Fight to Live. Live to Fight (Accepting)

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Anything you want. Perhaps start a farm and a family."

"And then burn that farm, murder the family and start it all over again!" A random voice pitched in.

". . ."  

[Zahzi]

"I have no knowledge in farming, and no woman would want anything to do with a murderer."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"You can learn to farm! And I'm sure someone out there doesn't know of your past... Or can simply over look that and see what's beyond the blood."  

[Zahzi]

"Women normally will never look past the blood."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Well... I bet someone could..." Atella said, scratching the back of her head.

"...Awwwwww... Ain't that cute." One servant chuckled from the balcony."  

[Zahzi]

"...Meaning?"  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"...This is hope for a family to start..."  

[Zahzi]

"What family?"  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Your own, of course."  

[Zahzi]

"It's a hopeless endeavor."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"And why do you say that? What if you did find a woman who sees past the blood?"  

[Zahzi]

"Would you?"  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"I'm seeing past it right now. Why do you think I'm the only one who can speak to you while everyone else cowers in fear?"  

[Zahzi]

"Because as you said, you don't have anything to live for."  

[Randomly Gone Insane]

"Perhaps in the future. But right now my eyes have been opened. I am to bring back your humanity before I die."