Untilted

[Oukow]

I'm falling.
Yet here I stand, my feet firmly on the ground.
I'm doing terrible.
So how come I smile and say I'm alright?
I'm torn.
My skin is intact and I'm not bleeding.
I'm dead.
But my heart continues beating, and I breath in and out.
I'm lost.
I'm home with the ones who say they love me.
To sleep forever is my dream.
Why don't I take that last pill to make it a dream come true?
I want to drown in my tears.
I can't bring myself to do it.
I want to die.
Yet here I stand, my feet firmly on the ground, Alive.  

[KirbyVictorious]

I love this. In fact, I'm feeling the same way at the moment. But Kirby is such a chicken and won't do anything about it.  

[Voxxx]

Was this just a piece or do you really feel this way, Oukow-sama?  

[Oukow]

I've been wondering about that myself really.... I guess, it's just thoughts that come up, but I know aren't really true because even if living is difficult, it's only going to get better if you continue trying, not letting yourself go. Overall, I suppose no and that this is just a peice of writing in prohaps in a veiw of a sadder person who has had more difficalties in their lives?

Kirby! Would a hug make it better? {if it's not too late?} =o and thank you.  

[KirbyVictorious]

See, hugs are exactly the problem. They only really help if they're from certain people. And last a long time. 'Cause, emotional wreck that I am, I need hugs.  

[UsakoTenshi]

;~; That's saddening....  

[KirbyVictorious]

I know crying  

[UsakoTenshi]

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