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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 1:34 pm
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 1:58 pm
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Ah, good; Abel nodded his head before taking another sip of his beer to give him another moment or two to think. "So..." ...s**t. Where did he even start? How should he phrase it -- any of it? After a furrow of his brow, a thoughtful frown aimed down at his glass and another moment or two of silence he began to speak, "So he speaks well of Antiva - almost always, about as much as anyone else would of where they grew up - but it's... it sounds like a very different sort of place from where you or I grew up. Whenever he talks about it there's always something new I learn, something I don't particularly care for. From everything he's told me it sounds like it's a relatively nice place on the surface - mostly - but there's... I don't think people there know what compassion is -- or at least not the part where he grew up. It sounds like people there were more or less only interested in themselves but no one else... unless there was something they'd get out of it. I've gotten the distinct impression that it's a very... ah.... not exactly the most merciful place. But that's what he grew up knowing - that's what everyone there grew up knowing - that's how everyone just was, and if you weren't then you were probably ridiculed or taken advantage of, or more likely both. And if that's what you and everyone around you grew up knowing, how would you know any different?" Abel asked, then splayed the fingers on his free hand as he shrugged.
"You wouldn't, unless something happened to change your perspective -- same as anyone, I think. But," he shrugged again, "I don't really care for where he's from. The nicer parts sound - well - nice, but everywhere else sounds like no where I'd ever want to be. I'm glad he left and came somewhere much better. But from what he's told me, the people in Thedas don't think much of things or people from other places. And... they think even less of their own people that express an interest in leaving, or try to leave... or actually manage to leave." The blond paused both for another sip of his beer and to let the last phrase sink in.
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 2:18 pm
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 3:48 pm
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"More or less," Abel affirmed with a deep frown. "Something upsetting happened to change his perspective - made him not even able to stand being there anymore - so he left and drifted around until he came here. I... His life is so much better here. He's happy here, he has people that actually care about him here, not just about what he looks like or what he can do," the blond went on, sighing heavily as he lifted a hand to rub at his face while trying to reign himself in. No, Zevran's life in Kodo, while not exactly glamorous or exciting, was infinitely better now. No one would ever be able to convince him it wasn't.
Reigning himself in wasn't really working that well. "That's the shitty part though," he went on with another heavy sigh. "It wasn't even that, it was.... At first that's what he thought it was, and he was scared -- I was scared for him, I didn't... I couldn't lose him, I didn't want anyone to hurt him, but it..." He licked his suddenly dry lips before glancing up at his own best friend. "This is one of the things I know he wouldn't want me to say but I'm gonna tell you anyway because I want you to know just how much he's gonna need us -- both of us. It turned out to be a friend of his - his best friend - that just wanted to come find him and bring him back home, except he.. he didn't want to take no for an answer. Kept trying to persuade him, to talk him into going back, even tried to get me to talk him into going back - like that would ever ******** happen - and I didn't even bother trying to keep track of how many times Zev outright told him 'no, I'm not going back' but he just... kept right on trying to convince him to go back, as if what Zevran wanted or thought didn't even ******** matter," he said, his lips pursed into a thin line. While Taliesen had been Zevran's best friend, Abel didn't particularly care for him at all.
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 3:56 pm
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 4:21 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 4:26 pm
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2017 9:38 pm
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That's true; it was over now, and nothing either of them could say or do would change what had happened. Zevran's best friend had shot him - twice, no less - with every intent to kill him, all because he wouldn't go back to Antiva. Taavi's gesture and reassurance earned him a pained look - pained, searching, lost - as Abel returned his friend's gaze. "He hurt him, Taavi. They were best friends, I... How is he going to cope with that? Best friends - since they were kids, Taavi - and where they were from was more important than their friendship. How the ******** do you even begin to deal with that? How do you... I don't..."
He rubbed at his face again and when it became clear his bottle was in danger of being forgotten and dropped on the floor, Tabitha deftly reached out and took it from her trainer; Abel took advantage of the opportunity to groan long and low as he dropped his head into his hands. "He's going to need us so bad, not just so we can make sure he's okay around the apartment and has enough to eat or drink; he's going to need us, we need to be there for him and make sure he knows we care, just... whatever we can do for him. He'll probably try to play it off or act like he's fine and pretend everything's okay because that's what he always does - that's what he's always done - but he won't be fine, I know he won't. There's no way he could be, not after all this s**t." But once he woke up - because he would - there was no doubt in Abel's mind that his boyfriend would try to pretend he was fine.
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 9:38 am
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 10:19 am
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 10:29 am
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 11:01 am
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 11:16 am
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 2:12 pm
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BlackFireKitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 2:20 pm
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