I’m so confused…
Feelings buzz around
like an angry swarm of bees.
I never felt love before;
now I feel too much.
They didn’t intend to
but both stole my heart.
Only now did I realize
the extent of my wounds.
I can feel the seams on my heart
ripping from the tension.
Pain, almost unbearable,
forms pools behind my brown eyes.
Every attempt I made to repair it
ends up pouring salt on the fresh wound.
Hopefully I can make up my mind
for my heart can’t handle much more.
I’m at a fork in the road.
To the right,
my sun shining true the clouds.
To the left,
my moon understanding the clouds in the sky.
Guilt kicks in at a snail’s pace
And it starts to hurt
to be with either.
Thought it’s much worse
to be without them.
I’m so confused…
My life’s balancing precariously
on the tip of a knife.
I can only fall off;
one side or the other.
Nobody knew until now that…
my heart is one of Frankenstein:
one half light
the other dark.
Both stitched together
by fragile seams.
Sooner or later
it’ll fall apart.
Or be destroyed
like the monster it is.
The Emo Guild
What do you think genius? Its a guild for emo's.