I just wanted to let you guys know I haven't left you. I'm still trying to get help with my problems. Lately I've been wish for death. Though I try to stop and think of others that need me. I just hope that it is enough to keep me going. Every time I turn around, something else happens. I just hope that the next thing that does happen is good. But time will tell hopefully. If you need me please send a pm. It might take me a while to answer back though. Thank you!