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 Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2018 2:02 pm
 I just got my first tattoo today, 11/13/2018 to commemorate how far I've come in life. To show I am who I am and nobody can or will take that away from me. It's forever, and will never leave. I'm damn proud of being a man, and I will never forget the struggle I've gone through but I'll equally never forget the love and joy my transition has brought me. smile
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Posted: Thu Nov 15, 2018 6:17 pm
OHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!
THE TOP SURGEON CALLED TODAY AND WE'RE GOING TO TALK TOMORROW AND SCHEDULE A CONSULTATION FOR THE EARLIEST POSSIBLE CANCELLATION DATE!!!!! AND DURING MY CONSULTATION WE'LL MAKE A DATE FOR MY SURGERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Fri Nov 16, 2018 9:00 pm
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard OHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! THE TOP SURGEON CALLED TODAY AND WE'RE GOING TO TALK TOMORROW AND SCHEDULE A CONSULTATION FOR THE EARLIEST POSSIBLE CANCELLATION DATE!!!!! AND DURING MY CONSULTATION WE'LL MAKE A DATE FOR MY SURGERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY CONSULTATION IS ON DECEMBER 3RD DVLKNDSVLKNDSFV;LKDSFV I have a final that day in my basic drawing but I don't give two ******** if I fail it, it's not going to be counted toward my creative writing degree. I'd rather know I'll live and fail a class, than remain insanely depressed for any more time than 19 years since I have to wait longer because society deems grades more important than self-care.
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Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2018 7:34 am
I was playing Skyrim and I married an Imperial Soldier. Happy for our wedding and new life together, I worked hard and bought Honeyside then went to the temple and told him we should move there.
Every goddamn Stormcloak guard of Riften started shooting my husband and nearly killed him 3 times. I rushed to the rescue (as did Maven Black- Briar, amazingly), and we shot at the Stormcloaks until they were dead. My husband ran into the house for safety, and I tried appealing my bounty to the one living guard when Maven fired lightning at him and killed the man on the spot.
I ran outside the city, a guard attacked, but I put my weapon away and he attempted an arrest. They tried killing my husband and I wasn’t going to let them take me so easily. With a 1040 bounty, I still had the one option: I am thane and you can’t arrest me.
I didn’t have to pay the bounty, my husband is now safely inside the house and will never be able to leave again lest he face death and myself another bounty for defending him, and I am done.
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2018 8:11 am
My walking stick broke. My lupus is so bad. I can't walk without limping. My wrists, the joints of my fingers, every muscle of both arms, cramp while I type this. I can't walk properly or move properly at all. I'm in agony. But I need to fight through the pain literally. I've got no choice. I'm living in chronic, everlasting agony that never ceases, and I have to just say ******** it and keep going. There's no getting rid of it. Agony is part of me. I can't escape it and I ******** hate it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2018 8:06 pm
Still in agony. My lack of a walking stick is insane. I can hardly function. To top it, my professor wants students to keep a 28 day schedule, mainly for exercise. I can't even walk. What do I do?
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2018 4:27 pm
I'm making progress and I love it. smile heart
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Posted: Tue Dec 11, 2018 12:49 pm
My Jolbokken (Yule goat) arrived today!!! biggrin I'm going to keep it beside my altar until Yuletide/winter solstice then burn it on honor of Odin as traditions have stated! My first proper Yuletide celebration ever and it's the most important holiday for Norse pagans!!!!! biggrin I'm so excited!!!!!
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Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2018 5:38 pm
So I wound up with bronchitis again (I get it 2-3 times a year and might have a structural problem in my lungs which is why). On my first day I took 6 steroids, 2 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, plus all my daily meds, and I knocked out so hard for one hour that I had 12 dreams and felt like I slept for 30 years consecutively. At first when I took the meds I didn't eat and got nauseous, so I decided to go for something light: saltine crackers. After about 8 of them I looked and found out they had moth eggs in them and I was sick, nauseous, and eating moth eggs. As if I didn't want to puke enough beforehand. Also wound up with an hour long bloody nose at 1 am and that was a mess.
Day 2 I took 5 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 3 cough pills, and my daily meds. Went to bed at 9:30 and passed the ******** out like a baby until 10 am when I had to get blood work after my super bad bloody nose. Came home that night and wound up with ANOTHER bloody nose, this one lasting me 2 hours and almost sending me to the hospital. I couldn't finish my final project without getting blood all over it.
Day 3 I took 4 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, and all my daily meds plus diarrhea medicine. Yeah. On top of everything I got diarrhea. Somehow I managed to make it to class and I helped critique my peers on their finals, but had absolutely no voice and couldn't stop coughing. I'm surprised anyone understood me. Then, in the middle of critiquing, I wound up with a third bloody nose. This one lasted only 10 minutes or so, so I was good, but any longer and I would have gone to the hospital. That was about it, though.
Day 4, today, I took 3 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 1 cough pill, all my daily meds, and a ******** of diarrhea medicine. I had the worst diarrhea all day long. Then I had to go to the endocrinologist, but my GPS took me 30 minutes down the highway to someplace wrong and I had my first taste of tight rush hour traffic for 10 minutes. Got home safe somehow but was so tired I fell asleep for 4 hours.
Don't get bronchitis, kiddies. It isn't fun.
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Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2018 9:19 pm
I'm a grown adult. Sitting on my couch. At 12am. Cuddling a Lucas the Spider plushie that I love too damn much.
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Posted: Fri Dec 14, 2018 8:13 pm
Paladin Magnus Dawnguard So I wound up with bronchitis again (I get it 2-3 times a year and might have a structural problem in my lungs which is why). On my first day I took 6 steroids, 2 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, plus all my daily meds, and I knocked out so hard for one hour that I had 12 dreams and felt like I slept for 30 years consecutively. At first when I took the meds I didn't eat and got nauseous, so I decided to go for something light: saltine crackers. After about 8 of them I looked and found out they had moth eggs in them and I was sick, nauseous, and eating moth eggs. As if I didn't want to puke enough beforehand. Also wound up with an hour long bloody nose at 1 am and that was a mess. Day 2 I took 5 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 3 cough pills, and my daily meds. Went to bed at 9:30 and passed the ******** out like a baby until 10 am when I had to get blood work after my super bad bloody nose. Came home that night and wound up with ANOTHER bloody nose, this one lasting me 2 hours and almost sending me to the hospital. I couldn't finish my final project without getting blood all over it. Day 3 I took 4 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, and all my daily meds plus diarrhea medicine. Yeah. On top of everything I got diarrhea. Somehow I managed to make it to class and I helped critique my peers on their finals, but had absolutely no voice and couldn't stop coughing. I'm surprised anyone understood me. Then, in the middle of critiquing, I wound up with a third bloody nose. This one lasted only 10 minutes or so, so I was good, but any longer and I would have gone to the hospital. That was about it, though. Day 4, today, I took 3 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 1 cough pill, all my daily meds, and a ******** of diarrhea medicine. I had the worst diarrhea all day long. Then I had to go to the endocrinologist, but my GPS took me 30 minutes down the highway to someplace wrong and I had my first taste of tight rush hour traffic for 10 minutes. Got home safe somehow but was so tired I fell asleep for 4 hours. Don't get bronchitis, kiddies. It isn't fun. Oh darn, you aren't going to get butterflies in your stomach, just moths... And yeah... GPSs suck. On another note, "On the first day of bronchitis, my true love gave to me... 1 long nap. On the second day of bronchitis, my true love gave to me... a 2 hour bloody nose." I hope that could be as funny to you as it was for me. Your problem seems like it has something else with bronchitis adding to the issue.
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Posted: Sat Dec 15, 2018 6:56 am
delasislas Paladin Magnus Dawnguard So I wound up with bronchitis again (I get it 2-3 times a year and might have a structural problem in my lungs which is why). On my first day I took 6 steroids, 2 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, plus all my daily meds, and I knocked out so hard for one hour that I had 12 dreams and felt like I slept for 30 years consecutively. At first when I took the meds I didn't eat and got nauseous, so I decided to go for something light: saltine crackers. After about 8 of them I looked and found out they had moth eggs in them and I was sick, nauseous, and eating moth eggs. As if I didn't want to puke enough beforehand. Also wound up with an hour long bloody nose at 1 am and that was a mess. Day 2 I took 5 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 3 cough pills, and my daily meds. Went to bed at 9:30 and passed the ******** out like a baby until 10 am when I had to get blood work after my super bad bloody nose. Came home that night and wound up with ANOTHER bloody nose, this one lasting me 2 hours and almost sending me to the hospital. I couldn't finish my final project without getting blood all over it. Day 3 I took 4 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 2 cough pills, and all my daily meds plus diarrhea medicine. Yeah. On top of everything I got diarrhea. Somehow I managed to make it to class and I helped critique my peers on their finals, but had absolutely no voice and couldn't stop coughing. I'm surprised anyone understood me. Then, in the middle of critiquing, I wound up with a third bloody nose. This one lasted only 10 minutes or so, so I was good, but any longer and I would have gone to the hospital. That was about it, though. Day 4, today, I took 3 steroids, 3 antibiotics, 1 cough pill, all my daily meds, and a ******** of diarrhea medicine. I had the worst diarrhea all day long. Then I had to go to the endocrinologist, but my GPS took me 30 minutes down the highway to someplace wrong and I had my first taste of tight rush hour traffic for 10 minutes. Got home safe somehow but was so tired I fell asleep for 4 hours. Don't get bronchitis, kiddies. It isn't fun. Oh darn, you aren't going to get butterflies in your stomach, just moths... And yeah... GPSs suck. On another note, "On the first day of bronchitis, my true love gave to me... 1 long nap. On the second day of bronchitis, my true love gave to me... a 2 hour bloody nose." I hope that could be as funny to you as it was for me. Your problem seems like it has something else with bronchitis adding to the issue. sdfjndf;fdblnnfb Honestly that was absolutely hilarious and made me laugh for like a solid minute, so thank you. xd And sadly, yeah. I was told I might have a structural problem in my lungs which is why I get it so frequently, so after my surgery next month my next step is going to get my lungs checked out. I've only got 70% lung capacity as is, so obviously something is up. I just hope the specialists can figure it out so I don't get bronchitis so often anymore...
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2018 5:04 pm
36 DAYS UNTIL MY TOP SURGERY!!!!!!!!! biggrin
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Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2018 10:07 pm
Man the mobile format had been weird. Also I finally have nothing to do and it's such a relief!!!!
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Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2018 11:12 am
Planning to use the money I've earned from hauling my a** off at midnight shifts 30+ hours a week for 2 weeks now for my Lord of the Rings tattoo. I'm aiming to get it late January or early February after my surgery! biggrin
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