You want me to be perfect.
You place me under the microscope.
Point out every imperfection.
You yell at me.
How can you judge me when you don't even know yourself.
I can't help i'm insecure.
It takes alot to admit this.
I'm scared of rejection.
every time I try this "love" thing,
I get broken down.
I love you.
I just don't want to be hurt anymore.
Almost a year,
and you still don't understand me.
Why I show up at your doorstep crying,
in the middle of the night.
I'm weird.
That's the best part about me.
But you can't accept that part.
I need to be perfect for you.
I put on my fascade,
Just for you.
JUST FOR YOU.
I'm leaking, it's not piss and it's not blood.
I don't know where i'm breaking either.
I'm left to think.
There's somthing inside of me that's busting open.
I don't want to let it out.
I'm scared...
Of you...
Of me...
The internal breaking...
You place me under the microscope.
Point out every imperfection.
You yell at me.
How can you judge me when you don't even know yourself.
I can't help i'm insecure.
It takes alot to admit this.
I'm scared of rejection.
every time I try this "love" thing,
I get broken down.
I love you.
I just don't want to be hurt anymore.
Almost a year,
and you still don't understand me.
Why I show up at your doorstep crying,
in the middle of the night.
I'm weird.
That's the best part about me.
But you can't accept that part.
I need to be perfect for you.
I put on my fascade,
Just for you.
JUST FOR YOU.
I'm leaking, it's not piss and it's not blood.
I don't know where i'm breaking either.
I'm left to think.
There's somthing inside of me that's busting open.
I don't want to let it out.
I'm scared...
Of you...
Of me...
The internal breaking...
