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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 11:24 am
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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 3:29 pm
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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 7:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 9:07 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 12:15 pm
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She turned a little to quickly for him to really notice and bumped right into him. He felt a little embarrassed about, but didn't really show it. He just backed away a few steps so he wasn't in Lena's face.
All the time he was in that dorm, listening to Lena talk, the logic in his head kept screaming at him to shut up and just go along with it. However, the philosopher and psychologist was brought up in him, both coming from the most human part of him.
"Logic would prove your point but, logic is not always the answer. If you want to believe your emotions are not real, then they are not. The logical path after that would be to eradicate all of your feelings and begin to do only what is necessary."
He smirked and then let out a weak laugh. And what he just said made him remember the cold and apathetic way he used to be, or at least, what he remembered he used to be. For whatever reason, being so lonely and mentally unstable brought about a change. His human side was awakened and he was actually following logic. In order to eradicate his own feelings, he had to satisfy them.
"But, if you believe your feelings come from somewhere else than protocol and procedure, you would technically be human."
He then turned to hide his face. He was feeling pretty stupid while saying all this stuff. He didn't actually know anything. He was just spitting ideology at Lena.
" I thinks it's best to stop thinking about it, and tell yourself what you feel."
He stopped and lifted his head. turning to Lena, he spoke again with a blank look on his face.
"The memories you saw no longer make me feel like blaming anyone or myself. I am what they made me to be, and then again I am not. I have the ability to destroy but I also have the ability to choose. I think to some extent, that still make me human."
He turned around again for the same reason as last time. He felt very awkward about saying these thing but just couldn't stop himself. He finally did after those few words and left it at that. A lot of things were going back and forth in his head and he really couldn't make heads or tails of the situation.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 1:12 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 1:50 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 3:32 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 5:05 pm
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He felt Lena let go, and watched her as she moved to the window. She now seemed a little tense about something but Taern was now between his states of being. On one side, their was the part of him he didn't understand. The part that was impulsive, philosophical, and caring. Irrational would describe it.
Then there was the part of him that was cold, calculating, apathetic, and aloof. His rational side. Something gave him a push over to this side and now his feet were firmly planted on this foundation. It would take something extreme to get him back on the other side again.
Still, he had nothing of his own to do, and found himself caught up in Lena's objectives. He did a good job of hiding his current feelings when he spoke.
"Since you are hear to learn, then let's go learn something. It could only help."
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