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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 8:23 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 8:29 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:02 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:17 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:20 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:24 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 8:59 pm
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Paper would've told anyone not to hold her, but right then, as Black held her in his arms, she fell into him and wrapped her arms around him. She was so very grateful for a kind and comforting embrace.
Paper looked up into his face and she wanted to tell him what happened. She didn't want to go to jail, she didn't want him to hate her, she didn't want anyone to know...but the words just kind of fell out of her and she couldn't help it.
"I...", she took a large breath as if that could help her, "I killed a man."
And she stopped and looked at him trying to gauge a reaction but her eyes instantly fell to his chest. She couldn't stand to have anyone look into her eyes after what she had done. Paper started crying as she began to tell him what happened.
"It's wrong to kill a person, and I've never had to before...but he was hurting me!!!", Paper sorrowfully yelled into Black's chest.
"I was visiting kin on reservations and in between I was just going from pit stop to diner, diner to anywhere. I stopped at a truckstop, kind of filthy and iffy, but nothing I thought I couldn't handle...I had seen worse.
I went in and grabbed a seat at the counter, asked for coffee...the place was so dirty, but you can't really find a bad cup of coffee anywhere when all you want is the caffiene...
Some large...WALL of a man stepped up beside me and grunted something or other...I think he said I was pretty. I told him I wasn't interested. But this guy...he just wouldn't move! So I got pretty uncomfortable and I didn't wanna cause no fuss in there, so I paid for the coffee, got up and left. And he just stood there and watched me go.
Later when it was night I pulled into a motel, kinda like this one. 'Cept, I didn't appear there, I actually checked in," and Paper laughed a little.
"So I was there, and there was a bar right next door, I figured I go over, grab a coke, BS with the local color. Y'know, just do something until I felt like sleepin'...
I didn't know it then, but that man was there. It wasn't until I left that I became aware of him. Kinda hard not to notice a person when they're right on top of you."
Paper grabbed Black tighter and stopped crying. But she still didn't look up at him.
"I know what he wanted and I know what he was trying to do. He was so much stronger than me...He started rippin' at my clothes and he had both of my hands in only one of his. I was trying to kick at him but was there and I couldn't move no way. We went to kiss me and I struggled more and his lips were on me and I was so scared and angry...he started to fumble at his own clothes, and he didn't get around to succeeding in the plans he had for me, when I opened my mouth to him. I guess he musta thought he won me over with his charm 'cause the hold he had on my hands loosened a bit and he started kissin' me harder...
...so I bit. I bit on what he had in my mouth and I didn't let go. I think he was screaming but it's hard to scream when somethin's got your tongue. I woulda bit it clean off but he let go of my hands and punched me. I let go his tongue and started scratchin at his face. We tumbled some, and he went to the side, I struggled to get up and run but my pants tripped me down and he started coming at me again. I always keep a blade on me somewhere. I reached down into my boot and he lunged right on top of me like some crazy bear."
Paper stopped and listened to Black's heartbeat.
"I just threw my arm up at him and he landed right on my blade. He jumped back, looked down at himself...and came right back at me. More tumbling, rolling and throwing me around...some minutes later he finally stopped. I have no idea how many stabs I gave him. I'm not even sure if he was dead. Makes sense he shoulda been dead but I didn't stay there to check and make sure.
My arm was broken and I was shaken n'some. But at that time I didn't even feel a part of myself. So I just packed myself up the best I could, checked out and left. Y'know, that motel clerk didn't even give me a glance and I know I must've looked all kinds of messed up.
I just drove the best I could on my bike all night to a good woman I know. She used to live on the reservations but up and moved onto a trailer park, sellin' her skills and charms to the locals. She fixed up my arm proper in a couple of days. No marks or nothing left. She didn't even ask me how it happened, but she told me things would be okay.
That was about a week ago. Now I'm here, with you."
And with that, Paper started to cry again. From pain...and relief.
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 9:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 9:53 pm
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As Paper was swept up into Black's arms and she tried to believe what he said, she just settled into him and let him carry her back to her room.
She was laid on her bed and he told her to take a shower. She was going to tell him he wasn't a doctor but she could only offer him a small smile and nod.
Paper watched him go and she was soaked. She started to peel off her clothes when she realized that she didn't have spare clothes. Sure, she had a few things in her knapsack, but just like before, she couldn't wear them. They were all filthy.
"I...have laundry to do." Paper thought, "But...not right now," she decided as she heard the rain outside. "Darnit, I should've taken those things when I went to pick up these earlier."
She looked down at her wetness and decided her clothes would at least have the better chance to dry if she took them off. So she stripped, showered and when she came back out decided to at least put on the wet under-things.
As Paper listened to the thunder, she became a bit uneasy and decided to take Black up on his offer. She wasn't sure if she had anything more to say right now, but she didn't feel like being alone right now.
She went to put her boots on and was surprised that her socks were still mostly dry. Just in a towel she almost stepped from her room but decided she could bare to be a bit more modest. Especially in this weather. So, she attempted to be creative and took her bedsheet and made a little wrap-dress with it. She bunched and twisted, wrapped and folded until she actually had a nice little thing on. And it stayed on her without her having to hold it up.
Not gorgeous, but certainly better than a towel. So, with a sheet-dress, boots and a towel wrapped around her hair, Paper went to Black's room and knocked on the door.
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 10:02 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 10:11 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:15 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:30 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:54 pm
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