suicide cliffs

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason felt slightly embarrassed and laughed out of habit and leaned back a bit and started to fall a bit."wo..woah..!" he said leaning as far forward as he could to gain balance.  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee looked then pulled him back to her "H-hey watch out" she looked up at him "You might fall out here.."

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason looked at her and hid his blushing again. "My bad..I tend to do stupid things alot."  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee smiled a bit "Your just clumsy" she smiled up at him "Why are you hiding your face?"

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason looked down at her and had a normal look on his face. "I always hide it. There really isnt any reason to show it..i mean..no need for me to smile usually." he said as his music changed once more  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee looked at him "There is always a reason to smile" she poked his cheek gently

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason turned and walked to the tip of the cliff again. "For normal people..yeah there is, but for me, no...there isnt."  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee went over then hugged him gently "There are always reason just you have to find them" she kissed his cheek blushing a bit then looked out to the sun smiling as the wind blew her hair

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason's face stayed the same and he acted the same. "its not that i cant find a reason..its just that...i cant...not anymore that is.."  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

"Why is that?" she looked at him a bit

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason pulled out a picture of him with a girl and showed it to her and then felt himself get angered. "That girl...she was my first love..we where supposed to be together for our lives..we promised...and now...she is gone and its all my fault!" he said shouting and dropping to his knees and slamming his fists on the ground
 

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee looked at the photo then knelt down beside him then pulled him into a hug "Come now how is it your fault she's gone?" she rubbed his back softly

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason stayed looking at the ground and slamming his fists on the ground."It was a night that we went out..we where just leaving from eating when a group of guys grabbed her and knocked me out...when i woke up we where both in an ally..all my stuff was gone..and she...she had been shot..and i couldnt get her to the hospital fast enough..its my fault she died..I wasnt fast enough..Damn it..damn it damn it damn it!!!!" He screamed as he kept hitting the ground and then pulled out the gun that he had under his jacket and put it to his head. "maybe its time..i felt the same pain she did.."  

[XMoonlit-ShadowX]

*~Renee Seastone~*

Renee knocked the gun from his hand slapping him across the face "You never should want to do that!" she started to cry "Don't ever want to do that" she hugged him "She wouldn't want you to do that to yourself she would want you to live for you and her and be happy for you and her" she looked at him tears falling "Cause she's right here" she placed her hand onto his chest over his heart "She will always be right here..."

 

[Echos Of Oblivion]

Jason stood up and walked over and picked up his gun and placed it back under his jacket. "It seems it would be best for me if i would just...disappear from this world..i deserve to after i couldnt protect her.." he said as he punched a tree near him.