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Posted: Mon Jun 07, 2010 10:37 pm
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Kairi held her knees to her chest as she calmed and collected herself. She wanted, so desperately, for things to be back to normal. she looked up at Jake and Noah for momet. She coudln't do this. She heard Jake, she was no where near strong. She looked at him both sternly and vulnerably. She wanted him to understand her. she wanted to go home, she wanted to be back where hurt never found her. She wanted to be home.
"Jake, I want to go home." she managed to squeak through the caught breath. She wanted him to comfort her. She wanted to say something that would force him to hold her and hold her for eternity. "I don't want this anymore. I don't like this hurt, I don't like feeling like I have to speak. I don't like feeling like I am the weakest link in this. I want to go back, I want to go, far away from this all."
Tears streamed from her eyes. She wanted him so badly, she didn't want to hurt him, not purposely. she wanted to force him to push passed her boundaries and tell her she is being stupid. She wanted to hear him say that she didn't belong anywhere other that here in his arms. She needed to hear him say that.
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Posted: Mon Jun 07, 2010 11:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:45 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 11:37 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 5:36 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 7:36 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 9:52 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 5:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 5:58 pm
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The ride for Jacky had been well, a ride in and out of consciouness, she wasn't good with traveling, at all. The ride to the lake hadn't been to bad but they hadn't stayed to long before they were off again, and she could feel herself starting to get sick. She would have to rough it out, was what she thought, so she stayed in the back, letting herself relax with her head against the side of the van, letting it keep her cool. She had nodded off without noticing and the whole commotion with Jake and Kairi had eluded her for the most part, she heard a little bit of it, blinking awake but she had went off again and curled up in her seat with her jacket as a makeshift blanket. She was in the back, kind of near Seth and Ritter but far enough away for some quiet for herself. When Decker rolled the window down she blinked awake, the wind making her hair fly back. It made her groan waking up and she stretching, slipping her jacket on. Glancing around the van she saw Jackal was gone and Noah had another rabbit, she had missed the crack house but they were off again, it made her stomach flip uncomfortably. She sighed and slipped up to the passengers seat and looked at Decker, who looked a little frustrated from her view. She curled up in her seat again "So how much more driving are we doing?"She really wanted to take some medicine and lay down, she was feeling a little carsick and getting sick wasn't exactly good in this situation. She hated being sick, especially if there was barfing involved. She chewed at her lip, feeling a headache come on, it had went away while she slept but it was back again "Did I miss anything?"She asked, scratching a little at her wrist, she didn't want to cut, but she had to later, not her wrist but she knew the pain would be the same. She had made a promise though, so it would happen, whether she liked it or not. Decker was safe, so it was okay to her. She would just keep it secret from everyone.
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✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Kairi shivered at his touch and she knew that he was trying the best, but to be honest, if she didn't sleep during a drive and if she had a breakdown in her addiction, a drive would nearly kill her internally. She felt sick, but really didn't have anything inside of her to heave and her stomach felt like crap. She wanted to pass out from the pain and yet, part of her wanted to stay awake. She heard Noah defend Decker and she turned to look at him for a brief moment.
"Noah, please, there are more reasons than what you know to get that response from me. I'm not feeling that great right now, so, please just sit back and try to enjoy the drive," she whispered with a hiccupped gasp when a piercing feeling went through her ribs. She shuddered in absolute pain and avoided Jake's presence. She didn't want to explain it in front of Noah, but realised that, no matter what she did or didn't say, that there was about a 99% chance, that he'd see her at her utter lows so long as she was a burden. So she explained, just loud enough for Noah and Jake to hear, about her drug addiction mixed with a moving vehicle and the ending results being her right now.
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