My heart may be bleeding

[xLiliths Childx]

There's...this...guy who's a year older than me and lives in CA. I know he's not a p*dofile because I've talked to him, but back to the matter at hand. Over part of the year and a half that I've known him, I've fallen deeply in love with him, and I'm afraid that he doesn't know that anymore. I really really want to tell him flat out that I love him and I'm really really really scared to do it. I also have no clue how I'll tell him and he's one of those people if it gets unconfortable, he doesn't send the message back. He also doesn't send the message back if you're not online usually. I'm kicking myself mentally over it and it's bugging that crap out of me.

Help?!?!

 

[The BLAM Guild Mule]

Well, do you know him personally? Or is it just over the computer? ( I've had a relationship over the computer for about a year, and I've already told him that I love him. ) Maybe you could hint at it, and eventually be able to say it. ( Answer my question first )  

[serjtankian_is_god]

Get the ******** over it. What are you, 12? You do know ***** is not a ******** cuss word and has absolutely no reason to be bleeped out!

Anyway...Seriously, get over it. When I was 13 I got an xbox and started talking to this guy. I knew he was 2 years younger than my father, but he was nice and fun to talk to. I loved him, as if he was my dad. After a year later, he told me he loved me (yes obviously he was a *****) and I was confused and thought I "loved" back, even though I felt completely different than he did. A few months later, I met another friend on Halo and started playing with him and talking to him. We talked for two days and the ***** started freaking out on me. He somehow got my phone number, street address and figured out what my fathers name was. I was a freshman in high school, and the ***** was sending me messages saying he is going to shut off my internet or call my dad and all this other s**t. I went to the police, because the ***** was stalking me now. We had to start picking up our mail instead of getting it dropped off by the post office, I had to change my phone number twice and I was grounded with nothing to do for 4 months.

It is not ******** worth it.