Talking while you role play

[UkyoKuonji2004]

btw I will be studying all week so there will be times when I'm online but not posting. If that happens then I'm probably reading my notes on my bed or something and will check Gaia hourly. And next week I will be on even less...
Sorry about this guys. I just got to pass this course. I put too much into it to flunk out now.  

[Hiraru Sagara]

Okay, thanks for telling us. Good luck.  

[CactiAndCanaries]

Im going to snap
and no one cares

I cant take it, my mom is yelling at me
then telling me all her problems only to get mad if I dont respond the right way
my brothers are getting in trouble and I get in trouble because I didnt take care of them
my best friend is bitching at me
and then telling me what I dont wnat to hear
in an attempt to make me stop aiming for what I want and just settle like she does
I cant get mad
because my mom gets angry
I cant cry because my mom says I have no reason to

I have no way to get rid of my frustration  

[Cecily D Aria]

Okay, take a breath puppet. First thing, remember, drugs or cutting yourself is not the answer. Just wanted to get that out of the way.

Second, I total know where you're coming from. Not with exactly the same things, but with a similar level of stress. It's just one of those things that you just get to put your head down and get through it. I found it helped to do exactly what you're doing and b***h to people I don't know in real life, via the internet. Also, getting away for a bit, like in your bed room or on a walk to get sort of deal with your emotions privately can help, if that's possible for you to do.

Please don't go any more crazy than usual! I like you the way you are! heart  

[CactiAndCanaries]

I have no privacy fanatic
I share a room with three people
and I cant get away or my little brothes get into trouble
my lovely journal
now has an editor because my mom made it a point to make her own notes in it

Im getting a ******** migraine because now I have to take care of my cousins  

[Cecily D Aria]

Would it be possible for you to get an online or password protected journal? I'm just throwing out ideas here, i don't have much insight into your home life.  

[CactiAndCanaries]

smile thanks fanatic  

[Cecily D Aria]

I try my best. i don't like seeing my friends stressed out.  

[CactiAndCanaries]

im bored  

[CactiAndCanaries]

XD dear god
my friend was in class and he got in trouble for being on some website called geek ware or something
I cant read all of his texttalk
XD but he got in trouble when he was looking at a pencil sharpener the shape of a d*ck

dumbass XD  

[CactiAndCanaries]

non he was telling me to go to geekware

XD imma find out what site he was on  

[CactiAndCanaries]

I HAVE MY BOOK!


 

[Hiraru Sagara]

*Huggles Puppet* At least one of our dreams of being published is coming true!!! whee

Where can I buy it?  

[CactiAndCanaries]

you have to order it from poeticpower.com

XD im so excited right now

but my ''friend'' is pissed with me
im getting sick of her  

[CactiAndCanaries]

Rawr mean I love you in dinosaur XD