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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 3:53 pm
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ik ur prolly all sick of hearing this from me, but i have nowhere else to turn, my life keeps falling upsidedown, and idk wat to do, ppl in real life either tell me wat i wanted to avoid or just feel srry for me...ik i won't hear everything i want to hear, and i'm okay with that, but here's my deal: I was having thoughts of suicide, and one of my best friend's moms found out about this and won't let me see my friend unless i get help, i don't just want to ditch my friend like that, but at the same time, getting help would mean that my family would need to know what's going on with me...which would destroy my home life, i'd never be treated the same again, but i believe that i'm over all that depression now, but my friend claims to "know me like a book" and thinks that it will all be fine for a while, then recur...that's happened in the past, but the happiness was never so divine and long lasting, i feel completely at ease now, like a curse has been lifted, but my friend is still worried, and i'm trapped between every aspect of my life...idk wat to do...<=(
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 4:04 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 6:47 pm
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i understand that, but i would still need a councilor or therapist or something in order to see my friend again, her mom's rules.....and i have written many things about my depressed thoughts, which has helped relieve me, but i'm also afraid that if i do get a therapist then it will bring back the feelings of depression cuz they make u talk about that kind of stuff...and i'm not trying to offend u in any way, but all the anti-depressants i've heard about include the risks of higher suicidal thoughts and depression...which wouldn't be good...plus, taking pills for the rest of my life seems like life-support to me, like u need a pill just to live normally, which doesn't sound normal to me at all.....again, no means to offend u, that's just how i've thought of it...
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 7:15 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 7:24 pm
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