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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Wow. I never really looked at my life that way. i find that hard to believe... you must jst have been concentrating on all the bad in your life that you nvr stopped to see how beautiful your whole life has been... jst because a few bad things happen doesnt screw up your whole life... and as long as you feel bad about those things...or let them shape the way you act in the future...they have and will always continue to control you...thats what i try and do...i try and look at the beauty of life when the s**t starts raining down on me...i find myself more free because of it...i still cant believe you nvr saw how good you have it... *shakes head* I've known that I had great family and friends, but it seemed that everything I was delt with sucked. eh you were jst concentrating on a few bad things. Yeah like my bipolar and my bad genes and my inability to stand up for myself and blatently tell someone to leave me alone. Even after Chubby told her we didn't want to have anything to do with her, this b***h in church comes up and talks to me like we're friends. what i usually do in that situation is make it completely known that i dont like them...usually with physical violence...
I never know what to do. I just smile and act stiff, but interested so I'm not being rude.
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Posted: Mon May 01, 2006 8:14 pm
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Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Platinum_Behemoth252 Phanari Wow. I never really looked at my life that way. i find that hard to believe... you must jst have been concentrating on all the bad in your life that you nvr stopped to see how beautiful your whole life has been... jst because a few bad things happen doesnt screw up your whole life... and as long as you feel bad about those things...or let them shape the way you act in the future...they have and will always continue to control you...thats what i try and do...i try and look at the beauty of life when the s**t starts raining down on me...i find myself more free because of it...i still cant believe you nvr saw how good you have it... *shakes head* I've known that I had great family and friends, but it seemed that everything I was delt with sucked. eh you were jst concentrating on a few bad things. Yeah like my bipolar and my bad genes and my inability to stand up for myself and blatently tell someone to leave me alone. Even after Chubby told her we didn't want to have anything to do with her, this b***h in church comes up and talks to me like we're friends. what i usually do in that situation is make it completely known that i dont like them...usually with physical violence... I just normally hurt them and make it obvious that im not even trying in the slightest. they tend to not want to know what I could do if I was devoted to the cause of bringing them pain. she is a good hugger it will lift your spirits she can share sometime when you two meet im surtian that it will happen. ^_^
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Posted: Mon May 01, 2006 9:12 pm
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Posted: Mon May 01, 2006 10:43 pm
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Posted: Tue May 02, 2006 1:48 pm
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Posted: Tue May 02, 2006 5:21 pm
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Posted: Tue May 02, 2006 5:24 pm
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