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 Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 4:10 pm
 
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson couldn't help but chuckled a little at him "Selfish? Not in the least."She answered, she wouldn't find it selfish at all, more of a gift. But, he didn't seem to want to take anything from her, even if she asked him to take her virginity from her she bet she would be a virgin till the day she died. "You did know her, you may not remember it but you did. You spent 9 months with your mother, listening to her, being with her the entire time. You may not remember it, but your mom cared and loved you until she couldn't anymore."She said, giving him a smile. It was true, every mother who was willing to have a child loved their baby, whether it ended badly or not. She would, it made her think of Noah, who wasn't even her kid, but it felt like it, she felt like that's who she needed to be, Noah's mother. She frowned, he wasn't going to tell her. "Jerk."She muttered, she didn't really think of him as a jerk, she just wanted to know. She sighed "HMI..why can't they just give up. It's not like were important. We were just patients."She pursed her lips, thats all they were wasn't it? Patients. She chuckled at him, setting her forehead on his and taking a deep breath. She could feel it, those three words bubbling up on her tongue. She would hold it back. This wasn't the time to tell him how she felt. She would wait, tell him when she wasn't sick. Or later. When the time was right. She groaned, holding her stomach and grabbing at the trashcan, all that she had was bile left, and it made her throat burn, after awhile all she could do was heave like she would throw up, but nothing would come out. She slipped the rag from him, wiping her lips again before letting her head fall back on the pillow. "I really wish I could brush my teeth."She muttered, she hated the taste of barf in her mouth, it was completely disgusting but she would just vomit again after brushing her teeth, so there was really no point.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 5:08 pm
IvoryEpiphany ••.•´¯`•.••☾••.•´¯`•.••☾Kairi☽••.•´¯`•.••☽••.•´¯`•.••
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Kairi smiled at him. She felt like s**t honestly. He must have thought that she didn't feel the same way. Really she just wasn't used tot he idea of a boy her brother's age being in the house. Especially looking so much like him.
"I promise I'll come to you from now on."she said looking at him as she heard Decker holler through the house. "Did you by chance mention to find my notebook? There are some things in there that are very personal."
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 5:25 pm
Jake looked at her and smiled. He smoothed his hand over her cheek. "I trust you with all I am...please trust me...I will take care of you." Hearing about the notebook he tilted his head. "It may still be in your bags love." He moved over to their bags and brought hers close to the bed for her. She probably didnt want him looking through it so he would let her find it. As an after thought he dragged his own bag to him and smiled as he opened it. "We dont need these drugs anymore love..." He didnt put the drugs in the bag instead leaving them on himself. But he did bring out his own folder which he scooted to the side. THen setting his bag aside he climbed into the bed next to her and sat there.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 5:29 pm
 ☠ ☣ Every Hour goes the Tick-Tock of Motors ☣ ☠☠ ☣ They stare Us down when We met in the Emergency Room ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ And in our Beds, I can hear Breathe with Help from cold Machines ☣ ☠  Ritter took his hand away as he felt Noah twitch at the touch. Ritter chest pain was retreating. This was good. Kuro-sama would remain dormant for the time being. Great on Noah's sake or else this time Noah probably wouldn't have woken up. Though Ritter tried not to really say why he was jealsous, but Ritter didn't want to bullshit him. Like they say, Practice what you preach.
"'Cuz you're sho goddamn adorable. I hate it. "
Ritter flushed again.
"I know it'sh a rather petty but I can't stand your cutenessh. And I'm shure Kuro won't be able to either."
So he was half bullshtting him, but so was Noah.
Ritter just imagined what would happen if KuroRitter got his hands on Noah while he was crying. It was not a pretty sight.
"And don't shay that you're nothing. That kind of bullshit pisshed me off too."
Flipped his hair trying bot to sound irritated. Right about now, Ritter was getting mixed feelings on Noah. He looked so cute but yet the way he spoke got on Ritter's nerves.
☠ ☣ On the Hour... ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ They Drew Blood. ☣ ☠ I Don't Need Your Help. Just Give Me A Needle And Some Thread And I Can Fix Myself.~R.i.t.t.e.r.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:10 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:26 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 8:39 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 12:16 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 12:53 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 1:36 am
 Ϩ є ʈ н
₳ ℓ є Ӽ α ɳ ɖ є я
ω я ɨ ɠ н ʈ Seth had been ignored, basically all morning.
Jake had murmured a thank you and Ritter had not shown his face.
Seth was still panting and was near hyperventilation.
But he had managed to get a bottle of water.
Every time he drank some though he would inhale it into his lungs on accident.
So he kept coughing and choking.
He needed to calm down... music calmed him.
He grinned as a song played into his mind.
It made him chuckle.
The song was so dirty and gruesome and amazing all wrapped into a fine little package of Justin Furstenfeld.
It had helped him when he thought of it.
He smiled and realized he was breathing better.
He didn't want to move though.
If someone wanted him, they would find him.
Kind of hard not to see a human laying on the floor like a rug.
He felt much better as the song came to an end in his head.
But he just repeated it.
Who wouldn't?    Seth, yet again has a new picture. ._.
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 5:25 am
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson chuckled a little "It's not selfish if I enjoy it is it?"She asked, quirking an eyebrow, she had never done anything, not sex, not anything remotly physical, she was always to embarrassed, and didn't trust anyone that much. She trusted Decker, and hoped he could trust her that much, but she didn't know. After all, he was lying about something, but he did say he would tell her when the time was right. She smiled a little, kissing him back, she could feel the emotion behind it and it made her heart skip, the things he could do to her so simply amazed her. "Well im glad I could tell you then."She smiled, she was surprised her hadn't realized it before. She chuckled, looking at the tic-tacs, it made her think of the movie Juno, HMI having shown it to the girls to warn them of teen pregnancy but she just thought it was funny. "Poly Bleaker. "She muttered, but he probably thought she was crazy, but took a few, poppin them into her mouth and felt a little better, having a minty taste instead of a vomit after taste, much better. "Well, sometimes its takes more than one try, you never know. She kissed his nose, a warm smile gracing her face "I'll be here for you, so im sure you can get through it."She encouraged, she wanted to help him break his drug addiction and would help him stick through his detox, even if he got angry with her like Noah did with his bag. It would be worth it in the end. She nodded, watching him leave, she hoped Noah wouldn't be upset with her leaving him like she did, if she could get up she would be in the room, caring for him, but she couldn't. She bit her lip, her stomach wanting her to throwup, so she leaned for the trashcan, but nothing came up, thats what she was hoping wouldn't happen, she heaved like it would come but her throat burned, only a little bile coming up before she leaned back, seeing Decker return, she groaned, looking at him. "How's he doing?"She asked, more concerned for everyone else than herself.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
|| Ffff, Andy Sixx is so freaking sexy! Ritter you lucky dog.||
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 10:19 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 1:01 pm
☠ ☣ Every Hour goes the Tick-Tock of Motors ☣ ☠ ☠ ☣ They stare Us down when We met in the Emergency Room ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ And in our Beds, I can hear Breathe with Help from cold Machines ☣ ☠ Ritter flinched as he felt Noah nudge his leg. Ritter slowly and cuatiously placed his hand on Noah's head but he didn't pet it. He couldn't bring himself to do it.
"Well yea but... That'sh becaushe they haven't gotten to shee you with a gun pointed to their headsh."
Ritter giggled. It was probably not a laughing matter but Ritter just wanted to bring levity to Noah's face. He looked down to see Noah as he apologized for agrivating Kuro-sama.
"Trusht me, no one wantsh to upshet Kuro-sama... Well maybe except Sheth."
He laughed, remembering the soreness he felt in the morning from the beating. He looked up and played with a strand of his hair.
"Well then, that'sh fine. You can be nobody if you want, but don't be ranting that crap around me me or elshe I'll shtart treating you like a nobody ash well."
Then Decker walked into the room saying he took away the needles and drugs. Thank goodness.
"Thanks. It would have been hell if Kuro-sama got his handsh on that shtuff. I asshure you probably everyone would have been raped. At leasht."
Ritter said a bit jokingly. But it was true. That would have been the least thing that could have happened and then Seth wouldn't trust him anymore.
"Yea, I'll dressh him. It'sh like my official job now."
Ritter snorted as Decker tossed clothings onto the bed. It kind of was. First Savannah, then Krysta, and now Noah. He was the family dresser and he was damn proud of it. Then Decker asked for Seth.
"Sheth?"
Ritters eyes widen.
"Oh s**t. Sheth's gunna kill me."
Decker left the room, laeving him with Noah. Chilling out, Ritter answered his question.
"Sheth is my lover. My shomeone to live for."
Ritters smiled with his eyes as his unfolded examined the clothing.
"I'm gunna have to go find him after I'm done dresshing you. I forgot to feed him breakfasht... Thanks to you."
Ritter said glaring at Noah playfully, just to poke fun.
"Alright, I better shtart sho I can find My Shethy. I'll close my eyes if you want."
Ritter pinched the bottom of Noah's shirt and began to pull it off. ☠ ☣ Every Hour...☣ ☠
☠ ☣ On the Hour... ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ They Drew Blood. ☣ ☠ I Don't Need Your Help. Just Give Me A Needle And Some Thread And I Can Fix Myself.~R.i.t.t.e.r.
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 1:29 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 1:41 pm
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