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[Great Kane]

I posted =)

@ Mitoko- Lets just say by the time we get to the hosiptial the ice melted lol

@ Celestial - I have left room for your character to enter the hospital if you want. If not its ok.


Ahh I might go to bed now O_O

Rain... snow... Rain... snow= tommorow weather in Nyc sad

Good night all =)  

[Celestial Lullaby]

Well, if you're going to bed then I won't bother.
It's probably not a good idea anyway. I'll be busy soon.

 

[MintGekkou]

Nothing to be sorry about celestial : P.

Just dang awesome post.

Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 65 mil in funds! heart

 

[Celestial Lullaby]

Oh.
I see.

I thought you were worried about an inability to respond. Like.. cause she fainted or something.
She'll wake up immediately, by the way. It was just an emotional overload.. not due to her mild heatstroke.

Well.. thanks^^
A lot! xD

 

[Great Kane]

Good night all =)

Enjoy Roleplaying. Ill cya all tommorow.... hopefully lol

@Celestial- don't worry about posting in the hospital. We will have many more... cases that you can be apart in.

I plan to devolop my character over the months razz  

[Nadindel]

Well, it's because I work under a different frame of mind.
I have the spirit of the scholars of the classical age!
People who were educated in every field;
Masters of knowledge itself!
Now, there's just so much I can't be who I was born to be.

My mortality scares me not because of the concept of the shadows of death.
I'm not afraid of the unknown,
nor what awaits me in the afterlife.
I'm afraid I won't have the chance to know it all.
My dream is impossible to achieve
and I have to stop pursuing it eventually.
I have to consume less knowledge so I can pass it on.
A wise man learns vicariously,
so a teacher once told me.
And I have to achieve that goal through the same manner.

But, I still shake knowing I can't do it all.
And my life seems like just the blink of an eye.
sure, I'm only just past a few micrometers of the full descent.
But that does not change the fact that it's just a mere blink.
An instant-
I'll only be here for a little while.
After that, everybody around me will look around, saying,
"He was here a minute ago, now he's gone.
And so will we."
And I must contend with telling my fellow human beings,
"Thank you for being with me for a little while, too."

Ugh, it's really hard for me,
having said that and thought it through,
to go back into my biology class.
It's not that I don't like learning it,
It's just having to go through it constantly.
And writing those technical reports.
I do it well enough, but...
Eh!
I just want to get out!
>...<

 

[MintGekkou]

Nites dood 8 D

Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 65 mil in funds! heart

 

[Celestial Lullaby]

G'Night!
Character development ish good!

Nadikins, your philosophy on life is so close to mine, it scares me.

This will be a bit weird, but bear with me.
My opinion on vampires, or most civilized immortal beings rooted in the human race, is that they should all be intellectuals.
There are only so many wars you can participate in, so many grudges you can keep, before, in the enlightenment of your eternity, your drive is blunted.
However, an intellectual, hungry for knowledge, will always find something new to study, something more to know. They will be forever starved; and thus forever driven.
Any other kind of immortal would find themselves redundant and either commit suicide or become immobile with complete boredom.

That being said, a story about a group of scholarly vampires would be hard to make into a riveting, action-packed, dark and twisted tale of the eternally damned.
Though, reality is never exciting as a good novel.

And if it is, you are one damn lucky person.

 

[angeltrinity]

sosdjfkdslfjs!!

OMG I'm so proud of our rp guys!! It's getting so intense!! 8D

Speaking of intense, next week will be intense for me!! Oh final week, such a bitter sweet week. You must endure the pains of studying non stop, stressing over the matter of your grades, especially if you are on the verge of failing.
But once you finish that sucker, it just feels so good to be done...and then of course..Christmas break!!!  

[Celestial Lullaby]

Man, it's so weird not playing a healer at Ria.. I read about Kurai's wound and immediately jumped, thinking how I could heal it.. then realizing I was playing with Joy, not Celeste! xD

Damn, hard habit to break.

Yay! Drama! My favorite thing! Except for anti-drama. 'Cause that's bad a**.

Good luck, Tiffy! I have complete confidence in you! «thumbs up»

I still have a week and a half...
Until winter holidays
Then another week and a half of classes, with a few final essays thrown in.
Three, actually.
And finally two weeks of diplomas, four of which I write.

«whimpers»

 

[Nadindel]

See?
That's the thing!
It's almost impossible for human being to conceive of the wisdom you'd acquire after living for hundreds of years- even thousands!
Who are we to say you wouldn't notice just how futile it is to plot world domination or build a society.
It's not going to last at all.
The society will fall to decadence and corruption.
Factions will splinter and wage war.

You're no better off than regular humans.
Only, humans have a short memory span.
They never learn.
Immortal entities like Vampires wouldn't turn a blind eye or shrug it off.
Eventually they'd realize that it's all for nothing.
All that time;
all those resources;
were wasted.
Gone.
They are but dust in the wind.

If you notice, human society has functioned under a wave function.
It's never at a point of stability.
It rises and and plummets-
like any other human systematic construct.
Such as the economy.
While it may advance,
the society itself only changes its outer shell.
It's still a brutish beast at its heart.
It's in our nature, really.
We're just a half-evolved mammalian species who is only partially rational and still operated under a large influence of baser instinct and emotion.

Who are we to say he won't know any better and will still 'give it a shot'.
Hell no!
I'd have to say it's more likely he'll bud off from the rest of civilization.
Find a nice little corner by the campfire out in the french countryside.
A villa with a nice little vineyard in a green and fertile landscape.
Every door and window will be open, letting the light and the breeze in.
He'll sit by a coffee table in his porch,
overlooking the stunning lands,
and just sit there.
Take it all in.
Think.
And as that idea passes,
a hand will wander to his side to capture a pen and paper
and write them down.
That is the road to true immortality,
and true progress.
He will put his time to use into something that'll drive it all forwards
rather than speed up that self-destructive cycle
woven about by his lesser cousins.

 

[Banana-flavored Lollipop]

-WANTS TO RP RIGHT NOW-
SOMEONE RP WITH ME. D<
Pwease? TT__TT  

[Celestial Lullaby]

I'd further explain
(like how my theory obviously doesn't apply to those much stupider and unable to realize the redundancy of their actions)
(or how I would love to sit forever in a little self-sufficient cottage, tucked away from the world to read the period's texts and enjoy nature, only venturing out on occasion)
but I have a headache.

I don't think well with headaches.

Plus in my social studies essay today I hit a lot of the constant need of conflict of the human race and I'm inapt to describe it twice in one day.

I had an essay my first class, an essay outline (which sounds easy, but our teacher is very strict about them), and a french reading comprehension exercise today.

And work.
But work was fun.
I was the last there.. so while I was vacuuming I put my iPod on and seriously rocked out to some Christmas music.
Seriously.
And belted the tunes out (loudly and out of tune, obviously) while dancing like a complete chum.
It was nice.
I loved it.
xD

EDIT:: Heya Pop! I would, but in like 10 minutes my dad will start herding me towards my bed.

 

[Banana-flavored Lollipop]

That's okay, Celeste. ;D
I don't think I meant right this second. XDD
Xause it's like, 11:12 p.m. here right now.
But I'd like to work out a plot.
-must dump creativity somewhere-  

[Nadindel]

I'd love to RP,
but I'm having another crisis.
Nothing special,
I just have this overwhelming feeling
that I feel trapped.

I'm afraid missed too many lab reports and didn't get high enough on my tests.
And that's a very real possibility.
I have 3 labs, and I lost track.
I confused dates and missed two biol lab quizzes and a chemistry exam.
I know I missed several lab reports and didn't turn them in.
There's only so much you can wait until they just won't accept them.
I forgot to go to my physics lab instructor's office and get the points for an oral quiz.
That's 5% of my final grade, which is suffering enough already.

I feel trapped-
I won't pass many of these courses and not only will my mother,
who is the one supplying me with my tuition money because her salary doesn't let me apply for a federal grant or ANY financial aid,
will throw a fit and possibly refuse to pay for my next semester and make me work and try to make me systematic,
but my GPA will drop too low to apply for a special pass that'll let me take courses in another campus.
One where the humanities department has a decent enough budget that they're not restricted to 1 or 2 section courses.
And I'll just not be able to apply for a transfer in general.
The related courses in my current campus will be full and I'll be forced to take more 4-credit science courses to raise my GPA.
I'll be stuck in a vicious circle meant to ensnare me in perpetual misery.

Yes, I know what you're thinking...
I'm insane...
but the same mental faculties that give me an analytical mind that allows me to look at things from all angles,
has a double-edge.
And I get to feel the sharp taste of its steel once I start getting paranoid.
And my brain doesn't know how to shut up.
It's a curse, I tell you.