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Posted: Wed Jun 03, 2009 6:54 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 8:16 pm
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She felt numb - nothing was there anymore. Even Ethin's Bond, the only one she had left, felt distant and small in her mind. She had thought nothing could be worse than removing a Bond, but she had been wrong. "He was...a poor Warder to the end," she managed, trying to reassure her Warder with a tiny, shaky smile. "He couldn't even cut the Bond off, as any...basic Warder can. He couldn't even...do that..." She glanced at Ethin, a horrible thought entering her head. "As long as I have a Bond with him, they may come after him. And once I remove Esole's shield, that would..." She couldn't allow the pain she felt to happen to another Sister. The idea of losing her last Bond tore her apart even worse than the loss of her second Warder, but she grimaced. "I may as well do it while the pain is here," she thought, trying to mask her decision from Ethin. A sudden thought struck her. "I've lost more Warders than many Greens I know. I'm supposed to be able to heal, and yet..." The thought only sent more silent tears trailing down her cheeks.
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Color Me Fubar Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 8:27 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 8:29 pm
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"I don't...I don't want to lose you too," Kiae managed, her voice muffled as she talked into his chest. "I don't want Esole...Esole to feel what I feel, either," she continued, shutting her eyes tightly, trying to stop the tears from falling. She didn't even feel them on her face - it was as if her body was acting separately from her head. She couldn't bring herself to admit what she was going to do, though. She couldn't even bear to think about it herself, let alone tell Ethin. After she broke the Bond, she would be completely alone again. "Maybe that's how it was supposed to be," she thought sadly, suddenly feeling very lonely.
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Color Me Fubar Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 8:30 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 8:34 pm
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Color Me Fubar Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 9:26 pm
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Kiae shuddered as a sob finally escaped her lips, but she pressed them together tightly to prevent any more from reaching their ears. "It will do nothing," she decided. Crying would never ease the pain, nor bring back her Warders. She looked up, her eyes red from the tears that had escaped, and gazed at Esole, her face eerily calm.
"I need to remove your shield," she told the other woman. She stood, a bit unsteadily, but made her way to stand in front of Esole on her own. Before the woman could argue in some way - if she would have - Kiae rested her palm on the woman's head and closed her eyes, forming the weave with surprising ease. She had removed so many Shields from Aes Sedai who had been attacked, but never one she had inflicted herself.
It was done in a moment and she stepped back, inclining her head. "I am sorry. It was the only way I could protect you at the time, but I am truly sorry for all the pain I have caused," Kiae managed, her voice growing more unsteady as she continued to talk. She was prepared to break the Bond to Ethin in a moment, trying to brace herself for her final loss.
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 9:36 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 9:39 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:23 pm
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"I believe I already told you that you can just call me Kiae," she informed him with a weak smile. She shook her head, keeping the man at a distance. "I'm very sorry, both of you. I don't want you to lose your Warder, Esole - and I don't want to lose another either."
Kiae paused, swallowing the bile that rose in her throat. She shook her head again, trying to force the words from her throat. "It will be easier if I break the Bond now, instead of death taking it from both of us," she managed, turning back to Esole. A pleading expression came into her eyes, begging the woman to understand.
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Color Me Fubar Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:28 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:31 pm
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Color Me Fubar Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:35 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:41 pm
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