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 Posted: Sat Jul 15, 2017 5:29 pm
My mom and dad are invited to a lot of parties, and my brother and sister are, too. But me... I'm never invited to any. My friends have plenty of them where they gather together and play Mario Kart and Cards Against Humanity, but they just... don't invite me. I don't know why. They're all introverts like me, and they invite Josh and Drew who I'd be damned if they even saw any daylight since summer began. But me... I feel like if I were invited it'd be out of pity. They never offer to bring me along, never even tell me when a party is happening. They just... have it and I hear about it later as they talk about it in front of me... My sister says it'll be better in college, but I want it to be better now. It sometimes feels like they aren't even my real friends because of this... You know?
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2017 8:19 pm
OH MY GOD I GET THAT MY GRANDPA IS ******** DEAF BUT HOLY ******** MAN STOP RAISING THE VOLUME ON THE TV WHEN EVERYONE IS TRYING TO SLEEP!!! IT DOESN'T NEED TO BE ABOVE 20 EVEN FOR MOVIES!! AND ******** 36 IS RIDICULOUS!!!!! burning_eyes
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 3:21 pm
Getting 2/4 wisdom teeth out tomorrow... They're highly impacted... All of them...
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2017 11:35 pm
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard Getting 2/4 wisdom teeth out tomorrow... They're highly impacted... All of them... Good luck! I wish you a speedy recovery. I had 4 of mine removed.
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Posted: Tue Jul 18, 2017 8:55 am
Blind Blindness Paladin Magnus Dawnguard Getting 2/4 wisdom teeth out tomorrow... They're highly impacted... All of them... Good luck! I wish you a speedy recovery. I had 4 of mine removed. Thanks!! biggrin I was supposed to go back for the other two another time, but I got all 4 out instead (I was given the option last minute). I don't feel any pain, and I think I'm going to be ok!
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Posted: Tue Jul 18, 2017 8:24 pm
Well I haven't updated because... I'M IN ******** AGONY!!!!!
About 15 sets of gauze bandages, 4 ice packs, 6 prescription painkillers, and an hour of sleep later, I'm still in utter agony. There's so much blood, most of the food I've had today is ice cream, though I'm thankful I ate a bowl of pasta, and I am off to bed. I can't take this pain. And I've got an insanely high pain tolerance. Most of the pain is just in my jaw because I've been keeping it clenched for a total of about 13 hours with attempting to clot the blood.
On a funny note, apparently I have one of the tiniest (if not, then THE tiniest) mouths my surgeon has ever seen. When he went to go pull out the teeth, he got tiny tools, then tinier tools, then even tinier tools, and EVER TINIER ones which still weren't small enough. Now my cheeks are kinda puffy because of how much he had to stretch them to get the teeth out. And when I had to use a bite guard, the adult one was waaaaayyyy too big so they got the kid-sized one which was also a bit big but it had to do. Tiny mouth for a tiny dude, I guess.
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Posted: Wed Jul 19, 2017 8:17 pm
[At almost midnight]
Brother: Mom will be home in 30 minutes.
Me: Wait, s**t! She's not back yet?!
Brother: No... How have you not realized?
Me: Dude, I'm half awake, half asleep, and drugged to death on painkillers for my wisdom teeth.
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Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2017 2:10 pm
 Rest in peace, Chester Bennington. Your music is everything to me. When I was just a little kid, not knowing I had anxiety and depression, I coped by listening to your music. The words which I could not speak myself were instead sung through your lyrics, teaching me the validity of loneliness, depression, mental struggles, and general frustrations. Whenever something hard came up, I turned to your songs to look for a way to understand--a way to find a light in the situation just like you always wrote about. I'm sorry to see your time come to an end so soon. But I guess... sometimes goodbye's the only way. And I promise that when the sun will set for you, I'll keep you in my memory and leave out all the rest of the things which pained you. Thank you for everything you'v done, Chester. Thank you for the moments my gay a** fanboyed over you, thank you for the music and the jokes, thank you for everything.
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Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2017 6:17 pm
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard Rest in peace, Chester Bennington. Your music is everything to me. When I was just a little kid, not knowing I had anxiety and depression, I coped by listening to your music. The words which I could not speak myself were instead sung through your lyrics, teaching me the validity of loneliness, depression, mental struggles, and general frustrations. Whenever something hard came up, I turned to your songs to look for a way to understand--a way to find a light in the situation just like you always wrote about. I'm sorry to see your time come to an end so soon. But I guess... sometimes goodbye's the only way. And I promise that when the sun will set for you, I'll keep you in my memory and leave out all the rest of the things which pained you. Thank you for everything you'v done, Chester. Thank you for the moments my gay a** fanboyed over you, thank you for the music and the jokes, thank you for everything. and I have to thank The Fray for singing Over my Head and How to Save a Life....it was nice music while my aunt was dying
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Posted: Thu Jul 20, 2017 6:26 pm
I KNOW IT'S 9:30 AND WE'RE UNDER TORNADO WATCH BUT I WANT TO BAKE COOKIES JUST LET ME BAKE A BATCH OF ******** FRESH CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!!
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Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2017 7:17 pm
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard I KNOW IT'S 9:30 AND WE'RE UNDER TORNADO WATCH BUT I WANT TO BAKE COOKIES JUST LET ME BAKE A BATCH OF ******** FRESH CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!! I baked the cookies today. They were too tough for my jaw... ******** wisdom teeth!!! But at least, by Tuesday when I'm done recovering, I will never have to worry about them again!
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 9:51 am
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard Paladin Magnus Dawnguard I KNOW IT'S 9:30 AND WE'RE UNDER TORNADO WATCH BUT I WANT TO BAKE COOKIES JUST LET ME BAKE A BATCH OF ******** FRESH CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!! I baked the cookies today. They were too tough for my jaw... ******** wisdom teeth!!! But at least, by Tuesday when I'm done recovering, I will never have to worry about them again! Skipped the post you replied to me and went to this one since it's days later (oh man, that school), but I want to say that...yeah, that happened to me too. I wasn't in pain right afterwards, and then I was in a lot of pain for several days. Not as much bleeding as you though.The pain/swelling is supposed to reach its peak in the 2-3 day range for most people. Since you are past that, you are definitely on the road to recovery, so hang in there. 3nodding Such a small mouth...how funny. xd
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:24 pm
Blind Blindness Paladin Magnus Dawnguard Paladin Magnus Dawnguard I KNOW IT'S 9:30 AND WE'RE UNDER TORNADO WATCH BUT I WANT TO BAKE COOKIES JUST LET ME BAKE A BATCH OF ******** FRESH CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!! I baked the cookies today. They were too tough for my jaw... ******** wisdom teeth!!! But at least, by Tuesday when I'm done recovering, I will never have to worry about them again! Skipped the post you replied to me and went to this one since it's days later (oh man, that school), but I want to say that...yeah, that happened to me too. I wasn't in pain right afterwards, and then I was in a lot of pain for several days. Not as much bleeding as you though.The pain/swelling is supposed to reach its peak in the 2-3 day range for most people. Since you are past that, you are definitely on the road to recovery, so hang in there. 3nodding Such a small mouth...how funny. xd Thank you so much!!! smile I'm hanging in there for sure! My family helped me out, made me soft foods, and so on so I could avoid pain. Today it's nearly gone! biggrin The swelling seems almost completely gone, but I'm left with 2 giant green bruises, one on each cheek lol... sweatdrop Hopefully those will go away soon. I can't touch my face without it hurting.
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 2:27 pm
Damn my anxiety. I keep feeling like I'm not putting enough effort into my relationship because I'm not trying to improve my Spanish for my boyfriend. He speaks English for me, and I can't speak much Spanish for him so I feel like I'm a failure. I feel like I do nothing even though I've helped him so much in so little time, and just... My anxiety makes it seem like I'm not good enough and I know I am... It's making me depressed a little...
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2017 8:34 pm
Ahh, nothing like spending 40+ minutes on your vikings blog making sure no racists are following you.
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