Um... hi...

[xXxLust-For-DeathxXx]

I'm having trouble feeling the way i usually do... i like can be so happy and random at times but then i'll suddenly get this feeling and i want to be left alone, so i'll go in my room and it always ends up with me cutting... i hate it but happens every time! Help..? ='[  

[solar molar]

>I'd love to help but I'm really dumb, so I don't know what to say.<
>I'm sorry.. <
T T

 

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

It's normal.
You're a teenager, and your horomones are all out of whack and raging, as is your body. That means your emotions, and your thought process, as well.
I wouldn't suggest cutting, however. It is a destructive practice, mutilating your body.
When I started feeling that way a few years back, I relied heavily on drawing, painting, playing my flute. I forced myself to hang out with other people, and it became a habit. Things started to get better.
Try to look at life with a positive attitude.  

[Tiana_Terror]

i know ho you feel. mabey writing any thoughts you have in a journal will help.  

[the_defective_one]

i get like that to its kinda like a switch just gets turned off i usually write or draw to get my feelings out yes sometime i do cut but i try not to  

[Archangel Izual]

Here's the thing.
I'm not a doctor and can't diagnose anyone.
It could anything from teenage angst to clinic depression.
I am bi-polar and I have these moments. I fix them by staying positive
every day and when these episodes pop up I remember
"If I hurt myself, I'm hurting those who I love."

I just breathe out and relax a little.
My manic episodes consist mainly of racing thoughts and much
about the wrong topics, such as love. My fix is just to stare into the skyline
or the sunset just clear out my head..

It's not so bad living with bi-polar. Girls love a sensitive guy, lol.
Only problem is relationships because I can't avoid anger flashes
and I can't help but WANT somebody to be with while I'm trying
to stay single.  

[AdrianaKitten]

Archangel Izual

Here's the thing.
I'm not a doctor and can't diagnose anyone.
It could anything from teenage angst to clinic depression.
I am bi-polar and I have these moments. I fix them by staying positive
every day and when these episodes pop up I remember
"If I hurt myself, I'm hurting those who I love."

I just breathe out and relax a little.
My manic episodes consist mainly of racing thoughts and much
about the wrong topics, such as love. My fix is just to stare into the skyline
or the sunset just clear out my head..

It's not so bad living with bi-polar. Girls love a sensitive guy, lol.
Only problem is relationships because I can't avoid anger flashes
and I can't help but WANT somebody to be with while I'm trying
to stay single.

It's true, I've been secretly stalking Izual for a year now. ninja
But on your issue I suggest you throw away the blades or stop using yourself as the punching bag. I'd begin to develop a healthy curiosity about things. If you have ever had hobbies, take them back up. If you have ever had wierd obsessions or fascinations, research them. Go to a place you've never been to before. Release your mind from it's constraints and allow yourself time to enjoy, not just deal with, reality.
The sooner you open yourself up to better new things, the sooner you replace/crush old unwanted habits. Gooooooood Luuuuck! exclaim  

[Saphiragrim]

even when im happy i cut myself, well carve myself (safety pin) but its not b/c im sad i just feel like doing it but if you need someone to talk to my pm box is always open  

[wiccan of the moon]

i don't cut but i hurt myself in other ways
it's alright, you'll be okay
just find something to do when ur depressed instead of cutting
draw, write poems, read, take a hot shower, something
keep calm and think rationally, you'll do fine
keep your mind on something happy, if you can
it'll be all right if you keep ur chin up and do what u gotta do