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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:06 pm
"yea who is there that i know that doset already love someone? the answer is no one, everyone loves someone in my world but it excludes me, i sit on the sideline and watch people fall in love or be killed but no i dont interfere i just am there no noticed by anyone until someone is bored and happens to open their eyes to their surrounding for a brief second and actully see me, talk wth me for a little then close their eyes and resume their life leaving me in the darkness"
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:09 pm
he smiled " not everyone does that im talking to you ive always noticed you my eyes are open katies, hunters samanthas, and logens eyes are open everyone cares for you dont sit on sidlines and wait you have to start making moves start trying and u may just get what u want" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:13 pm
she sighed "but i dont know how, i grew up killing things people and undead alike, i dont know how to do anything but that and fix cars and stuff, that was my life killing and fixing thing thats all and thats it, the only side thing i had in my life that had kept me going was hoping the one day the john would reward me for doing every little thing he told me to and kill as many people as possible so that i could be with ember but now i have no life i have nothing except to wander trying to find something but im really close to giving up on that too because its just to hard" she said softly and whiped her cheek as a tear fell down it..
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:18 pm
he placed his arm around her " dont give up u dont get anything for doing the wrong thing i grew up in war fighting wit everyrace and waht happenes every thousand years " i die i lose memories unless i beat the reaper" he said " ive grown up like u doing thinks bad things just wanting somthing for my actions i came close to gigiving up but a friend helped meout so im gonna help u out" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:20 pm
"how are you going to help me?" she said softly and looked up from her feet at him
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:24 pm
he smiled " ill help u get rid of those feeling of anger and depression if i can if it comes to it yuoll have to try it on yuo own" he said calmly
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:25 pm
"i dont know how to or if i enev can but ill try" she said softly and sniffled
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:26 pm
he grabbed her shoulders " focus if so ill have to resort to thing i dont want to" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:29 pm
"and that would be?" she said a little curious
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:34 pm
he sighed "showing u the future youd have if u stay that way and that will drive u to insanity so try and get rid of the anger and depression" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:36 pm
"ive already went insane if you hadent seen the convention that i had killed all the people, thats my insane" she said softly and sighed
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:40 pm
he laughed ' it will be even worse now think try and expell that anger and depression" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:41 pm
"i dunno how, ive pent it up all of these years and never had a way to get rid of it"
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:43 pm
he smiled " think of way u can help yuorself and do them or ill do it" he said
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Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 6:47 pm
she took a deep breath and closed her eyes "hit me, i wont hit back just hit me" she said softly
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