The one I really love, should I move on?

[Tibby Lush]

yeah..
well maybe you can give me some relationship help...

a few night ago, my best friend, who is like, my biggest crush.. we both know we want to start dating, but we haent seen eachother, and he wants to see me first before anything. We absolutley adore eachother.. bugger than a crush really...

well.. my mum is a homophobic, and he had been having a bad day, and we really close to calling my mum, and telling her that I am Bisexual (I really don't want her to know- really bad relationship with my mother-long story) so, he was like "well, Ima tell your mother im a transvestite, that you are a bisexual, that you have make out with Marlina (my best friend) and all of this other crap... that would essencially get me kicked out of my house.. things that are so private that he knows, I was bawling. My cheeks are still bright red form it. after it, after I kinda yelled at him... he stopped.. said sorry, and tried to make me happy
((its not normal for me to yell or get upset))
so, while chatting with him today, I brought up the fact that I was pissed


here are a few little bits from our conversation tonight....


(me)Amanda: you were a b***h last night ((and if I had my web cam on you would have seen I was crying....)) and now you are starving yourself like a ******** retard.
(him)Theo: omg
Theo: you were CRYING?!
Theo: *stuffs a fajita into his mouth*

later....


Theo: amanda
Theo: i really want you to know
Theo: that i really love you...
Theo: and i would never hurt you
Theo: and i dont know
Theo: what the hell was going on last night
Theo: because that was not me.


I explained to him that I know some of his old girlfrieds (one of them is one oif my best friends) and That I knew he really hurt them...

he is such a doll though.. but I dunno if we take a step up from really really good friend, to bf/gf if that would be the best for us...

I just need advise... Im lost crying  

[XXX Zombie Porn]

I don't get what you want advice on but it sounds like a bad idea all in all.  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Drop him. Just drop him.  

[Tibby Lush]

I dont know.. I just really want to know what to do with him...

 

[The Dadalorian]

[Ashes][is][Ashes]

Drop him. Just drop him.

do this
cause i doubt either of you are mature enough to have a loving relationship, if you know what i mean  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Soviet Mudkipz

[Ashes][is][Ashes]

Drop him. Just drop him.

do this
cause i doubt either of you are mature enough to have a loving relationship, if you know what i mean

Don't think I even am.
Not one that'll last.  

[The Dadalorian]

[Ashes][is][Ashes]

Soviet Mudkipz

[Ashes][is][Ashes]

Drop him. Just drop him.

do this
cause i doubt either of you are mature enough to have a loving relationship, if you know what i mean

Don't think I even am.
Not one that'll last.

i'm surprised i have, it's almsot been a year now..well since i met her  

[Eri Luvs You]

Don't put up with s**t.