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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2011 9:33 am
Haha, sorry about that, I love conflict. Though I was seriously about to go have Seto acquiesce anyhow (just because almost all arguments are out or covered in his head already, and it's not like I want him to win this case ^_~), so you'll at least be good for awhile.
Yea I'm very OCD, and I usually only stop because nobody is replying. Like now being far away from home kind of gauging whose better at online relationships than others. I'll still message people from time to time but obviously the top of the list starts with those I know are likely to reply. I've had rps that nobody updates for months but I still can't help but just glance when I'm online. If I see someone updates I'm usually like BAM! Haha, updating anytime to within an hours to a day of when they did, even though it's been 3 months and it seems crazy that I notice. I only finally stopped checking my last inactive RP (in another guild) around when I moved to England. Because really there had only ever been 5 people in it. One is terrible at online, one kept poofing because of drama with someone in the RP, one won't post over other characters (so the one who went poof halted her) and the other kept having drama (aside from just the person within the RP). Once I started having drama with that last person as well (yea, her) I felt there was no longer a point to check. I'm not going to RP with her of course, so that pretty much has me out, as it was "won't post" and hers to begin with. But yea I'm the master procrastinator, so I only very rarely get so busy that I have to go on hiatus, and I usually give notice of that. Fanfic is harder because I'm not getting that "reply" to push me if I get blocked or busy or something, and so I'm more likely to fall out of routine with that. Anything conversational though definitely feeds my OCD, so I can be very good as long as I have someone to be good with. ^_^
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Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 3:27 pm
It's okay. XD Do you honestly think I can expect to be in a Puppyshipping RP and not have some conflict going on? It's the price I pay for that couple. And yeah, I figured Kaiba could probably win this argument if you and him really put your minds to it, but since neither of us actually want him to win, well... he's screwed. XD
Yeah, when I stop replying, it's either because other people have, or we've agreed to end the RP just from being completely out of ideas. Though I will take some time to update if I'm busy and tired. Mainly because I don't feel I can write to my best abilities when I'm too exhausted. Often I won't even reply to these guild conversations until I feel my mentality coming back. XD;; I'll hopefully get back to updating every day once summer starts though, or at least after Japan. I'll have a computer there, but not sure how much time I'll have to be on it. But yeah, I don't feel our RP is anywhere near running out of ideas yet (it's still just starting), so it should go on for a long time. =D And we can discuss and try to conclude it nicely if we ever do run out of ideas.
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 3:44 pm
Haha, I always love those pairings so in my case it's not the price I pay so much as the price I chase after. xd
And yea Kaiba's great at winning...when not up against Yuugi/Yami. However that's not who he's up against, so this should be a sure thing. But nope, totally screwed. Justifiably he can concede to his brother, just, in other circumstances he totally would not. razz
Yea I can usually hit up the other threads unless I'm really stressed, because it's an easier "well I think this" response. Rather than a "create" a response. However RPs get hard if I'm really strapped or blocked. Which is why unless I'm really into it or inspired it's the thread I hit last (though if they've all been updated, it's the one I check first). And yea it is beginning, and I'd definitely look to have neat resolution when it no longer seems to be going anywhere. Hopefully neat resolution right before it gets stagnant. I like when things end well. It's a toss which hurts more, never finding resolution or things beaten and beaten and beaten until they are dead before ending. Easily the worst is the repetitive beating concluding with no resolution. Oh how I twitch. xd
When do you go to Japan, June, July?
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Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 7:20 pm
Poor Kaiba. XD
Generally discussions are easier for me to respond to, but the ones we have in this guild often get pretty deep and thought-provoking, so a lot of times I'm too exhausted to reply to them too. XD;;
Yeah, I definitely prefer a neat resolution right before an RP is about to go stale, though sadly I've never actually accomplished that; all my RPs have either ended with people just stopping with replying, or mutually agreeing that we're out of ideas so we just stop posting without actually ending it. XP
It would be from the end of May to the end of June.
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:45 am
Poor indeed.
Yea, usually if they are really long and I'll have to keep going back and forth because I can't just store what information I'm going off of in my head all at once - forgive the run-on, I'm really tired - I will put them on hold. Exempting the few times I've come back and there have been 10+ posts to respond too (and they are all long), then I try to get through it to avoid even further build up.
Well our goal shall be to actually end it then! I'd like to end something. xd
Sounds good, hopefully it'll be a great experience.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 3:24 pm
Took me a few reads to fully understand what that run on was saying. XD But yeah, I'm terrible at remembering information, so I actually have to look back to posts every new paragraph/topic, sometimes even in the middle of them.
Yay, it's a goal!
Danke. <3
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 3:06 am
I had a dream that I was being targeted by this group of people. I was sent to a graveyard and killed off a bunch of summoned skeletons. Well, after that, I destroyed the summoners and got teleported back up into a room. This woman was pissed because I was still alive and hired more people to kill me. I noticed so I asked for help from one of my friends (really one of my OCs). She wouldn't help me, so I asked to borrow some random person's deck, thinking maybe I could save my a** if I beat them in a card game.
I even asked for Yuugi's help on improving the deck I was borrowing so I could make temporary changes. The dream ends when I raise up my hand and activate my duel disk. Pegasus may have also been in the dream, but I can't remember for sure.
On the subject of Pegasus, my dad thinks he's the most pathetic character in the show.
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 7:45 am
@Kits - I always have to look back, even if it's a short post. If the points vary I have to look back each time I address a new point. It's just easier for me to just answer that way. If I'm trying to juggle the memory of the question/what I'm responding to while responding I get jumbled. It's why I don't read essay questions before reading the works unless there is only one. I can only focus on so many things in that way at a time.
@Hawk - Haha, oh there are so many better contenders for pathetic but that's funny. Does your dad watch? Pegasus is flamboyant and ridiculous, but he's got great charisma and is definitely quite talented in several arenas. I adore Pegasus but I totally get where he'd unnerve several people for several different reasons.
I don't particularly like battle dreams, especially where I'm attacked, although after last night I'd probably have preferred yours. I had this creepy brother/sister incest dream, it didn't start out that way. Actually the two hated each other. The girl had magic powers and the brother kinda knew something was going on and was trying to figure it out. While the girl reminded me of nobody the guy reminded me of this character from Patterson's Witch and Wizard (I've only read the first, so if anybody knows the books, and has read The Gift please don't tell me anything, I probably won't have time to pick it up until May, though of course I'd love to pick it up now). Which would also make sense, because the character he reminds me of was kinda this gov't lacky helping round up all resistance to the new regime, turning in his own (I believe sister, but it was a family member). And yes as the title implies there are characters with magic. So all that makes sense, though kinda weird timing on the dream. Read the first book over the summer and while I got the second for Christmas (it came out in Dec) I've no free time.
Like in the book the guy becomes less of an asshat (though I love him irregardless throughout the entire first book, both the a*****e and the redeemed, he's not disgustingly redemptive). And then it gets creepy. Ugh, it actually woulda been great if they just weren't siblings. Why?! I'm trying to convince myself that they were at least step siblings, no blood. They didn't even look related.
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 3:15 pm
@JK: I've had an incest dream before, and when I woke up, I wanted to cut myself. Okay, okay, maybe it wasn't that severe, but to get the message across, I hate my brother. Nothing in this world could ever make me respect that little s**t. He's no family of mine. His status as my brother is simply that, nothing more. We have no closeness, and it will remain that way until one of us dies. And it was sort of a rape scene, just like the one where I raped by a dog.
Greaaaaaaaaat. My subconscious believes in incest, bestiality, and rape. What else does it support? Child abuse? Child neglection? I know it believes in breaking traffic laws and killing people. It also believes in stealing and blowing up the world.
In my dream last night, the world blew up. And everyone was saying good bye via a special message board set up by God until the universe would forever end.
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 4:15 pm
I'm just grateful my dream wasn't me or nobody I know. As much as there are some yaoi family slash pairings I do like, I don't usually like het incest (the possibility of reproduction in incest is the biggest turn off for me), and I don't want to be involved in the scene of incest. In the dream I was kind of the girl.
I don't ever interpret dreams as that straightforward though, so as much as it unnerves me I don't really think of it as reflective of my subconscious and incest. But because the dream disturbs me I really don't care about thinking about what it means. Violent betrayal by someone I considered close, family like? That would certainly fit my life right now, but nu-uh, don't wanna go there.
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 4:19 pm
Yea, but I was the one getting ********. It was very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very traumatic for me, even if it was just a dream.
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 11:33 am
No doubt, I'd be horribly wrecked, even if I didn't think it meant anything, by that image in my head. And I don't even have a visual imagination.
I have a lot of Virginia Woolf reading to do over the next couple of weeks, including an essay about her half-brother, who used to molest her and her sister when they were growing up. That should be horrible. ~_~
Last night thought I didn't dream, until I saw Robin and Batman (stated that way because I didn't see Batman at first) running down the street towards me while grocery shopping with my friend today. Yes, Batman and Robin (well, obviously guys dressed up like them) were sprinting through the streets of Edgbaston, Birmingham today. I don't even know! It was too weird of a coincidence after the dream though, I don't particularly like superheroes so it was a weird dream in general. I think I was thinking about heroes last night after being in here, and it directed me onto my thoughts about heroes - and then superheros, in general. I think I remember thinking about how Batman in many ways fails less than other big canons like Superman and Spiderman. He's kinda darker, in an awesome stoic way. Still don't like him, but whatever. Dream centered around Robin mostly (Batgirl a little, then Batman and Alfred, there was one other character but I can't remember). I do kinda like Robin, though yes I warp the hell outta him.
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2011 9:36 pm
I've been having Yuugiou dreams almost every night lately, but they're always so mixed among other dreams, that I only have vague flashes of memory. I think they usually involve either the characters being at school or in some kind of epic battle. I think Jounouchi, Kaiba, Bakura (Omote), and Otogi have been the main characters so far. I wish I remembered more. ;_;
@JK: Yeah, I'm the same way. Easier just to keep referencing things.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 6:21 am
Alright Kits, because I'm too lazy to go back through all my posts until I figure out what you might be meaning by "same way" and easier to reference things, I'm just going to ask, huh? xd
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JuokasKurvas Vice Captain
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Kitsune Ketz Kwineight Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:42 pm
Haha, I meant it's easier to look back on what you're replying to when posting in the forums, and to keep checking rather than remembering it. XD
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