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Too much homework or some asshat?

the homework isn't a lot but it's just hard and because of the fact I write slow I take hours and when I do get a lot I struggle and get annoyed and angry. I get MORE annoyed cause geometry h.w. is hard for me cause my teacher makes it confusing D;
I usually draw out my stress but me can't draw when I am D;

x3

~offers Ydna massages in hopes it calms her~

What frustrates me is when my attention span/mood/general self limits my emotion and thus my ability to really get the meaning or assign significance to the meaning of something that I can remember later and reflect on.

Does that ever happen to you guys?

@.@ ~spaces out~

~gets everyone snacks~

I always finish my work. Problem is I don't develop a passion with what I learn, although the ironic thing is that it STICKS in my mind in some fragment glob way. I don't know if it's normal to have thought of math class several times today, like have that general environment stuck inside you and your personality, even though you're not in the class anymore or even doing homework or the like. School stays with me even after I leave it. It's odd, in a way I kind of like it, because I think it tries to kindle something inside me that needs to be explored (education and self discovery of some sort), yet me thinking so much gets in the way of things and prevents me from being less stressed/anxious and actually having fun. As a result of my lack of emotion and also not doing things, I have a lack of passion, which doesn't help with accomplishing things, socializing, dividing my attention well, feeling ambitious/creative, or climbing up this ladder we call life.

XD