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Posted: Tue Feb 26, 2008 7:56 pm
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I want to be invisible....
I want to drift unhindered through crowded hallways and never feel the tug of mass psychology
I want to see but never be seen I want to listen but never be heard because isn't it like that already in this world? So many people so many faces who cares about all of them? Just you and your circle matter right?
What about me? What about what I want? I have a dream-- but no one hears me when I speak.
So I want to be invisible intangible a ghost; I want to be free from my body, from pain, from discrimination, from judging eyes.
I want to be new, fresh, whole again; chop off my hair makeup new clothes and no one will ever recognize me I wonder if anyone would miss me? I could drift through my former homes like a shadow, listening to conversations that are no longer about me
Give me a detached spirit an astral journey a haunting place an overdose of pain medicine --won't feel a thing-- Shoot me up with Demerol because I am tired; I want to go home.
I want to drift through sunny fields shadow an artist give inspiration live through their hands and not mine those hands I've come to despise for what they've failed to do. I want to watch my loved ones forget me; I want them to never look at me again I hate the person in the mirror Who is she? Who am I? Why does she even exist?
I want people to praise me when they praise a favorite book; I want to slip between the pages, let the story give me life as it always has before. I want people to love me when they love the sky, the sun; I want peopel to hate me when they hate the rain, the wind. I want to disappear and never emerge again
shoot me up with Demerol and watch me disappear.
grr, life.
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 4:45 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 5:32 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 6:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 7:33 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2008 5:28 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2008 5:52 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2008 7:45 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 2:04 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 2:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2008 4:40 pm
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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2008 5:05 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2008 5:46 pm
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Posted: Sat Mar 08, 2008 5:29 pm
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