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 Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 8:31 pm
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December 10 2007
Painting and writing are the only activities in which I find solace. When I paint, it's like I can finally escape from those tricky thoughts that make everyday seem like such a hell--I don't think at all. And when I write... I don't know yet. I just know that it helps. My pen is safety. It will never hurt me.
A pen cannot strike you, cannot stab you in the back. It's my voice... and when I write, I feel alive again.
December 14 2007
I don’t have the time to write, but I don’t have the heart not to. It’s the greatest time of year, you know. That’s what the songs say. I don’t see what’s so great about it. Finals, bitchy friends, too much time spent with family...
December 25 2007
My heart waited under the tree while a little girl sat crying for her lost voice. I slept dreaming of painted angels and waiting for daybreak.
What I really want for Christmas… is a new beginning.
December 26 2007
I look at yesterday’s entry and laugh. Alcohol and depression do funny things to the mind and pen alike.
December 30 2007
I don’t have anything to say, but I want to put as much space between myself and thoughts of yesterday as possible. I… can’t even think. I have to go.
A/n -- This is your signal to run, folks. This is the long boring ramble I usually like to post at the beginning. I thought I'd post it down here and actually give you the option of ignoring it.
So--Jade.
I think she's my favorite character. She has no redeeming qualities whatsoever. I wrote her to be the anti-anti-herione. She's depressive, unappreciative, sardonic, and just generally unsociable--in short, not a very nice person. I won't say anymore. It'll spoil the story. I guess I just wanted to try and communicate her realness. Sometimes, I find it very hard to believe that she's not actually real, and that I won't find her staring at me from the streetcorner she continues the slow march down the road to ... Well, where ever it is that she's set her heart on going. She's the first character whose experiences parallel my own, in a fashion, although her take on things is a lot darker. I've never really tried for such a blatantly emo protagonist before.
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 9:05 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 9:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 9:59 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 8:12 am
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