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"Eh you'll get over it." Kit said falling back on the bed.

Lenon made a clone and sent it to the
archives for more books.

The clone walks back in with a large
stack of books. Lenon hears Kit and
looks in.

-He reminds me of RJ before he left...
please, not another one....-

}He'll leave, just like all the others.{

[He might not, he seems slightly different
from RJ, Lenon. Have hope.]

-I just don't want our ranks thinned yet
again. A lot has happened after I left....-

He took the books and looked through them,
finally choosing one and opening it. He looked
at Kit one last time before reading.

Lenon looked up.

"No, no I'm fine."

-Wow, he even talks like RJ used to.
That scares me....-

}He's going to leave, and you know it!{

[No, he seems like a nice boy. He will
stay.]

-RJ seemed nice too, and he left. Looks are
deceiving.-

"Listening to me talk would be like
listening to an ancient history
teacher's lecture. It starts when I was
just about you age. 14, 15, right?"

}....{

[Tell him about yourself. Need someone else
to know, or one day you might explode from
this. This is just about your only mental
weakness, why not rid yourself of it?]

-If I do, some things might not change for
the better...I did some things.-

[Then don't tell him all of it.]

-I don't think I'll tell him much, if
any at all. I can use this as energy in
a fight if it comes to that. I know what it
feels like to be betrayed...it happened so many
times already, and my good friends are either
dead or missing somewhere, like Anhellsin and
Tsukio. I bet nobody knows about her here,
even Snow may have forgotten.-

[....]

((Sorry, internet went wack.))

Lenon looked Kit in the eyes.
He sighed.

"When I joined, I was probably the stupidest
person in the Cloud, yet I advanced quickly.
When I reached Jonin, I got caught spying on
the Akatsuki, and Bankotsu came after me.
I surrendered my memory in order to save
the Cloud from the akatsuki."

By this time, the sky was getting dark.
Lenon got up and lit a fire, then sat back down.

"My dear friend, Anhellsin, who I believe was
the Kumo-kage at the time, took me to a mountain
where my memory was restored by someone from
another village who I had left a note about...something.
This was in the time where the Cloud Village and the
Lightning Village were different in basically all ways.
Mikyo was also a friend at this time, and he made
our metal wall that attacks unwanted visitors.

Well, my other friend, Ryoko, left for his own reasons
with spirits, or demons, or whatever. Anhellsin had
his own demon, one unknown to most people, which
I now have hidden in...something. He was friendly
with it, and it with him, but it hated other people, excluding
me, Ryoko and Tsukio, who was Anhellsin's girlfriend.
So I had to hide it and keep it away from others.
We still have engaging conversations at times, me and
that demon. Anhellsin made me and Ryoko Sannin.
I don't think Ryoko remembers, though."

Lenon's face drooped in a sad way. His hazel eyes seemed
dull in the firelight.

"Then I left. I have no idea what happened after that.
That was when I found Anhellsin's demon up in the hills.
He liked them so much."

A tear slid down Lenon's face.

"If you lost your memory, you wouldn't feel
upset about it. You wouldn't remember.
You're wrong again. Stupidity is more contagious
than smiling. I haven't smiled in so long....
Not involuntarily, anyway."

Lenon shut his eyes and looked down.

"I can't. I haven't done anything
fun in a while. Amusing, yes, but
not fun."

He grabbed Kit's arms and pulled them
off.

}Now he's going to turn around and
use this against you! You are now fully
revealed!{

-You idiot. I didn't tell him everything.-

}You know what he's going to do...just like-{

-If you EVER speak like this again, I will rip
you out of my head in the most painful way
possible! Then I will kill someone and give you
their body. After that, I will rip out your intestines
and strangle you with them! Do YOU HEAR ME?!-

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