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I know it's long I just wrote it lol
What I thought once was mine is not anymore.
My present is now my past.
I thought you would be my Future.
I didn't understand why everything went wrong.
I told you I love you with all of my soul.
And you looked at me smiling.
But behind it all everything you told me was a lie.
It will never be what it once was.
I used to wonder why.
My heart was still broken.
But now
I don't miss your smile.
The way you huged me.
The way youo would say everything will be alright.
The way you kissed me.
The way you would say my name.
I don't miss any of it.
Because I know now all of it was just an act.
Everything that I thought had gone to hell.
Is the way it sould have been all along.
My heart doesn't bleed anymore.
For the one thing.
That wasn't right in my life.
I used to ask somebody Pull the Trigger.
So all My Sadness could Disappear For All Eternity.
Eternity is just a word that doesn't really mean anything.
I don't need you anymore.
I never really think I did.
The one minute your here,
Is the minute I wish you were gone.
Everything is what I want now.
I don't have to try anymore.
Everything I did was right,
Why does everything I do go wrong?
Because you made it go that way.
I don't love you and I know why.
My heart should have never bleed for you.
It should have never been torn it in two.
Everything you did.
Made everything the way it is.
All the lies.
All the games.
All the false hopes.
All the promises that were never true.
Made me that way I am.
And the way I am,
Is better then I was.
Now I can love with all my heart and more.
I can give someone else what you threw away,
And didn't care about.
I can tell them I love them without hesitation.
Without thinking of you.
There was no point in wondering why everything I did went wrong.
Because nothing I did made it that way.
The past is the past,
And I wouldn't change it for the world.
The parts of me I thought would always be yours.
Are apart of me again.
I'm letting go for good this time.
I'm never looking back on us ever again.
Goodbye forever.
I hope I never see you again.
If I do,
I'll just smile and give you the finger.
I'll wave afterwards and walk away.
Hand and Hand with the one who actually cares.
Who doesn't lie,
Who doesn't play games with my heart,
Who tells me he loves me and means it.
I've forgotten everything we had.
I've forgotten you.
I'm happy I have.
I've burned all of your old pictures I kept.
I threw away all the stuff you gave me.
I don't feel anything for you anymore.
I never will.
The things I kept inside,
Weren't ment for you,
They were ment for him,
He is everything I've dreamed of,
Everything I've always wanted in this f*cked up world I live in,
When I look into his eyes,
Everything is complete.
My dreams will come true,
Just not with you in them,
I think God for that,
I've moved forward without you,
I don't see your face anymore,
I only see his.
Goodbye forever,
Your everything I've never wanted,
Everything I hate,
Everything that should die,
Everything that should go away and never return,
Goodbye forever
Your nothing to me
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