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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 10:10 am
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At first Abel wasn't sure he believed his friend, but then he recalled the various scars that he had and rescinded the thought. He very well may have had worse at some point, it was just hard to imagine after what he'd seen the night before and earlier that morning. Once Zevran had taken the glass of water, the taller blond waited a few moments until he'd finished drinking it before reaching his hand forward to gently brush the back of it to his friend's forehead. He was rather warm earlier, hopefully it had gone down since then and not up. "Yeah, I know what you mean," he replied with a small, wry smile, "and that's good. The not being sick again thing, I mean. That's never any fun." As he'd hoped, his friend seemed much better now, all things considered.
"And how's Amigo doing?" He asked as he withdrew his hand from Zevran's forehead and looked down at the Caterpie curled in his lap, though he couldn't really tell how he was. He'd never really had much experience with bug-types before - Vanessa hardly counted - and he couldn't tell if the bug was tired, upset, thinking, or what else.
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 10:45 am
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 11:43 am
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It struck him that this had to be a nice way to live, with somebody who really cared about you that was. Somebody to laugh with, eat with, to simply be with, and somebody who cared when you were hurt and would look after you.
"Ah?... Yes, I suppose I was not in much of a position to be scared myself from what you have said." Zevran shrugged, a frown creasing his brow as he tried to remember - something, anything. "We were lucky you happened to be out shopping," he added after a moment, pursing his lips slightly and shaking his head. He wished he knew more about how he had acted, about anything specific he might have said, but he didn't want to ask again. When Isaac's head came to rest on his knee he reached over to stroke the soft fur behind the Espeon's ears, hopefully he wouldn't mind.
Amigo replied, uncurling a bit and turning to regard Isaac.
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 12:39 pm
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"Not really, no... Actually," he frowned as he replayed the night before in his head for probably the umpteenth time, "that's a lie. You definitely weren't yourself, you were really out of it - like a zombie almost, like I said - but..." He trailed off for a moment to try and think, and to also take a sip of his coffee. "I don't know how aware you were, I don't know how much you really understood, but you at least seemed aware enough to know that something was wrong. When we first saw you, I think you tried to stop walking with what's-his-name but he wouldn't let you, and you seemed nervous and afraid after that, even when you were here. You didn't seem to recognize us at all," he finished with a frown. It had been.. an experience. "But yeah, I'm still really glad we went shopping when we did. I've been trying not to think about what would've happened if we didn't."
Sonia returned at that moment to offer a damp washcloth to Abel; he accepted with a word of thanks and then offered it to his friend if he wanted it.
Isaac didn't mind the attention, but he didn't lose focus on the conversation. He frowned a bit, his ears flicking backward against his head. It was a delicate situation, and he wanted to choose his words with care.
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 1:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 1:21 pm
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"Aha, what, no it's fine, I don't...." This was not going to fly with Abel was it? Zevran dropped the bright smile he had put on, sighed, and shook his head. "I just don't know. Nothing quite like this has... I'm not sure how to explain," or how much, or if he should, "but it.... I haven't been drugged like that before, that I recall at least. I...." He did trust Abel, didn't he? He did. Maybe it was foolish but he did. "I just hope I didn't... ah, that I didn't make you think less of me or... Well, yes, mostly that."
Amigo nodded again,
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 6:07 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 02, 2016 6:45 pm
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"Well, it is simple for me," the blond said with a light shrug. He shifted to his knees so he could swing himself around - carefully of course, since he still held his mug of coffee in one hand - and plopped back down beside his friend so he could slip his free arm around his shoulders. Where he grew up, his - their - services, what he was expected to do... He only knew the name of the place he'd once lived, not what was expected of him or his services. Maybe someday he'd know more specific details but right now he didn't, so that didn't matter. What mattered was his friend was still trying to grasp the concept of friendships in which nothing was expected, where no one was obligated to do certain things.
"You were expected to perform regardless of what you were going through or suffering from," he ventured hesitantly, uncertainly, and treading carefully as he begrudgingly recalled his time working for an unscrupulous individual that had taken advantage of him, "and they wouldn't accept any excuses? You mattered more as a set of abilities than as an individual?" There were businesses and employers like that everywhere, sure, but not all of them were that cold. Zevran had said the city was... What was it again? Ruthless? Merciless? No, cutthroat. Just how cutthroat was it? Did he even want to know?
"I don't know if any of that's actually true or not, but at the very least it sounds like you're from somewhere that's... Well." A frown formed on his face as he tried to think of the right words. "Somewhere that's a little lacking in compassion, I guess." Setting that aside for the moment, he gave his friend's shoulder a gentle squeeze. "I kinda doubt you'll feel like yourself for another day or so, until everything's out of your system." Physically and mentally, though he expected the latter would take longer than the former... It usually did, in his experience.
Isaac nodded, offering the bug an encouraging smile.
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Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2016 12:08 pm
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Why was he talking like this? Whatever was running through his system must have loosened his tongue. Much as he didn't like to admit it though it sort of felt good, not to talk but that Abel listened and understood where he was coming from. The arm around him felt good too and he lent gratefully against Abel's side.
"Yes," Zevran replied after a brief silence with a half-hearted half laugh, "you are perceptive my friend, that is exactly correct. It was not so bad though, it was normal to me," he went on, raising his head again and flashing Abel a brief tired smile. "Not to say I never wished things otherwise but like you might wish to, oh, win the lottery or some such thing; a fleeting thought that soon passes." This was better though, much better. There had been a certain amount of prestige back in Antiva that he lacked here and he had never needed to concern himself with where to live for example but he couldn't imagine going back to it now.
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Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2016 3:41 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 03, 2016 4:08 pm
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"...Ah." That. He could hardly tell Abel the truth that much was obvious, what he was unsure of was whether to refuse to answer at all or to tell him some of it but leave out the most damning details. Zevran hugged his knees a little closer to his chest and looked down as the impulse to share and the instinct to hide tugged against one another in his chest. Maybe it was wiser to stay silent on it all but he had never been particularly wise; the desire to seek comfort was winning out over complete secrecy.
"I was part of... shall we say a less than scrupulous organisation? I had been so since I was a boy, the rewards were not bad but only so long as one remained useful. Ahh... Yes, but you asked what made me make the change not for my life story." Zevran cleared his throat hard. "So. To cut a long story short somebody I cared for was killed and nobody cared. She was," he made a helpless gesture, "a broken tool, that was all. I could no longer stand to be there in her absence and so I left but it is not the kind of group you can leave while still breathing so I got out of Antiva, out of Thedas. Ha, and here I am now telling you." And he had lied to Abel, or at least he had deliberately hidden the truth. He did not feel good about that, not at all, but so it had to be if he didn't want his friend's concern to shift to disgust. He disgusted himself. He should just have stepped off the railings of the ship like he had planned but he hadn't had the courage back then and now... He could never forgive himself for what he had been party to but he had started to see that he could have a life beyond it, a good life. Rinna would have liked that, he thought.
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