hmm, boys. and a girl. :/

[KeEp-My-CaSkEt-ClOsEd !]

ahhh,
i love me and my billion of issues.
SO!
newest problem;
i'm bisexual.
no, its not a problem i've already came out.
[to everyone but my parents..]
but like....
i'm in love.
with a boy who i dont know if he loves me still or not.
its a long, long story and very hard to follow.
and i'm in love.
with my bestfriend.
whos dating my exboyfriend,
and he wants to hookup with me.
again..
and the boy and i have been hookingup,
behind his new girlfriends back...
problem is;
i'm compleatly in love with the boy,
to the point where i would run away with him right now.
and i'm in love with the girl,
and i dont want her to get hurt by her new boyfriend
because i know the kind of guy he is...
he's going to hurt her.
and to show her what kind of guy her boyfriend is
i would hookup with him, just to show her that he would do that to her.
because she knows i dont like him anymore.
at all.
and if i had to say who i loved more it would be the girl,
but i cant have her because shes not bi.
even though we've done quite a few bi things togeather...

in short;
i dont know who i love more.
the boy i cant have currently,
or the girl i cant have at all.  

[ranebow velvet]

this might be a stupid idea but it's all i've got. make a list of all the things that you like about each person then a list about what you not like. if you like everything then ask both peoples out. make sure that they know that your just GOING ON A DATE AND NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP. test the waters and see which one you connect with romantically. i just hope that i'm not too late.....