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 Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2010 9:47 pm
 I gave you my heart...
I just smiled and stood up, taking Malak's hand in my own. I led him down the trail a bit more until we came to this pretty little lake that was hidden within the forest. I had been here many times before and I decided that Malak would be the first person that I ever showed. When I was younger I used to come here...But of course Malak had probably been here every time I had.
"What do you think? Its better when your not invisible huh?" I smirked and laid my head on his shoulder. He was some what of a security blanket for me. But, it was so much more than that.
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 4:22 pm
 The truth is...
The smile on my face widened a little more, "Well of course. Now I don't have to be quiet and I actually have someone alive to talk to." I told her. There was a rule that you didn't show yourself to people. But I was already breaking that rule. What were they really going to do? There wasn't anything for me to do to protect her and hide. What was the point anymore? I was having fun being there anyway.
"Elsie, I should tell you that I don't know what they are going to do once they find out I showed myself to you" I told her. I knew they would find out one of these days and it would be better to tell her now, rather than have her find out once they do.
I dont like who I am...
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Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2010 1:37 pm
I gave you my heart...
I thought for a moment before turning to Malak. "Malak...Why did you chose to tell me what you really are?" It was a valid question that should have a valid answer. I turned to look at the water, the sun was hitting it at an angle that made it shine and shimmer. It was beautiful to put it simply.
I know Malak is breaking the "rules" by showing himself to me but I still have no idea why he would. He could have convinced me that I was dreaming and then gone invisible again.. But he didn't and I want to know why...
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 8:58 pm
The truth is...
"I knew you were stupid" I gave her a side glance, my face pointing to the water. "And I was kind of tired of just standing there. Nothing else to do. I trusted you." I stated to her. My mind was going crazy and I needed to keep it calm. I already told her. I couldn't leave here. Those demons would come after her within seconds, knowing I wasn't there to protect her.
I sighed, "I just wanted to show you that you weren't crazy from seeing those blue eyes everywhere" I chuckled, showing her that I knew what her secret was about me. I looked up at the sun and closed my eyes slowly.
I dont like who I am...
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 12:51 am
I gave you my heart...
I stared at Malak for a moment. "If having to protect me is a burden...Than you can stop..." I blinked, it sort of seemed like he didn't want to be here with me. Although I appreciated the fact that he trusted me enough to tell me what was going on. I sat down on the edge of the water and stared at their reflection.
I thought for a moment, glad that I knew I wasn't insane about seeing the blue eyes everywhere. I didn't want Malak to leave but he seemed like he didn't want to be there with her. Like he just wanted to go back to where ever he came from and forget that she even existed.
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:11 am
The truth is...
My head quickly snapped up, "Elsie... no no no!" I told her. I couldn't believe she thought that. "Being here, actually showing myself is amazing. I haven't talked to someone like this since before my death" I told her.
"I've had the rule that if I was to stay down here, I couldn't show myself. I had to be by myself. It's difficult living most of your life without talking to anyone" I said, trying to explain that I didn't want to leave her. "It's so much better when you have someone to talk to. "
I dont like who I am...
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Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2010 8:34 pm
I gave you my heart...
That makes me sad and glad. I'm glad that your happy you get to talk to someone and get to show yourself. But, I am sad that you didn't show yourself sooner. You waited so long. Practically alone. Do you not get to go back to heaven until I die? Is that how it works? Or are you passed onto the next human?
All of this angel, demon and human stuff was incredibly weird and interesting. She wanted to know as much as she could about it and Malak was the perfect person to ask seeing as he was in the group himself.
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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Posted: Sun Nov 28, 2010 5:56 pm
The truth is...
I didn't show myself sooner because it is against the rules to show yourself to humans. A lot of angels go back to heaven even when their human is still alive. They go to the comforts of talking to other angels as they watch over their human. I've watched other humans before you.
Before I died, my father was really ill. I had to take care of my family. So they found that since I watched over my family before my death, I would be a good guardian angel. Once my human dies, I go back to heaven, and they show me which baby I need to go to that is going to be born. I am assigned to watch over them. And also to greet my human into heaven's gates. It is my job to make sure they get to heaven. Demon's always try to take over the human's soul before they die.
I tried to explain this to her. I never had explained it to anyone before because everyone I had talked to in the past years, have all been angels. They all knew what was going on and what I needed to do. They all seemed so happy. It is really difficult being in a place that is so happy, when you are not I said. I thought about what I said. I'm not saying I'm not happy watching you. I'm just not happy being up there. So, I took the path of staying down here, always being hidden.
I dont like who I am...
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2010 8:59 pm
I gave you my heart...
"Is there any way that you can come back to Earth? For good...Not having to go back to heaven when I die? Can you stay on Earth and live a happy life..." I obviously knew that Malak didn't like it up there in heaven but I had no idea how to fix his problem.
I ran a hand through my hair and crouched in front of the water. Running my finger tips over the water. It was soft. Can water be soft? It seemed like there was something else there that she was missing. Like if you dove into it you would go somewhere else.
"Is it possible to dive into a pool of water and show up somewhere else?" I straightened up and turned towards Malak to see if he had an answer to her question. It really seemed like there was something else beyond the water.
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 2:06 pm
The truth is...
I gave a small sigh and looked at her, I think the only way for me to come back to Earth is either getting my wings stripped and falling... or being reborn I looked to the ground. Being reborn would mean someone else would watch over her. That wasn't what I wanted. I was her guardian.
I heard what she had said about the water and my mind ran through everything I knew. I guess it is possible. I've never experienced it. Though I have no clue where you would go once you went into the water... and if you could come back I explained to her, walking over so that I was next to her. I always felt like she was safer with me closer to her.
I dont like who I am...
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 2:15 pm
I gave you my heart...
I grabbed Malak's hand a turned to look at him, a crazy idea popping into my head. "Why don't we see if it really is another world... Lets jump in and find out!" I was excited about this idea. This was the only lake/pond I ever had the feeling that there was another world to it. But, then again it could just be me thinking anything is possible since last night.
I didn't like the idea of Malak being reborn...That would mean I would have another guardian that probably wouldn't care much about me...They probably would sit up in heaven all the time and be lazy. The idea of him getting his wings stripped sounded painful. It was like taking away a piece of him...That would also give me a new guardian that might not let Malak near me..
So keep it safe and dont leave it on a shelf...
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