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 Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 1:45 pm
selen sighs " and plus haru what would you know about love your not even a 100 yr old yet " selena here something around by the secert entrence selena think to her self " it probly kirea or hethtrus listing to what were talking about " selena sighs " haru love is rear for us and when it happens you gotta hold on to it with bothhands" selena snorts " haru im not pefect i stillhave my own imperfection"
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 1:55 pm
"Well I may not now about how it goes with vampire love but when I was still a human I had many boyfriends" she say's with a sigh. "The last one I had I was still dating when I was a human, well by what he say's we still were, but I didn't consider him a boyfriend anymore" Haru say's with a sigh "I've had my heart broken by many people before so don't go saying I don't know anything about love, also it doesn't matter about age". Sighing she stands up before pacing a bit. "Sometimes I wonder if it's you that doesn't understand love, just because it's rare doesn't mean that you won't find that one person for you. You don't always have control over who you love or what happens during your relationship, what happened with you and Hethrus is a good example when you don't trust each other enough or one of you can't deal with what ever happened" Haru say's before breathing "For me having a vampire love doesn't matter at the moment, i'm not sure anymore is Cloud is the one anymore". Walking to the edge of the water she jumps in before surfacing a few feet away. "no ones perfect, well actually everyone is fine the way they are there perfect in there own little way."
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 5:15 pm
( I have internet back im not sure for how long ill have it tho.... )
Cloud had gotten lost in the long underground tunnels of the mansion when he finaly found his way back to where he should be. He noticed a couple more people had found there way to the mansion or had been forced.... either way he did care. " what'd i miss? " Cloud asked as he walked into a room full of people, he didnt direct the question to anyone in particular but was looking for some one to answer his question.
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 9:34 am
((go read what you missed))
selena looked at haru and sighed hevealy still kinda tho"vampire love its really notmuch different its just every scence keira came to live with us ......" selena looked down " i think that he was just looking for somereason to leave me because i saw the way he looked at her .maybe he just wasnt ready " selena shack her head " but the difference here is that a human get the feel for years a vampire heart get broken they feel it for centuires ." selena looks at haru and snorted " you think id get right by now for being 500 yr old but no i still make mistake bad that in the end could every well end my life or as now make me want to end my own life " showing haru the scar once more " haru i do understand it as much as it can possilbe be understood after so long and your probly right haur about hethrus but it doesnt change that fact that i fell like i got staked in the heart and still lived thou it ! and as for cloud dont let my action impead on your happniess " selen took haru hand " look haru i want you to be happy haipper than ive ever been dont let my error in judment affect you and your decison with being with cloud ok " selena sighed " i dont want that wouldnt want that to see you unhappier because of me and a mistake i made that would hurt worse than what it does now i know that it seem unbearable now but with time itll heal and hopefull by then ither hell come back to me or ill have found some new to love me and maybe and thatsa big maybe ill get mairred then but until then i want you to be happy because you my bestfriend " selena gigles "even thou you were human when you cam here "selena crakes a big grine and laughs" selena gets up and pulls haru "let go inside im getting kinda cold you ?" selena and haru walk into the masion and see cloud there talking to people selena looks at haru " go talk to him haru"
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 11:18 am
( i did but i was mainly refering to the new humans that i wouldnt know was here cause of reasons i will explain in this post )
For the couple of days that cloud was gone he was under ground,telethapy was block by some mystic force practicly rendering it useless to him. He had walked around for hours on end before he came to a rather large room that was filled with old dusty leather spined books. Cloud took some of the books, sat down and read through them, the content of the books played through his mind as if it were a movie.
Some described the life of the previce masters of the mansion long before the current one that was now off on buisness. The next master that was left after the previous master said of the master never coming back. It was hard for cloud not to think that the current one wasnt coming back either but what did he know, moving on cloud found some other books the described some of the most disturbing and well as useful things a vampire could do with the experience.
Leting the stories and memoies put in those books flowed through clouds mind some what making him seem as if he was lost in another dimension. He might have been no one realy know but there was a passage from the diary of the first vampire master that he couldnt figure out it went Everything you knew in ur previous life isnt the same as it is now, things become more distinct as well as difficult to decide, you find your thinking in a new way then what seems normal to you. Your out look on life is been diminished sadness, guilt and an overwelming set of emotions that arnt familiar blinds you. but at last one thing out of all that is wrong is right and u'll see it, finding your true place in the world maybe difficult but none the less it exsists
With that riddle going through his mind many conclusion and theories had come to him, but none seemed to satisfy sense of moral.
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 11:48 am
selena saw some book in clouds hand that she hand never seen before here at the mansion and they smelled like the room with now end "cloud where did you get those books your holding and hwere have you been for the last cuple of days?"
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 12:05 pm
Turning Cloud saw Selena and Haru looking at him " I had gotten lost in the tunnels underneith the mansion and the library " Cloud said. The memory of his favriot moment of him being a vampire was fresh in his mind. The memory was of him laying on a cloud looking up into the sun and the moon. The memory created a perfect barrier and the barrier prevented anyone from looking through his memory or using telethapy with him. He didnt do it on purpose it just happened naturaly.
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 12:30 pm
"cloud ive been here for 500 yrs there no tunles underther mansion not that i know of anyways and where did you get those books cloud the smell like the door with end we call it the enddless hall ways "
selena truns to haru witha confused look on her face than back to cloud" cloud youve been gone for a qutie a while and im sure you havent feed not feed can make you see thing that arent cloud " selena snifed him and agagged " ahh you need a bath "
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 12:35 pm
Laughing cloud said " That i do and no i've been feeding i've found out from these books that if i mix my blood with human blood it will substain me. " His pants pockets were big enough and the leather bound diaries were small enough to fit so he slid them into his pockets.
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 5:04 pm
Walkign with Selenia for a while she sighs while looking around at anything. Once they had a rrived at the room where Cloud was Haru bites her bottom lip before thinking for a moment. Smilling slightly she looks at Selenia "I'm.. going to go to my room I have to get out of this clothes" she say's before walking off. She didn't really want to be around anyone at the moment Cloud included. Even thought Selenia had said she shouldn't mind what had happened she just couldn't deal with it at the moment. Walking into her room she changes clothes before laying down on her bed.
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2009 7:29 pm
Sniffing his shirt cloud didnt smell much but then decided if the smell was bad enough to repel Haru then he definetly needed one. Walking up the many flights of stairs into his room where he striped down to take a long hor shower. When he got out and dried off enough so that he could put some boxer, his black jeans and a belt on before walking out of his room. Feeling energetic he jumped over the rails and fell some five stories before landing on the floor. His hair was still wet somewhat as water droplets fell down his chest and back, walking into the kitchen he got out a bottle of blood as he bit into his fingure. Leting the vampiric blood mix with the human blood he saw it darken before his eyes, the he chuged half the bottle.
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Posted: Fri Jan 09, 2009 5:43 am
Sighing Haru puts up her hair up and sighs. Walking out of her room she makes her way right to the library that Selenia had shown her. Once there she walks inbetween the rows of books thinking about stuff to herself. "I know she said that she shouldn't let what had happened make me un happy" she say's to herself with a growl but she couldn't get what she found out, out of her head. Continuing her walk throught the rows of books she picks out two books as she goes along.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2009 10:51 am
Finishing up the bottle of blood Cloud went and got a T-shirt before going to the waterfall to metitate. The water rushed down on him but didnt soak his cloathing, the sound of nature sang a song of welcome for him even though he was almost no longer of anythign normal to this world.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2009 10:54 am
Keirah got up from her tree and walked past Hethrus without a word. She passed a waterfall where someone was obviously meditating, she stopped and watched quietly, intruiged by this sense of mood.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2009 10:58 am
At the peak of his meditation Cloud began to rise in the air, his energies were almost completely stable. He felt some ones gaze upon him and when he opened his eyes he saw a woman, she smelled of human but her looks caught his attention.
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