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 Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 2:46 pm
x__P o e t @Sk - People like that suck. So oblivious to everything. . .
I`m about to get super pissed off at the exchange.
People are trying to buy my letters for like 12k when the min in the MP is 17.2k!
********.
EDIT :: LOL, I`m happier. Some guy just bought one of my Dec `07s for 20k. I was hoping to get like 16k for it, since it`s like 17k in the MP. : DD
Dumbass. there, there everything happens for a reason right?!.... it worked out after all!^^ whee sweatdrop whee
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 7:30 pm
Another (probably) long Rant. Sorry.
I was taking a shower earlier (while my 2 year old was taking a much needed nap) and I got to thinking about my friends.
Now, I've got friends in the Army, the Navy, the Marine Corps., the Air Force, the Coast Guard, the Reserves, National Guard. You name it. I've got lawyer friends, judge friends, criminal friends, normal-everyday-joe friends, goody two shoes, police officers, teachers, stay-at-home moms, what have you. I've got a this couple, friends of mine, that own a gaming store here. It's a small mom and pop shop. K. He, I've known for.... 6 years? Her I've only known for a few. Now, they're both bisexual and like to flirt with me and my husband. Now, he doesn't do it nearly so much and when he does it's mostly accidental, because he knows I'm a jealous and possessive wife. She will purposefully seek my husband out while I am around to flirt with him, knowing it pisses me off. People like her should be removed from couple-society. ><
Back to him, though. He's phobic of officers, due to his past. He's not known for being a 'good' boy. But he still understands why I support my troops. (as I said above, I've got people I consider family in there. ;- wink And one time we were sitting in the store talking, and there was another dude in there. Not a regular, because of what happened. He overheard me complain that I was worried about one of my friends, so he came over and asked me, well what does your friend do that has you so worried? And at this particular instance it was my friend over in Iraq, at the time of those American hostages. So I told him, and I was like I'm really worried he may be one of those hostages, because he's right in that area. And this guy had the nerve to go off on me. He was saying s**t like well then your friend deserves it, and he put himself in that position, and what good does it do to have friends like that anyway and blahblahblah. I made the smallest movement and my friend was like, "Bug, NO!" And turned to the guy, and said 'You just got yourself banned and two people who don't like you.'
Now, he was being nice to himself because he didn't want to hear me go off on the guy after the guy insulted me and my friend and my beliefs. And it's his store. Lawl
But I have this other friend. Her boyfriend-thing is in my Harn group. Now we like the boy-friend thing. But my friend behaves worse than my two-year old toddler during a temper tantrum. And watching my friend behave like that, I just want to slap her. She'll pull stuff in public, too. That's what really ticks me off. She'll come up to you, and if she thins you're mad at her for something she did on a different day, she'll ask, real loudly, when you're around everyone else. Or she'll try to play two friends against each other by asking them both if the other says its okay, can she do whatever? and then whoever she asks first, she'll go to the other person and be they said I could if you said I could, can I? Generally the person said no. If the second person says no, she'll go back to the first person and do the same thing. It's aggravating. If any of you have heard the song Lithium by Evanescence, That's her. >< (btw, I like that song.)
But what started this is that I have a job interview-thing on Monday at 6, and it's for the people who fund raise for the state police. You know the people who call, and ask if you can spare x amount to go towards your local police officers? Yeah, I'd be one of them. Now, where this is going is that I have tried everything to get a job short of fast food, because I refuse to work fast food. I can't raise my daughter on that pay. But her father hasn't done jack to get off his duff to get a job. Nor has his roommate. And it annoys me so damn much. Here I am taking care of my adorable daughter that I have to teach that it's okay to be strong man tough and still bawl your eyes out if a guy breaks your heart or if you have a bad day or if you just plain stub your toe. And he's off getting drunk downtown, complaining about his broken car that he won't get fixed and not doing a damn thing to get a job, and expects me to feel sorry for him when he says he can't afford something because he doesn't have a job. He quit his last one two weeks in, the one before that was the record holder at 8 months, and downhill from there. ><
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 8:04 pm
Love comes in many forms. Mine comes in the form of a man named Bill
how is it i got suckered into giving my sister the birds and the bees talk?
My sister, being 10, is finally hitting puberty (oh dear god help us all) and so my mom last night.. after finding out, calls me upstairs. I'm going up there, thinking i'm going to get in s**t for something i didn't do. I get up there and my mom goes "melissa, i need your help explaining what is going on with your sister's body right now" hands me a pad and leaves the room gonk
AND the only reason i did it was because i never got the talk from anyone, no one told me anything, and i learned everything through school and my friends(which at the time were not help) so then i'm explaining all this stuff.. and she just sits there, acting all weird and stuff, which isn't helping me at all.
My parents are not open about many things, and thank god i have the friends i have or else i'd be just like my parents.
THEN i had to take my sister out to get femine products and explain the . difference between a pad and a tampon, how ******** weird was that. I still keep thinking my sister is the cute 3 year old who listened to all my words as if i was god and then followed them. >.<
 Tokio Hotel: Scream America/Canada. Coming out April 15th
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 10:20 pm
[22:24] Case: so hows ur weekend going
[22:24] Bug: eh
[22:24] Bug: I have a job interview/ script reading on monday
[22:24] Bug: lawl
[22:25] Bug: that was funny
[22:25] Case: for what
[22:25] Bug: >< Found out why you can't see my prof
[22:25] Bug: you got deleted somehow
[22:25] Bug: and I don't remember how to spell you sn
[22:26] Bug: and you know the people who call and ask if you wanna donate to the police?
[22:26] Case: evilchi
[22:26] Case: and recnamoruen
[22:26] Bug: I found you on jons page
[22:26] Case: omfg
[22:26] Bug: ?
[22:27] Case: if u ever see my number
[22:27] Case: no calling
[22:27] Bug: lawl
[22:27] Bug: there all fixed
[23:04] Case: weeeee
[23:09] Bug: ><
[23:09] Bug: it JUST hit me
[23:09] Bug: that by the end of this year
[23:09] Bug: i'll be 21
[23:09] Bug: my daughter will be 3
[23:09] Bug: and i've done nothing with my life
[23:10] Bug: i thought I'd be in college by now.
[23:10] Bug: ;-;
[23:10] Case: /u have a wonderfulk child
[23:10] Bug: I know
[23:10] Bug: and I love my daughter
[23:10] Bug: I wouldn't trade her for the world
[23:10] Bug: I just wish her fater felt that way about her
[23:10] Bug: he never sees her
[23:10] Bug: he never asks about her
[23:10] Bug: nothing
[23:10] Bug: and the family i have here?
[23:10] Bug: they're not much better
[23:11] Bug: its like the only ones who give a damn are me and meg
[23:11] Bug: sometimes ray
[23:11] Bug: ><
[23:11] Bug: and damnit
[23:11] Bug: it bothers me
[23:11] Bug: and everyone else seems to think nope can't let something so small bother you nope nope nope
[23:11] Bug: ><
[23:15] Case: ??
[23:16] Bug: sorry
[23:16] Bug: i'm done being emo
[23:16] Bug: -.-;
[23:16] Bug: *-. -;
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Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2008 8:20 am
uhm.... rawr? grr... anger. xp
im usually pretty angry, but not today. pretty weird occurrence.
domokun + dramallama = gonk
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Posted: Mon Jan 28, 2008 5:05 pm
[rant]
Okay! So I get home, right? Right. And I start doing my paper route. So I'm going along, and on this street, I look down, and what do I see?! What resembles a wallet!
cool
Kick a**, right? So I figure, I'll pick it up on the way back. I need to come back up the street, and I stop and pick it up. And turns out, it's not a wallet. It was actually a chick's student ID. A HOT chick. SO I stash it in my pocket, since it had obvious been abused by the elements. And it had her name on her little card, and that she went to the college a little while away. And it had her keys too. So I finish my route, and I come in the house, and I'm like, "Hey Dad! Take me to this college so I can give this chick her college thing."
><
And at this point, I will tell you I have an over imaginative mind. As I did my paper route, my thoughts escalated from just giving it to her, and getting a hug, to finding her in tears, giving it to her, and her rewarding me with.... Things... That said, I will continue my story.
So we're going to the college, and we pull into the middle "turn" lane right. And guess what? THERE IS NO PLACE TO TURN. SERIOUSLY!
>>
So I am trying to figure out, how completely retarded do you have to be, to make a third turn lane, for no where to turn! It was even painted with the arrows! And you couldn't go through, cause then the turn lane was on the other side too, but that one actually made sense. There was a place to turn into.
Anywho, we get to the college, and my dreams are smashed when my dad gives it to an a** hole of a security guard instead.
-.-"
And thusly, my high hopes smashed...
D<
And while I'm at it, why do they call them COCOWHEATS?! Go get a box of cocowheats if you've never had them. They're like chocolate grits. But anywho, THEY DON'T EVEN TASTE LIKE CHOCOLATE!
> 3>
WTF? They kinda do, but they smell really chocolaty, but the actually taste is a definite let down...
[/rant]
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 8:21 pm
Shrouded water. Strong willed and icy. Secretive and fierce. Shrouded by fire.
RAWRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Long list of problems:
1. It's ******** Lent and I can't eat meat on ******** Fridays. So now, naturally, I crave meat.
2. Some hoe in my class is starting all this drama about her being pregnant and how she doesn't want to be. The b***h wants to be pregnant and is just upset because she isn't yet. She's ******** 14!!! SHE NEEDS TO GET A ******** LIFE AND STOP ******** UP MINE BY STARTING THIS s**t DRAMA THAT AFFECTS ME INDIRECTLY!!!!
3. I have ******** writer's block so I can't continue my story.
4. Most of what I've been writing about has been happening and I don't want something to happen but It's essential to my story!!!
5. I have to ******** pee but I'm too busy writing this list!!!
Scorpio. Magnetic, Elusive, Sexy, and Determined.
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 6:48 pm
jfdkslfjskla
this one girl getting me so ******** pissed.
first of all, she just starts hanging out with me and my friends, out
of nowhere. then all of a sudden she's in charge of our lives. she ******** us what we HAVE to do over the weekend, and forces us to do whatever
the hell she wants us to. and just because i'm the smallest out of my
group of close friends, she LITERALLY pushes me around. when i get pissed off at her, she gets pissed off at me for it. EXCUSE me for being ******** human and having my own ******** emotions and opinions. EXCUSE me for not liking being pushed around and having MY life ******** controlled by some ******** stranger.
and my shift key is being an a**.
kthxbye.
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Posted: Sun Mar 23, 2008 11:20 pm
Reason for Angry/Fury ----> I'd really like to hurt this person
Me: First of all, this is a "friend" of one of my best online friends(Allie), his name is Tyler.
On myspace, he is a girl.
He is "gay" and 14 years old. High School is starting in September for him in Illinois.
Second of all, it was only half an hour after I read this message at 10PM,
March 23rd, 2008. I am Italian/Sicilian, I don't take well to insults/slanders to my family.
You will be in trouble with me if you say ANYTHING about my family.
The after-emails ----->
Xanga Link]
So, basically Tyler is a big fat fake, called me selfish, is being an a**, and
making me want to tell my family what he wrote about them just so we
can all fly to Illinois and beat the s**t out of him. Because in the first e-mail he's trying
to be all nice and stuff so I don't say anything to Allie.
But you know, I would have anyways because I tell my best friends almost
everything, especially when I'm mad of upset. And it just so happens, that
before I found out it was Tyler who wrote it, I had shown my mom
the whole thing, because I had thought it was spam. Then I got an IM
from Allie with "I think Tyler has a deathwish" written, and found out it was
the little funny gay kid Allie had told me about that wrote that.
And I've never even talked to him before, other than a couple comments
through Allie in the past.
My first reaction when I found out it was Tyler, the kid who seemed kinda
weird that Allie sometimes told me about, was I wanted to kill him.
Second reaction was I couldn't believe he'd write something like that
about a stranger, someone who didn't live in even the same state as him.
I turned furious, IMed back and forth with Allie about it. Then I started
crying. So I said goodbye to Allie, signed off everything, and got off the
computer before I mad an a** out of myself.
Then I get online today, and find the e-mails from Tyler in my mailbox.
....................................
How would you kill someone in another state?
Can anyone tell me please?
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Posted: Tue Mar 25, 2008 9:42 pm
s**t...my ******** allergies. I can't sit down in a chair for one second with freakin mucus dripping halfway down my ******** shirt. Oh god! Why have you cursed me so! I want to be able to enjoy spring, but I have allergies so ******** bad! Allergy medicines hardly work cause I have it so bad. I have a little ******** pile of snot rags by my freaking bed! And oh my god, I can't even sleep at night because of it! After I doze off, I have to wake up 10 minutes later to wipe my nose! WHAT THE ********!?
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 2:55 pm
Yesterday morning I was walking down the hallways in my school to get to class and I was trying to get past people. All of a sudden this girl ( I know her and she's so spiteful to me) just yelled at me saying "People are always going to be in the way! So get used to it you stupid HEFFER!" crying That was so mean and hurtful. I hope karma hits her badly one day.
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 3:15 pm
So, yesterday I was innocently chatting online when my cousin who's about my age and who's close friends with me massages me out of the blue and asks me to be his other-half on bebo. Of course I'm a bit weirded out when I ask "Isn't that thing for couples?" and he said that he had a few girls on there that were just friends. Now it's funny that he'd only had girls on there so I didn't really buy that. Also the way he asked it was worded in a way to make me feel guilty if I said no. But I told my brother and asked him what bebo other halfs were for and he said bf/gf. So, I told my cousin no and that people would get the wrong idea about us. He didn't even say anything but just cancelled the invite and hasn't talked to me since then.
Yesterday I felt mostly sad and uncomfortable the rest of the day. Now I'm just mad because it isn't the first time a male cousin has done that to me. Actually the first time my older cousin tried to assault me in an inappropriate way when he was drunk so it wasn't as bad but still.
I gave up on trying to be platonic friends with guys because they'd always just play along until one day they'd ask me out then stop being friends with me when I said no. That made me feel betrayed. But now I can't even trust my cousins not to do that? That's bullshit.
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Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 9:37 pm
Just now, I was just skimming through Gaia 'cause I was pretty bored, my brother came out of the blue and scared me half to death. He started laughing and came over and starting ranting on and on how Gaia was a gay game and I should play REAL Rpg's like KO or something. Then he randomly told me to stop biotchin' (not real word <<; ) at him. I look at him confused and he started ranting some more about Gaia. (We have this thing for our elbows so when were playing the compy, our elbows wont hurt, genius huh? It's cushiony and has a rubber side to the bottom) Well, he starts smacking my arm with the rubber side and starts laughing, keeping me in some pain. Then he started hitting my head with it (I should tell you, he's 21 years old.. And a VERY heavy drinker.. But he wasnt drunk [at least I dont think so]) So he started to walk away with it while I'm sitting in the fetal position with my arms over my head. Then out of nowhere, he threw it at me and ran away.. Argh.. Sometimes I just want to beat my brother to a pulp.. But I'm too weak sweatdrop emo
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 10:38 am
Life sucks for every one in awhile...for some more than others.. ps..i would know
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