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18/29 pages of Dystopia For A Boy edited. I'm publishing it on Monday, April 2nd.

Dystopia For A Boy is the story of my life and being transgender from the moment I started school as a little kid to the first day of senior year where I came out entirely to everyone, put into my perspective which is literally a dystopian version of modern America. Beyond the written time hadn't happened when I wrote it, in fact I wrote the story in junior year when I hadn't said anything to anybody about being trans except my family and a few friends. It feels like ages ago but it's been so recent. But either way, Dystopia For A Boy will be published. It will be finished and heard. I will show the world who I am.

In junior year my teacher, who mind you is a professional writer and has several pieces of hers published whilst being overly critical of others' pieces, told me this story was the greatest, most powerful and most important student-written piece she'd ever read in all her years of teaching. She was so impressed she used examples from it in this year's hero journey lesson for the students to read. She suggested I published the story eventually, and I planned on it. Her words motivated me, her assignment to write a hero journey inspired me and gave opportunity to overcome my literal every fear I've ever had, and I'm just so thankful to have had her in my life. Love you, teacher, and I hope to hear from you in the coming years as I'm headed through college and probably art school! biggrin

My Pokemon deck is being modified well! biggrin I'm improving my card setup, and I might take out all evolutions minus Empoleon and Aggron, therefore leaving 14 other card spaces for myself to choose from. So I'll add in more GX and EX cards since I've gotten several steel type GX cards over the past months, and I can buy some directly from the store, too.

As for my dark/psychic deck, I haven't done anything with that yet, but I've gotten several GX and EX dark cards so I'll use those or trade for others, and build onto that, too. With learning I can use any energy card to fill colorless energies, I will just keep dark and psychic energy cards in the deck, not mostly those plus like 6 colorless energies. Saves me several cards I'd otherwise need to trade for them.

I'm also considering building a dragon/fighting deck. I have plenty of fighting types, and a few dragon types from a dude who gave them away after quitting Pokemon. The only problem is I have 1 dragon energy card, and I'll need at least 10 for a deck, and I'm not about to buy a thousand booster packs in hopes I'll get some. I might just consider buying an entire dragon-type tin so I can have more space to store my cards, as well as have a pre-built deck which I can modify based on my needs for dragon type Pokemon!

Nah, I never have (even though I had a gameboy until I was 14 lol). I've heard... very mixed reviews on that game, but it seems interesting nonetheless. Have you ever played it?

Oftentimes I find myself dreaming at night about running. Running until the point of exhaustion--until I fall to the ground taking deep breaths with a smile from accomplishment. Not to the point where my lungs are closing in upon themselves and send me into a coughing fit where I choke after a mere 10 meters of running. Because in my dreams that point doesn't exist. In my dreams I can run, and not brush the edges of death. I miss those days. People say to make your dreams a reality and I'm going to do just that.

Last week my friend, Wyatt, told me he used to have the same form of asthma. He explained that, years ago, his doctor distributed shots over several months and, within a few years, his asthma was gone forever.

I'm horrified of needles but whatever. I'm gonna get this treatment and cure my asthma because I miss running. I miss being free and being exhausted without choking. And I can have that again. So I will have that again. smile

It's nearly midnight and my sister and I found Chowder on tv, an old show we used to watch like probably 12 years ago and I can't ******** stand this show xd It's hilarious but not stupid like the other shows kids then would watch, and it's genuinely hilarious comedy.

It also reminded me of the freaky Flapjack cat thing. Does anyone else remember it?



Yes that's an actual thing that show had. Flapjack was... ******** up. It was like the Courage the Cowardly Dog of the late 2000s. That picture is pure nightmare fuel. You're welcome.

So on my roleplay blog for Hafgrim I put up a thingy saying for people to send a little thought bubble icon for a thought Hafgrim had about their character.

My friend sent in a bubble for his dude, Aragrimm, and I answered it with Hafgrim's really flirty response because he's extremely, uncontrollably gay for Aragrimm.

I got a few more asks for other characters who are Hafgrim's friends, and they were just genuinely hilarious, for enjoyment, etc.

Then, anonymously, I got 1 more ask from "Aragrimm". I asked the guy who runs his blog and he said he definitely didn't send that ask. At all. And while we were talking, another came in.

Hafgrim and Aragrimm have a following. People are shipping them more than us oh my god. This is adorable!!!!!