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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2009 3:16 pm
@Canas: Apparently. As to the sucking part ha ha. I never had trouble with the second level, but damn! The last part of level three. Wot a b***h. Other then that, the game has been pretty easy. I'm on the white house level right now. I haven't been concentrating on single player nearly as much as I have multiplayer...Which I have become pro at ha ha. Seriously. And that reminds me...Want to exchange Conduit friend codes? I could use someone else to either cover my back or become headshot fodder ha ha.
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2009 7:30 pm
Biohazard EXTREME I never thought I'd ever be able to read something like what you just said and say, "I can relate." I don't know what to say, but as much as we can think that we could've prevented something, there's truly nothing we can do once it's happened. We just have to move on, but keep our photos and memories close.
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Canas Renvall Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2009 10:00 pm
Yeah, we have a picture of Andy (our best family friends' son) on our fridge at all times. We always have a picture right where everyone can see it. He had a heart defect, turns out, but his dad absolutely can't believe it wasn't his fault. The doctor told him he could've done CPR until he needed to go to the hospital and it wouldn't have made a difference, but he still can't let go of the thought that he could've done something differently and it would've changed everything. It always seems so cruel when it looks like ten measely seconds, or ten damn feet could make everything better. And it's even more cruel to think that mother nature can only say "What's done is done."
Really sorry, Bio. It hurts, it hurts a lot. When my grandpa died I thought the world was over, and Andy was no different. You just have to press on, and like Angela said... cherish your memories, keep pictures close. Always have a picture in your wallet or somewhere where it'll always be with you. It helped for me, whenever I thought about my grandpa I looked at his picture I kept with me and it made me think of all the happy times we had.
I hope for the best for you, man.
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Posted: Wed Jul 01, 2009 11:18 pm
"I believe nature's a lot smarter than anybody thinks. During the course of a man's life he develops a lot of pleasures and people he cares about. Then nature takes them away one by one. It's her way of preparing you for death."
Bio... really sorry to hear that, man. I'm not all too good at this kind of thing, but my condolences go out to you and your family. I've never dealt with a tragedy like that, where someone I was close to was taken away so suddenly, so I have no answers or advice for you. In my experience, I think it's even worse as time goes by, because then their absence really sinks in, like, "wow, they're really gone". It takes time to heal, but there's always a hole. You'll find your way.
At the absolute minimum, the guild is here for you. You've been missed here.
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Posted: Thu Jul 02, 2009 10:48 pm
Yeah, I've been mourning, but it really hasn't sunk in. Since my dad lived in Russia and all. I imagine it's not gonna be until I go down there and see the grave stone itself that it's actually gonna register for what it is.
Thanks guys.
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 2:23 am
I feel like killing someone, who wants to be my first victim?
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 5:42 pm
Alkaizer87 I feel like killing someone, who wants to be my first victim? Alk, I'll be real honest. I don't find your tone of getting the guild riled up to be interesting or effective. A little tact would be nice.
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 11:39 pm
i wish Resident evil would of stayed with real zombies.. the 4th game was fun but it was nothing like part 2. i still think is the best game of all time... i do like the new handling and control tho. but aiming is still hard since u dont see a cross hair. like the old zombie killing the games nolonger have anything to do with real zombies anymore. its a big drag... i wish they made a new online game that can crush left fore dead easly but give u the ability to make ur own chair and be like grand theft type of layout. like u can run the streets and do what u want and save who ever if anyone u want... lol
its my only wish they come back with a more powerful zombie or something.. lol
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Posted: Fri Jul 03, 2009 11:48 pm
I'm sorry It's jsut that I i feel majorly depressed these days. My mom gives me pressure. I mean I want to review every single detail about my Chiense learning books, but the thing is she literalyl wants me to do this every freaking day. I can't even get a little break. Not even after entering this Rainbow Heaven Millionaire competition thing...Also mentioning that I need to think of a new Product and some kind of lyrics for a song. I've entered their Product Design and Lyric Composing contest. All of this is free. The point ofthis Millionaire thing is to get one million points. You get 150,000 just for signing up front atthe training place. Then you get an additonal 50,000 for attending the class. At the the class they tell you the rules for the certain competition you signed up for and also some advice. I've already gotten 250,000points. The only problem is that I don't know how to literally create the music I just know that I have good ideas for lyrics, but one of the teachers told me to write down the song first then they'll see if they can help me with the actual creating song part.
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 5:07 am
Alkaizer87 I'm sorry It's jsut that I i feel majorly depressed these days. My mom gives me pressure. I mean I want to review every single detail about my Chiense learning books, but the thing is she literalyl wants me to do this every freaking day. I can't even get a little break. Not even after entering this Rainbow Heaven Millionaire competition thing...Also mentioning that I need to think of a new Product and some kind of lyrics for a song. I've entered their Product Design and Lyric Composing contest. All of this is free. The point ofthis Millionaire thing is to get one million points. You get 150,000 just for signing up front atthe training place. Then you get an additonal 50,000 for attending the class. At the the class they tell you the rules for the certain competition you signed up for and also some advice. I've already gotten 250,000points. The only problem is that I don't know how to literally create the music I just know that I have good ideas for lyrics, but one of the teachers told me to write down the song first then they'll see if they can help me with the actual creating song part. I can totally understand that you're having a hard time with things. I'm assuming you're on the younger side, but things will be easier to deal with if you're calm. Letting everything sneak up on you will only make things one hell of a lot worse. There are a whole world of things you could try to do, constructively, to make your life easier. Make lists of the things you need to do and keep them near you. Sometimes it's easier to actually SEE what you need to do. Another thing you could do is journal when s**t gets too hard to handle. I'm serious. Writing stuff down will make things better. Anyway, if you want to take this to a PM, go ahead and send me a message. That goes for anyone else who's having a hard time. I've got two ears and two shoulders (although they're virtual) if anybody needs someone to talk to. In other news... To all the United Statesians, happy 4th of July!!! What's everyone doing for the holiday? (And I forgot to wish everyone in Canada a happy Canada day.... I'm a bad mod. razz )
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 2:48 pm
NotteRequiem To all the United Statesians, happy 4th of July!!! What's everyone doing for the holiday? (And I forgot to wish everyone in Canada a happy Canada day.... I'm a bad mod. razz ) Blowing the sky up...What else would we be doing on the fourth of July? Drinking? Psh, yeah, like that's a good way to be celebrating...Oh wait, it is... @Bio: s**t dude. My work buddy's dad just died. I'm not good with dealing with death, so I'll just tell you the same thing I told him: Take care of yourself, man, and remember that time heals all wounds. Not the most comforting words, but still...
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 2:54 pm
The Not So Evil Deadite Take care of yourself, man, and remember that time heals all wounds. I completely disagree.
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 3:20 pm
NotteRequiem The Not So Evil Deadite Take care of yourself, man, and remember that time heals all wounds. I completely disagree. As do I. But; Have a great 4th, everyone who celebrates it and those who don't, just have a great day anyway. I'll be relaxing with family, eating some good food and watching the fireworks.
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 5:22 pm
Elliot Salem NotteRequiem The Not So Evil Deadite Take care of yourself, man, and remember that time heals all wounds. I completely disagree. As do I. But; Have a great 4th, everyone who celebrates it and those who don't, just have a great day anyway. I'll be relaxing with family, eating some good food and watching the fireworks. For me it depends what type of wounds you're talking about. Some emotional ones will never go away IMO. I feel like I'm just now getting over my brother (or at least starting to), and that's 2 1/2 years after the incident... Happy July 4th guys. ^^
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Posted: Sat Jul 04, 2009 9:14 pm
AngelaAshford Elliot Salem NotteRequiem The Not So Evil Deadite Take care of yourself, man, and remember that time heals all wounds. I completely disagree. As do I. But; Have a great 4th, everyone who celebrates it and those who don't, just have a great day anyway. I'll be relaxing with family, eating some good food and watching the fireworks. For me it depends what type of wounds you're talking about. Some emotional ones will never go away IMO. I feel like I'm just now getting over my brother (or at least starting to), and that's 2 1/2 years after the incident... Happy July 4th guys. ^^ There's no real "getting over" of someone you've lost. You just kind of learn to live. It's been almost 7 years since my Dad died and the wounds are still (on some levels) very fresh to me. I realize that you made the comment to make him feel better, Deadite, and in a way it's nice to know that you've never experienced a loss like that before (and I hope to whatever deity you pray to that you won't for a long while). Those of us that know, know differently. smile
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