Everything to Lose-Everything to Gain (Accepting)

[Zahzi]

"...Would you mind reminding me when..?"  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"When I got sick. You lied to me when I asked if something was wrong. AND you didn't promise me not to do anything stupid!"  

[Zahzi]

"Nothing was wrong, and there was no other option other than to let you be stuck like that for years for all we knew..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"You looked almost sad about it though. Something WAS wrong."  

[Zahzi]

"Well, seeing you like that was bad enough..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"I was just sick..."  

[Zahzi]

"Deathly ill is more like it..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"I don't think I was really dying... What's the point of giving me a deadly illness if it's going to take years for me to die from?"  

[Zahzi]

"That's how long it MIGHT have taken for it to subside..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"....Then why worry if I wasn't going to die?"  

[Zahzi]

"There was only a slim chance you weren't going to die..."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Not from disease though. I heard Alpha b***h say that."  

[Zahzi]

"From what I was told, the disease would eat away at your will.."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"...My will? What do you mean?"  

[Zahzi]

"You might have lost the will to live..."