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Having been relaxed and comfortable submerged up to her shoulder's in the water Jackson simply let her gaze fall lazily on Decker when he came in and sighed quietly. She bit her lip, glancing at her arms, feeling a little guilty for having him called him and idiot for cutting himself when she had just done it. Granted it wasn't for a high, it was to relieve her stress and keep herself in check. It actually hurt like a b***h with the chlorine but she figured it would do more good than harm and only a little of blood had soaked through to the pool. She slid herself up onto the edge of the pool and glanced at Decker, feeling bad for earlier. She really had no reason to yell at him except for judging them. "Hey..I know you probably don't want to talk to me, or hear what I have to say but I want to apologize."She muttered, looking at her reflection in the water and watching herself for a minute before glancing at Decker once more. "I didn't want to yell or hit you but if you hadn't already figured it out im a schizophrenic..and there's a part of me that takes over when im angry."She admitted, scratching at her cheek. "I'm really not a crazy b***h who likes to argue and beat people up. I even made a bad first impression by yelling at you. So, im sorry."She said, sending him a small smile. She didn't want to argue with him or yell at him, she really wasn't that kind of person, she had been edgy and tired, felt invaded and first and then had her friends judged for something they couldn't help, that would bring out her bad side but there was two sides to every person.
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 10:09 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 10:18 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 10:26 pm
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"I was being an a** to so don't tell me not to worry about it."Jackson said, pulling her legs up to her chest. Couldn't he just accept her apology? "No one can be exactly what someone wants. Besides, at least you still have a father, whether he thinks you live up to expectations or not. Mine's gone, and I won't hesitate to say it's my fault both of my parent's are gone."She said, not caring anymore. She doubted it would be hidden for long and she wanted to trust him, so she would open up. Without a care, she had let herself go for awhile and decided that he shared, without realizing it, so she would. She chuckled at him, seeing he hadn't realized he was sharing and shrugged. "Decker, we've all caused trouble. Everyone causes trouble, some more than others but we all do it. Who says you have to be perfect in your dads eyes? No one has to live there life directed by someone else, that's not freedom at all, it's like being chained down."She said, he talked, and she listened. So she would give him advise. "I'll forget it, if you want. But I still don't think you should live your life directed by your father. Even if he chose you over your mom. You said you graduated? That your a Chiropractor?"She asked, looking at him with a raised eyebrow before tucking some hair behind her ear and looking back at her reflection." That already makes you better than anyone else I know. So don't regret the decisions you make, it's what makes you..you."She said, shrugging. He didn't have to listen to her, listening was what she did, and then she tried to help. If it didn't work she was at a loss but she wouldn't give up trying to convince people they were worth more than they thought they were. "That's just my opinion though, believing it is your choice."
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 10:56 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 11:08 pm
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"I was being an a** to so don't tell me not to worry about it."Letting out a laugh Jackson shrugged, she had heard that before. "Well, that accent means it wasn't me. Emily, the evil and 'cocky a**' side of me has a rather strange accent. She was the one who punched you."She clarified "And like I said, im not usually like that. I'm nice, you just have to catch me in the right mood."She said, giving him a smirk and watching him dive into the water, stretching herself out and laying back on the pavement surrounding the pool, keeping her legs hanging over the edge in the water. She chuckled "See, I knew you had drugs in your system, my mom had done the same thing a few times. I know what to look for, it just looks like a regular high from cutting but that doesn't last long and make you pass out. It was your heartbeat that gave it away, it was still fast even when you did pass out."She said, she wasn't stupid, far from it. A blush slowly slid it's way onto her cheek's and she looked toward the window, keeping back a snicker as he mentioned falling into Ritter's lap. It was kind of funny, but it wasn't a laughing matter at the time. She saw him wink and that didn't exactly help her pink cheek's, neither did the fact that she was so pale. "I never said you were bad and I won't judge. I don't judge people unless they deserve, I can tell you don't, and once your on everyone's good side, you'll have the best support group you've ever seen."
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 9:10 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 12:48 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 1:07 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 1:19 pm
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"Apology accepted." It wasn't that hard to accept his apology, she really had overreacted. At least thats what she thought. She let out a laugh seeing his face covered in his bangs and stuck her tongue out when he got water on her. "You looked blind."She teased and sat up, laughing. "Trust me, Emily is scary, not wise to call her anything but bad."She warned, listening to him, shrugging. "I understand. We all do things to make ourselves feel sane, I regret most of them but sometimes I just have to."She said, glancing at her arms and sighing. "I had been at HMI for 4 years, and when Seth suggested leaving, I was not passing it up. Setting some things on fire and painting equipment was just for the fun of it."She joked, but didn't even know if Decker knew they had destroyed property. He would know now. She shrugged "We may be dysfunctional but we don't really act like it, well, unless you bring it out. Some people are easier to tell, like me. I see things all the time and I can't be in the dark.."She scratched at her cheek and looked at him, grinning "Well you better start learning. I'm Jackson, the kid who tried to rape you with his other half is Ritter. The guy who likes him is Seth, Savannah is the quiet one who helped him back into the van, Jake is the one who was holding hands with Kairi, and Kairi is the one who yelled at all of us."She clarified, not even sure if that would help but he didn't want to put Decker at a disadvantage of getting on everyone's bad sides but not knowing there names.
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 1:22 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 1:41 pm
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