i have so much going on right now...
the one i want to be with is with another...
so i try to convince myself to like others...
but i fail...
and its taking every fiber of my
pathetic and/or worthless being
to keep my self from
mutilation
i am losing my mind...
i cannot talk to my friends because
they will worry and
the suicadal ones with cut them selfs...
all i need right now is a love...
and its never gonna happen for a fat chick like me....
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Lyd!a the undead