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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 4:46 pm
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My name is Jessica, but I prefer t be called by my screen name because Jessica is such a sad, common name. I'm eighteen years old and I start college this fall.
I'm at a crossroads in my life. Up until four years ago I've been a happy Christian. Then four years ago, I decided that Christianity hasn't been everything I thought it was and I decided that I was a Christian that believed strongly in the Theravada Buddhist religion (Like, I believe in God, Jesus, and that bunch, but I also believe in Buddha's teachings on how to live your life and attain Nirvana[going to heaven]).
However, even now I question that. I'm very interested in Magick, but I've never studied it closely due to an incident my sister had several years ago when she was tampering with things she had no clue about.
I am, however, reading books on Wicca and Magick and the sort. I worry intensely about ever trying spells because I'm not sure what will happen. If anyone has any advice to give on that subject, I'd be happy to hear it, because I am interested in trying spells.
I "awakened" (for lack of a better word) about a year ago. What I mean by that is, about a year ago (since January 2006) I began to see spirits (nothing more than shadow people) and I've become highly empathetic. I have some clairvoyance, kinda like a TV with Bad reception, where I often hear shattered sentences that make no sense to me.
I use Ouija boards often, and I try to pass the word along that Ouija boards are okay to use if you know what you're doing and prepare to use it before hand instead of just tossing it out and diving in.
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Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 12:07 pm
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My name is Jessica, but I prefer t be called by my screen name because Jessica is such a sad, common name. I'm eighteen years old and I start college this fall.
I'm at a crossroads in my life. Up until four years ago I've been a happy Christian. Then four years ago, I decided that Christianity hasn't been everything I thought it was and I decided that I was a Christian that believed strongly in the Theravada Buddhist religion (Like, I believe in God, Jesus, and that bunch, but I also believe in Buddha's teachings on how to live your life and attain Nirvana[going to heaven]).
However, even now I question that. I'm very interested in Magick, but I've never studied it closely due to an incident my sister had several years ago when she was tampering with things she had no clue about.
I am, however, reading books on Wicca and Magick and the sort. I worry intensely about ever trying spells because I'm not sure what will happen. If anyone has any advice to give on that subject, I'd be happy to hear it, because I am interested in trying spells.
I "awakened" (for lack of a better word) about a year ago. What I mean by that is, about a year ago (since January 2006) I began to see spirits (nothing more than shadow people) and I've become highly empathetic. I have some clairvoyance, kinda like a TV with Bad reception, where I often hear shattered sentences that make no sense to me.
I use Ouija boards often, and I try to pass the word along that Ouija boards are okay to use if you know what you're doing and prepare to use it before hand instead of just tossing it out and diving in.
![User Image](https://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y299/spamilla/littlebluehearts.gif) ![User Image](https://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y299/spamilla/thmade.gif) ...And only you... Hey1 My name is Jessica too! My mother thougth it was a classy unique name at the time. But it was either Jessica or Regina. stare Not that there is anything wrong with Regina, it's just not a suitable name for this age.
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Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 2:17 am
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 10:20 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 11:29 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 4:11 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 5:59 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 12:58 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 6:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 4:26 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 04, 2007 9:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 05, 2007 9:00 pm
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