than I can probably even say at this point, I... I know how you feel." As he spoke he gingerly reached a hand out first to gently squeeze his boyfriend's shoulder, then lifted to carefully, tenderly smooth over his cheek. "It sucks, doesn't it? We both want to help him so bad but I don't really know what we can even do for him except to just.. come visit him as much as we can, so he knows we're here with him and that he's not alone. I feel bad too that I'm fine and he's..." Not. Not at all. But he was alive, at the very least, and Abel was doing his very best to convince himself that he would stay alive, and would get better. If he forced himself to think it enough, eventually he'd believe it.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 12:40 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 2:09 pm
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"Yeah..." He would get better and all that would be left would be the scars and the bad memories... Probably terrible memories. Would these scars be the worst memory? His burn scars had seemed like his least favorite, but would these outweigh those? Would he want to cover those with a tattoo as well -- the bullet wounds and the surgical scars, or maybe just one or the other? Abel's gaze drifted from his face down to Zevran's upper arm where the mark of his house was, still altered with marker. It did look much better like that. He'd always felt sort of indifferent to that particular tattoo - he liked it about as much as he liked all of Zev's other tattoos, at least - but now that he knew more about it he liked the new version much better.
"He'll get better," he agreed after a few thoughtful, quiet moments, "and then it'll just be bad memories, yeah." A moment or two later he opened his mouth to add something, thought better of it, shut his mouth again, then tried again with a different topic. "I wonder how soon after he gets out he could go to a tattoo parlor? I feel like he'd probably need to wait a few weeks, at least, but realistically I don't know much if anything about tattoos and how getting one affects a person."
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 2:16 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 2:50 pm
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Taavi's confusion wasn't lost on him, and Abel turned a brief, sheepish smile towards his best friend. "Sorry, that was kind of random. But he mentioned yesterday that he wanted to get one of them altered," he explained as he let go of Zev's hand for the moment to lightly trace the new lines with his fingertips. "I was curious how long he'd have to wait before he could get it fixed.. Mmh, I can ask Dith sometime. I'm gonna guess it'll probably be at least a month or something, but," he shrugged to finish the sentence. In a month Zevran would be awake, recovered enough and surely out of the hospital -- and preferably staying with him at his apartment, because he'd be better by then. He would get better, he would.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:02 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:10 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 3:14 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:13 pm
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Take heart, insert knife. Repeat.
"Ah, no, that's not..." Abel turned a guilty, shame-faced expression to Zev but couldn't hold it there; his gaze promptly dropped to the railing on the side of the bed as his hands curled around it. "You're not stupid. I don't think you're stupid Taavi, I just... I don't like talking about that sort of stuff, I... I'm sorry. I know you realize things and I... just... I don't know, I just," he lifted one hand to gesture vaguely as if that would get his point across, "hope that we can just... pretend nothing happened and just sweep it under the rug and not really talk about it again. It's not fair to you though; I'm sorry." Abel fell silent for a few moments as he stared down at his hands curled around the bed rail again before repeating himself a little softer, "I'm sorry." Way to go Abel, real A+ friendship there; just hope your best friend won't ask questions about the s**t that keeps happening. Good job.
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:22 pm
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Oh well done Taavi, great, you made him feel worse- worse than he already did with his boyfriend who he loved nearly dead right in front of him. Great job.
Taavi let of of his pendant and wrapped his arms tightly around Abel again. "It's okay, and it doesn't matter at all right now. What matters to me right now is the two of you being okay, okay? Because I love you, and you don't deserve to feel like you're feeling, and life's unfair and I want to try to balance it a bit. Whatever that means; fetching stuff, not asking questions, taking your mind off stuff, I'll do it." Arceus, he'd give almost anything to make Abel stop hurting right now but he couldn't do that unless he could magically fix Zev as well. Ultimately he couldn't do either.
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:46 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:52 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:56 pm
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 4:59 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 19, 2017 8:35 pm
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