I WISH. . . ...
i wish i could tell you all i want you to know.
all my thoughts and fears so they won't show.
i wish i could run to you, more then i do.
the only problem is your never there.
my thoughts and feeling are on one track.
they are never gone, just hidden in the back
you were never there when i needed you the most.
you were the essese of a ghost.
hanged around but never truely seen.
you never wanted to spend a moment with me
what i did i do, to deserve this.
how did i let myself into this.
for once i opened up
tried to let someone in.
you i chose out of everyone else.
yet all you did was make a mess
after what happen, where do we stand.
will it be more or just a stand.
i'm laying here lost in thought.
my eyes blank, still.
lost in minds language.
of figuring out the translation.
problem is i don't know.
weather i want more
or to even let it show.
i'll take my leave.
never more.
to allow myself again
forever more.
